You wake up

Bzzzzzzz!

You wake up for the vibrations going through your body. This time you choose to struggle, throwing your arms against the straitjacket and doing your best against the straps. But it is useless.

"Mmm!!!" you grunt, as the vibrations stop, struggling against your bondage ever stronger. But you can’t do anything.

Bzzzzzzz!

The vibrations start again. This time you choose to stay idle. What else could you do? But then you feel something that was not there before. It is a small flare of joy that your mind derived from the crude sensation. And from the impending denial that follows.

"Mmm!!!" The vibrations stop, and you grunt again. But this time too you feel this strange form of joy.

Bzzzzzzz!

The vibrations start again. And you feel it. You truly feel it. The way the vibrator stimulates you, followed by the stop, creates this gruesome joy that makes the entire journey pleasant. You think you should latch onto it so you could enjoy yourself better.

"Mmm!!!" you grunt again. As the vibrations stop. But this just makes you more committed to your plan.

Bzzzzzzz!

The vibrations start again. And you dedicate the rest of the day latching onto this phenomena.