Heart to Heart

I let out a sigh as I know I should not keep anything from my girlfriend. She did make me feel good and these thoughts were building up that I knew we needed to talk about it. “Well… I just feel a little less of a man for all of the things that you have been doing with me. The nipples and now my ass. Like a macho man should not like any of this. I want to be the man you deserve and want.”

Taken back by the sudden spilling of my emotions Jenny looks at me and shakes her head. “First; you are no less of a man just because you have an excitable body. Sure, other men might not like the same things you do but that doesn’t make you less of a man. On top of that you are the little boy I want, if you are wanting to be something different than who you are, then you are not the man I want to be my boyfriend.” Her words rang true in my head but stung deep at the last sentiment. I had to accept these differences of myself, or I would lose her. Losing her is not acceptable at all. I love Jenny!

“Oh no I don’t want to be something different. I am who I am, its just...” I get cut off by Jenny’s hand over my mouth. “Stop it right there. So many of my exes were not true to themselves and put a level of toxicity in their life where they had to be something they were not. Repeat after me: I am a man; I love having my nipples and ass played with.” Her face is in front of mine now, her eyes locked onto mine. Seeing that she loved me so much that she is trying to help me build my own self-confidence, I knew that I was being too mental about all of this. There is nothing wrong with liking my girlfriend playing with my body.

“I am a man and I love my nipples and ass played with.” A small smile comes on my face as I say it and with even more confidence, without her prompting I hold onto her arms and repeat it again somehow believing it now that I have said it. “Wonderful baby! Now don’t you ever let those insidious thoughts find a home in your head. I love you the way you are. Little body, little penis, and special little love zones in all.” Don’t know why she had to bring up my size, but she was too confident for it to take me off this nice feeling. We lean in and kiss each other before falling asleep in each other’s embrace.