Easier to accept

You did feel slightly nervous to hear her answer but in the back of your mind you knew that in her mind, Lucy was much more independent compared to Sarah.

“If it would have been before Lucy came back home then I wouldn’t have even considered it but it feels like so much has changed since then. Lucy can make her own choices and so can you. You do have my blessing but it’s something you didn’t really need in the first place unlike how it feels with Sarah” Mom explained, coming to terms with you and Lucy a lot quicker than with Sarah.

“Again, same with Grace. Nothing has actually happened on that front but it feels like it's a good idea to cover our bases with how things have been progressing lately. I would have said the same weeks ago but now she seems to be happily sitting on my lap and getting in fights when she can’t” you replied, slightly chuckling to yourself at the absurdity of that.

Mom did the same and the smile on her face felt infectious for a moment, letting the silence pass over you.

It did however become apparent that you had gone through almost all of your subjects and the conversation was heading in a specific direction. You hadn’t mentioned Emma but that topic had already been discussed at dinner and Mom knew you were already having sex, leaving Mom as the last subject you needed to talk about.

You didn’t even know how to word it to her at first and you could tell she was waiting for you to say it, still needing the words to be said out loud as she didn’t want to be the one to suggest that anything could or should happen.

“...I…Do want something to happen between us. More than what we have done so far. It is a big step and I know…” you started to say, slowly working up the courage before Mom stopped you, reaching out and clasping a hand over your upper arm.

“I know too and as much as I’ve thought about wanting it. I can’t. “ Mom explained, leading you to interject.

“But if you want to then…” you tried to reply, getting a harder squeeze on your arm to stop you.

“I can’t sweetie. I’m still a married woman and I just couldn’t do that. Even under the circumstances I’m in.” Mom started to say.

Having her mention her marriage did sting but you managed to keep your feelings controlled and let her carry on.

“I know it sounds like an excuse but I made a vow and even if it didn’t mean as much to him… It did to me. It’s a line I’m not ready to cross” Mom continued, giving you an answer that you hadn’t wanted to hear.

You waited for her to add a promising ‘yet’ to the end of her sentence but it never came, leaving you to think on her answer.

Even if you wanted her to change her mind, the answer felt like something you had expected. Mom wasn’t a person to lie or break a promise and her marriage was one that was legally binding in a sense. Plus she was the most religious out of you all and you were sure some of that must be weighing on her mind as well. Your fists had clenched and you had to let the tension flow out of you after she had spoken, knowing this had nothing to do with your father and everything to do with Mom herself.

“...I think you are a much better person than I would be in your situation” you admitted.

Your plan to reveal Izzy to Mom started to feel hollow now given how much Mom still clung to the marriage but your plan from the start had been to corrupt her alongside everyone else. It was a roadblock for sure but a surge of determination told you that you hadn’t given up all hope yet.

“Don’t say that sweetie. Trust me I’ve had naughty thoughts going through my head all weekend while you have been gone. We just can’t do…that” Mom revealed, trying to comfort you.

“Then what can we do?” you asked, intending to push her more.

“Everything we have done so far hasn’t gone over the line in my opinion” Mom replied, confirming there wasn’t any regression in your relationship.

“I just can’t fuck your pussy?” you bluntly asked.

“...Yes, although you could have phrased it differently,” Mom said, looking embarrassed again with your harsh language.

“If we are setting boundaries then I think we need to use more direct language. I don’t want to do something that I think is okay but you don’t think is right. Okay? I can’t fuck your pussy” you replied, repeating your words to emphasise your point.

“Right” Mom said in agreement.

“You say it too” you ordered, seeing Mom start to blush.

“...You can’t fuck my pussy” she admitted, her cheeks as red as they have ever been.

“And that’s just with my cock. If I want to go down on you or finger you, I can still fuck you with my tongue or my fingers?” you asked to clarify.

“Yes you can still fuck me with your fingers and with your tongue” Mom repeated.

“So can I fuck you anywhere else?” you asked, getting to the main point of this conversation.

Mom didn’t seem to immediately get what you were saying and had a confused look, taking a moment to think it over before her eyes shot wide open.

“You can’t fuck me there! It’s dirty!” she loudly protested, looking nervous at her own volume.

“Where?” you asked, teasing her by making her say it.

“...my ass…” she almost whispered, afraid to even admit it.

“Why not? If I can fuck your mouth then I don’t see why we can’t do this.” you replied, curious about her reaction.

“It’s wrong” Mom bluntly replied.

“I don’t think it is. A lot of people love doing it. Even religious people” you said, thinking her churchgoing might be a reason for her refusal.

“Really?” she asked, making you think you were on the right track.

“Sure, some people use it as a form of abstinence to avoid sex before marriage. I can send you some information on it… or you can just ask Grace” you answered, pausing for a moment when she didn’t agree with you getting information and instead pivoting to a source she trusted.

“...I’ve never…” Mom went to say.

She didn’t need to finish that sentence for you to realise she had never had anal sex and it was pretty apparent from her reaction to it so far, now making you want to push her on this more than ever.

“It’s something that can take some time to adjust to so I’m not saying we do it right now. I’m just talking about your boundaries and making sure you feel comfortable about all this” you added, reeling back in so you didn’t seem too eager while you waited for her answer.