Confronting Her

The Friday passes and with two different areas for her to play with, all of our cuddle time was a constant attempt to fend off her prying fingers to find purchase in these said areas. It was in the afternoon the next day that I take notice of Jenny on her phone. She was scrolling through old photos, then she stopped to watch something. She had just finished making these new health smoothies, and even made one for me. Tasting it, the smoothie has a very salty taste and gritty texture, probably some health formula powder. Eventually I got over the taste to finish it while she slowly drank her own. She insisted that I drink it so we can go on this special diet together. I would get the best body I can get while she keeps her wonderful figure, she doesn’t need to change but she was adamant about doing this together.

I had gotten use to the knowledge that Jenny had pictures of her exes in all of the different levels of compromise. Some just in full clothes while other pictures were the dick pictures she had received all of the time throughout their relationship. She mainly only kept Nathanial’s pictures and until now I thought they were only pictures until I noticed that she had some videos as well. Curious and a little uneasy about it I pressed her about it.

“I can understand some of the pictures you keep but you also have videos?” I asked with an eyebrow raised. “Well yeah, they are grade ‘A’ videos, I can send some to you if you want to watch them.” Responding, she didn’t act like this was a big deal at all. Almost proud of the quality of the content. “What? No, I don’t want to watch your sex videos with Nathanial.” As soon as I said it, I could recognize how her demeanor changed. It was no longer a relaxed happy conversation we were having. This was in her eyes a jealous and controlling boyfriend trying to dictate what she could or could not have.

“Oh don’t give me that crap. You still watch porn, so don’t get on me for having some personal made videos for my own special time. Are you saying you would not want to get off on watching your girlfriend doing the same thing as the porn stars? Am I not beautiful or sexy enough for you?” I should have recognized the manipulative ways she always phrases things, but I loved Jenny so much that I quickly back tracked on my previous statements. “What? No that is not what I meant by that at all…”

“But its true, you are willing to jerk off to these other women, but you wouldn’t for me.” Her fake outrage and tears fooled me; I folded under my desire to always make her happy. “Send me… send me a video and I am sure I will get turned on as much as I would any porn star.” Instantly her mood changes to happy, “wonderful. Let’s put it to the test right now. I am going to cast a video to the TV and I want to watch you masturbate to Nathanial fucking me.”