Pet in charge

Kris POV:

What the hell was I going to do here, how much of my anger at Liz was justified.

How much of this was like what happened to me, was Alice just that different too?

Neither of us fit in with anyone else the same way we did with each other.

Our few other friends at high school were never as close and the friends we made at college were closer but, was she more like me than I thought?

Broken and barely holding it together, just enough that others couldn't see?

What ever the case I would love her, no matter what.

The more she stayed nestled into my arms, breathing evening out, muscles releasing tension, relaxing into me, like this was how we were always meant to be, the more I knew that in the depths of my soul, I loved her and I needed her as much as she did me.

"Aly, how did this happen? "

"Mistress Elizabeth trained me, I found my proper place, I.. I need you... was I really yours if I stood above you?"

"Of course you were, I was yours, did those days together not convince you of that?"

"Risa you were mine, but was I truly YOURS. Mistress Elizabeth was right, I would have keep pushing, I would have hurt you eventually. It would have come down to me or Mistress, you would have had to chose, and I would have known it wasn't a choice, I would take all your love and in that moment, use it, never giving anything similar back.

Mistress helped me see that. Would she, having seen that coming, let me still be around to steal you?

NO.

If...If I wanted to still have you, I needed to understand I wasn't above you, that anything I would have done to you was something I should have been able to handle myself... That was when I found it, the truth."

I really wish Liz wasn't so perceptive. "That wasn't for her to decide, I knew what might happen, what you'd likely do if your fear ever came back. I was willing, where does she get off making that decision for both of us!?"

"Mistress is Mistress," Like that explained her taking 'that' decision from me, I know she cared about my safely but this was my Alice. "Was, was I really the last to see that in me? Risa, you should have never needed to make that sacrifice! That... dark part of me being turned inward and made into Slave is probably for the best then."

"No you won't pay for my mistake."

"What?"

"I made the distance between us, you were never that cruel or needing to hurt someone to feel safe. I was your 'sunny day in the rain', you said that! You only had to get cruel because I wasn't there to have your back like I should have been."

"Puppy?"

"The Aly I remember was never this way, you were a lot of things but never that."

"I know Risa, that's why Mistress had to fix me, Aly, the one you remember is here and everything else is locked away until needed, I'm here sisi and I'm never going to hurt you again, Its.. its why I let Mistress do this, why I would never fight her when she reinforces it, mistress was right. That part of me isn't your fault, but it is something that I wouldn't have hesitated to make yours when the fear hit."

"Alice, what happened while I wasn't there?" The way she was speaking was reminding me of my own way of talking around something I'd rather not think of.

I was getting a sneaking suspicion.

Her silence just reinforced it.

So did the way she tried to hide in my arms.

I hope she forgives me for this but I needed to know, if I had any chance of everything working out, I'd only given myself two days to figure out years worth of issues.

"Please Sisi, can we stop talking about this, I'm me again and Slave can join you two for playtime. Isn't that enough?"

"Not if I can tell you are still hurting, but if you won't tell me, I'll just have Slave tell me." This was the closest to a threat I'd ever made to her and I felt like shit as soon as the words left my mouth.

"Risa?! Please no, she won't hold anything back! You can't ask me to, please no," She was begging instead of telling me, even with her submission in this state, "Remember when you begged me to not a-ask that thing of you, before this, I know slave messed up. Don't Kris, please?"

"Do you really expect me to just be OK with this, to leave you hurting again and again. Hate turned inward every time you play? Is Aly going to tell me enough or is Slave going to tell me everything?"

"Why can't this be enough? Why can't I be enough...?" I don't think that last part was to me, I was going to need to change tactics... This was hurting her more than I could stand and my resolve was starting to crumble already. Hurting Aly was something antithetical to me. "Would getting to play with me instead of Slave make you feel better? You'll never have to see her again. I'll just take the punishment every time we play and Slave can be for Mistress."

"That's not the-" Ok that gives me an idea, one that could back fire way to quickly but would trigger the training in a way that could get me my answers, would be easier than the stern unyielding persona I was pushing forward with... what if she doesn't change her mind, could I really handle it again? Lets hope the bluff works. "Ok Aly, you want to play and take a punishment? Well so do I, we'll get punished together, by each other. If you won't talk to me, then we are going to use each other until one of us breaks."

The expression on her face changed so many times and now just rested on confused concern.

"Risa?"

"Aly take off your Chasity belt, I need to get something." After activities last night I was surprised to see Liz put it on her but I really shouldn't have been.

I came back from rummaging around the emergency box, the one Liz pulled the really good sleeping pills from 'that night'.

I was holding two little pills.

She really did have all kinds of things squirreled away in case of emergencies, I had almost though I imagined the Cialis and Viagra.

Seeing Aly bent over the bed, paddle next to her, chastity belt still on, was just another complication to push through.

"Aly why are you like that?"

"I do not have the key and mistress told me only she could unlock me. Please punish me for being unable to complete the task."

"Oh you silly girl Aly, all you had to do was ask, I'll have that picked and off in no time. But before that, look at these, you know what these are, yes?" A Nod, good " I will take these and we will fuck, breaking both of us, or you can just tell me what I need to know so I can help."

"Risa please..."

"This or that, those are the options. I'm not leaving you like this, not even knowing why."

