The twelfth day of Christmas

Halfway there already? Just kidding, it's felt like ages. Guess what? I came twice yesterday. Both times thinking of Mr Finch. I don't like this development. I don't like it at all. If I could, I'd throw those presents into hellfire. Too bad my body won't allow me. I can't even complain to anyone about ANY of this. Only you Mr diary. You're my only friend right now :(. I've decided to be decisive today. I'll open the gift immediately and get on with it. When I postponed it, if only a little, yesterday it was all I could think about.

Fortunately it's not one of those brown ones. I'll make sure to update you once I've been screwed ove- I mean, once I've opened the gift from my loving boyfriend..

Okay, this one is actually pretty fun! It's a pair of bunny ears! Actually it's a hair band, but it turns into the ears of whatever animal you want! Brett is really pushing for this cosplay thing.. They're cute though, at leas it wasn't another glitter bomb..

It's the same deal as with the other things that change shape. Twenty four hours cooldown. You'd think when it's MAGIC that they could be a bit more ..convenient? Idk, maybe it has to actually charge back up every time. Kind of makes sense I guess? That's it for now though, Mr diary! I'll be spending the day at home, doing yoga in my bunny ears and reading for my exam. Oh, I'll also go and get my next package of course. I'll probably do it at the same time as my grocery shopping. Later!

Guess who I ran into at the grocery store.. Yup. Mr Finch. He actually came up to me. He got so close too! I could smell that he hadn't showered in probably DAYS! I hate to admit it, I REALLY DO! But my first feeling wasn't of disgust. I had butterflies from the moment I saw him until he left. He asked me something about getting nice gifts in my calendar or something? How would HE know? I didn't catch much of what he said to be honest, I was completely smitten and unable to focus on anything. I do remember him saying that I was welcome at any time though, whatever that meant! Honestly just the gesture made me all giddy. I HAVE to get Brett to cast an anti-charm spell or something on me, as a last resort anyways. I'm certain that one of the gifts messed with my feelings somehow, it's the only explanation! Before this whole calendar thing, I used to HATE that guy. He disgusted me. Now he's like the dreamiest guy I've ever seen. Maybe undoing some of these gifts will suffice, I sure hope it does. The last thing I want to do is admit to Brett that I've got a crush on my sleazy neighbor.

I've got to go though, my panties are SOAKED. Thank god I got Brett to send some sexy picks. He sent one wearing only his Magi-robe. What a DORK, hahaha. I'll talk to you later. Or think to you later? Whatever floats your boat, book.

Diary. I'm scared. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm sorry. As you know, I went to get off. My boyfriend had sent some pictures. Even magical gifs! But when I started, you know. Doing it, I felt NOTHING. Like, I was looking at the pictures and then ..nothing. I'd normally get aroused looking at Bretts body. You know? I don't mean to brag or anything.. But he's pretty ripped. I mean, most Magis are anyways. If you knew a spell that could give you the perfect workout in a matter of seconds you'd be mad not to use it, right??

As if not feeling attracted to my boyfriend wasn't enough already my thoughts began drifting to none other than Mr Finch. That's, what? The fourth time I've come when thinking about him? IN LESS THAN A WEEK? I'd get off once a month, MAYBE. And even that was me being "busy". Now I've had four climaxes over the course of just a few days. Is this what being a nymphomaniac is like? I don't know. I just feel a little ..you know ....Slutty. Getting off so much? I mean, it can't be NORMAL for someone to get off as often as every day, surely?? That's my day ruined. Thanks for listening, book. I'll be off now, Maybe get some reading done before I hit the sack. I'll get back to you once I wake up.