Preoccupied with Thoughts of Betraying Reed

Susan Storm couldn't cum. It didn't matter how long or how hard she rubbed her clitty. How raunchy and terrible the porn. She went to bed at night frustrated and unfulfilled, and woke up the same way. Throughout the day, as she saw to the children and the needs of the team, that constant need was never far from her thoughts.

Sometimes it simmered just under the surface. An aching sensitiveness between her legs, a deep and almost spiritual sense of unfulfillment. Other times, especially when she was alone, it would **** itself to the forefront of her thoughts, and she would have to **** herself into a closet or corner, to bite a knuckle and rub fruitlessly at her cunny in a **** bid for relief that never came.

Cheating porn wasn't enough. There was always something lacking. It was too pat, too artificial, too distant. Whenever Sue tried to imagine herself in the place of those women, betraying Reed, Sue felt a warmth and excitement fill her. She tried to hold onto that feeling, to explore it. To think of cocks other than her husbands pumping her tight pussy, licking and sucking them, being sprayed with hot, sticky semen like some dirty whore. All while her trusting, loyal husband was blissfully unaware.

Yet it was never enough. Just thinking about cheating wasn't enough. It couldn't bring her over the edge, couldn't let her have even a teensy little orgasm. Every time she got close, her body seemed to recoil from the idea.

"Cumming is cheating," she whispered to herself. She had found herself saying that more often these days, under her breath, like a little mantra. "And cheating is cumming."

Sue felt as if she was going crazy. As if her body and mind were conspiring together against her. She was faithful to Reed. Yet a part of her didn't want to be. That cognitive dissonance weighed on her, as she counted the days and hours to her next appointment.

Dr. Stone would know what to say. What Sue Storm could do. There had to be some way to resolve this conflict within herself!