Food and a beginning

“Thank you for letting me come over and have a breakdown.”

“You helped me with a few of these yourself. It was time I picked up the slack.”

She nuzzled my chest more “It really was, any way want to get dinner?”

“I think ordering in would be the better idea. I need to go shopping tomorrow and think just staying in seems like the most fun.”

“That’s fair, I’ll let you pick since we went to my dinner last time.” I got out of bed and fired up my computer. She scooted up and fluffed up a pillow.

“Oh man, be careful that I don’t get a look at your secret porn folder”

“Do you want me to order dinner or not?”

“You could use your phone ya dingus!”

“Ya but now I can put on netflix after so we can watch something while we wait.”

“Fiiiiine, you’re right. What are we even getting for dinner?”

“There’s a cheese steak place nearby I was gonna order from.”

“Hell ya.”

“Can I ask you something?” I had by this point pulled up the menu.

“Sure.”

“You seemed to have recovered quickly is this sort of behavior, normal?”

“Ya I’m still upset. I still need some time to recover and dreally figure my shit out. But holding you and being around someone who cares like you do helped.”

“Mk, here’s the menu.” I pulled my chair back to let her come have a look. She got up and sat on my lap and started reading. I kept my hand on the mouse with an iron grip. We decided on food and I had the order coming within the hour.

“Can I see some of the stuff you draw on here?”

“Sure.” she stayed on my lap and I pulled up some of my digital art. It wasn’t at the quality of some of my real life art. But it was still pretty good. She couldn’t tell the difference, to her this was just like everything else I did. But that’s the curse of being a creator. I see all the flaws in my work, and others.

“Your creativity is so great.”

“Thanks. You’re pretty great yourself.” She leaned back and kissed me again.

“Can I ask something?”

“You’re full of questions tonight.”

“Do you want to stay over?” She got up and sat on the bed. This was clearly something she hadn’t wanted, and needed to figure out how to tell me no.

“Ya, lemme text my mom” Or I was just completely wrong. I took a big exhale. “Did you think I didn’t want to?”

“I didn’t know what you wanted!” She broke into a bit of a laughing fit.

“Mom knows I’m seeing someone, and that you’re not just a fling. Dad doesn’t particularly care. As long as I’m happy. He’s proud of his little cheerleader. Neither know I’m off the squad. And I don’t particularly feel like telling them. She trusts me though.” Ash laid back down and made another motion for me to join her. I crawled up to the blankets nice and gently, she pulled me in and held my head on her stomach.

It was at this moment, that I learned where heaven was. The softest, sweetest place on earth, was resting my head against her stomach. I could have spent eternity there. I very clearly keeled over in bliss cause she just started scratching my head like I was a cat.

“Comfy?”

“Never been comfier.”

“That’s sweet.”

Dinner arrived and I put dad’s the toaster oven on the lowest setting. Keeping it warm for him while Ash and I ate ours. I pulled up community cause Ash hadn’t seen it and we just got to enjoy our food and veg for a hot minute. After finishing our food we cleaned up the area around the bed and just stood holding each other. I put on some music and we just sorta danced close.

“I know I’ve said it a few times but I really needed this today.”

“I’m happy I could provide.”

“Have I mentioned that you are just cutest.”

“Cuter than sliced bread?”

“Hah! Yes, you are infact cuter than sliced bread.”

“Even if it had the virgin mary on it once you toasted it?”

“Yes, even then. I don’t know many people who I could go to for this sort of thing.”

“I know a few. But, you wouldn’t know many of them.” She leaned in close and hugged me tight.

“So I have a question, and it may be a bit rude.”

“Ya?”

“So just how close were you and Daisy…?”

“Did we have a sex life?”

“I didn’t want to say that, but, ya…”

“Ish, we did oral. But she wasn’t sure about sex proper. At least not with me, who knows about who she’s with these days.”

“You two still fighting?”

“I’m okay, I don’t know about her. I’ve had a lot of thinking put towards that topic. I think next time I’ll be more controlled.”

“That’s good. You like that?”

“What?”

“Feeling in control?”

“In that sense ya.”

“Mk… Mind if I, find out about a few others?”

“What are you getting at?” Ash pulled back a bit and kissed me, turning my back to the bed.

“Sit” She looked at me with a different kind of fire in her eyes. I sat back and leaned back, waiting to see what she meant. She walked up and pressed her chest into me.

“Take off your shirt. Now.” Once I got it off she pushed me down and held me by the shoulders.

“You aren’t moving your hands from here forward. Unless I say so.” From here she started kissing me. My mouth, my neck, my chest. They were fast, then slow, large and wet, taking time to lick at certain parts of the body more than others. I hadn’t felt this sensitive before. She ran her fingers along my stomach, slowly, methodically. She came back up to my face and gave me one last kiss before standing back up and starting to undo my pants.

“Daisy never could have given you this. There aren’t many who can, I’d guess anyway.” Eventually stripping me naked she saw I was standing straight up. “Not bad, I had a feeling you were packing decently” She started running her finger tip up my shaft and gently touching it. Like a feather, gently running along the curvature of my shaft and head. The other hand running along the areas of the base, I kept myself clean shaven. I didn’t have anything to hide and didn’t like the itchiness of a bush. A firm hand pushed up my torso as she leaned down, grabbing hold of my shaft she transitioned to soft tugs up and down. Incredibly slow.

“Do you like how I tease? And how gently I handle you?”

“Yes”

“Do you want me to be firmer? Stronger?”

“Yes”

“Ask nicely”

“Please, give me more.”

“Please give me more whom?”

“Please give me more mam” Ash began to move slower with more definition. Actively scratching my chest, longer strokes that were fast with a slow come down. Her mouth moved back down and she started to nibble on my nipple. Gently with the occasional sharp bite. She pulled at my balls with a finger. Reaching under and tugging up with her hand. She cupped the head in her hand, gently rubbing a finger against the tip. I was in a sensation high. Lily had given me more wild sensations, otherworldly even. But outside of the booth, this was incredible.

“I’m getting close”

“You can finish. We’ll do more later.” She went back to gentle pulls up from the base to the tip. The suction on my nipple with her tongue gently flicking it. And her hand brushing over the other pec. It was perfectly applying her sexuality and dominance here. I was over the moon, my orgasm ripped up, coating her hand. Ash’s lips were the first thing I felt coming down from that high. She was softly kissing me and brushing my hair.

“I washed my hand don’t worry. Did you like that?”

“I did, thank you.”

“Thank you, I like doing that sort of role thing. It’s something I’ve looked into but need to read into more.”

“Well you are pretty good so far. I’d definitely be interested in doing more with you.”

“Thanks. And the night’s still young, so I look forward to it.” Ash pulled me close and big spooned me. We were wrapped close and just laid there. I pulled out my phone and played some chill music.