No. You want to go back to your life.

Your family sucks. You will never trust them as you did. You will make sure you leave the place, get a decent job, save enough to get into some college and get a diploma. A tech one. Then you will work as hard as possible to never, ever have to come back to your “home” again.

You will do one thing though. You will go to Alexandria’s place. You will tell her how you feel about her, and ask her if she might want to hang out.