Silence again, but moving to expose the lock let me know what she chose, I really thought putting myself on the line too would help tip the scales... She had to be bluffing, then I would keep going, no way she goes past seeing me erect over her entrance.

She knows how much it'd hurt me to do anything with that body part, hell I was already emotionally compromised from earlier, and hell, just from still being out of my prosthetic or cage.

My plan to out bluff her went out the window as soon as the belt came off her, something shifted, she wasn't Aly, but the demure obedient Slave wasn't there either.

"Oh you dumb little bastard, I may not like what Liz did, but at least she never tried to get rid of me. And hell being a Slave can be fun, outside of getting reinforced... but you know what's going to be even more fun?"

"Aly stop, Slave stop." Those were the last words I got out before she forced the pills into my mouth.

She whispered into my ear, "Swallow like a good girl Krissy."

My body reacted before I could stop it, this was the fist time since coming back that Aly had used my training like that.

"Don't try to stop me, Aly isn't here and Slave isn't my name, you let me out without any of those controls, Liz could control me like this, I'm sure, but you, a fellow slut, another sub owned by my mistress?

No, I'm sure I'll be punished for this later but, right now, I can't find it in me to care.

Now lie back and enjoy while I break you and Aly. You'll never try to get rid of me again, I'll make sure of it. Slave Alice is here to stay."

She just stood there over me, holding me in place, waiting for the pills to work.

When they did, I was laid back, erection free for the first time since before Seb started to really play with me.

It was painful, it ached and not in a good way.

Her hand finally left my mouth and I tried again, "Alice St-" only to be gagged.

"None of that slut, now break for me."

The arousal that was always in the background was back.

It needed me to be fucked, that was denied.

The hate and fear in me about my cock was at the forefront.

My bodies conditioning wouldn't reinforce this with all that fear and hate bouncing around, I hoped.

When she plunged me into her I saw her eyes leaking tears, mirroring mine.

"Oh stop the water works Aly, you've done near as bad on those brats orders, at least this is with the bitch you love."

Like that it spilled the beans on everything, tortured Aly with everything she didn't want me to know, tortured me with everything I missed and how I got us into this mess.

Dragging us through the truth for hours.

All the while making me fuck her.

"Damn girl you really missed out on all of this stamina, I've lost count of how many times we came and poor little Risa hasn't once." She reached down and undid the gag strap, hand near by just in case I tried a command, I wouldn't, I was broken again. At least there was enough of me present to recognize that fully. If she kept at it, I'd likely end up fully blank, below subspace again, and not just for a moment. "What's got you still holding on puppy, still think you can save her from me?"

I wish that was the reason, that had left me an hour ago, "N-no ma'am, I j-just don't have permission and i-it doesn't feel good enough to push me over the edge without permission."

"Ma'am? Oh did we get that far already? I guess you really do hate this part of you. Was sure it would take longer, I know what Sarah did to break you, seems we are almost there already, in such short time.

I'm going to have to make sure you keep this thing out so I can play with it. Oh shut up Aly you may hate it, but I think I'm really starting to enjoy it. All that time protecting you, I think I earned this much."

"Please don't, don't hurt Aly, if you need to, hurt me, but not Aly, I love you too much."

"Oh that alone is going to be why I keep doing it. I want to make you hate her the way you do me. I want her to hate you enough I'll be left in the driver seat."

"I-I don't hate y-you."

"What did you just say." There was a dangerous glint to her voice.

"I don't hate you, I just couldn't let you two keep hurting over and over without at least trying to fix it."

"Is that so, but what if getting rid of that hurt killed me and left you only with her, you'd still do it, wouldn't you!" An angry fearful accusation surged out of her mouth.

"No, didn't you hear me, I knew you'd try to break me some day, I'm here, if it helps you two banish what haunts you, then do it, but don't hurt Aly! DON'T HURT YOURSELVES OVER THIS, OVER ME!" I Guess there was more left in me than I thought, I almost managed to buck her off.

"Oh my, Aly you really did fumble with this one, all because you couldn't tell them the truth, too worried they'd treat you like those cousins of yours, instead here they are offering to be broken for us... Oh the fun we could have had back then, ok pet you love me too? Prove it.

I've blocked Aly out, she won't remember what I'm going to do to you. Cum for me, let me break you again and again till my anger is gone.

This bit of you is mine now, I'll use it when I want until Liz's back, I'm sure she will put me back under control, but you will never get rid of it, that is my demand if you love me and her, she can have you all the rest of the time, I'll even let her enjoy the time we have together under Liz, however If I ever get out like this without Slave triggers I want to be able to play with it again."

"Break me I'm yours, I've always been yours, no mater what form that takes, I'll keep it. I'll cancel the surgery, please don't hurt her like this again."

"Correct answer pet, Now-" She sped up before whispering in my ears, "CUM for me puppy."

"UUUUhhhh!" I did and the hurt overloaded the pleasure, first male O since that day with Liz and it hurt.

"Good puppy, now lets see if you can do it again, I've seen how many times you can cum like a girl, lets try to match that number shall we."

"AHHHH!" I knew sex could hurt but this was a new pain.

"Yes, scream for me, you'll love the way I break you!"

Seb Pov:

I was hoping the surprise visit would go well, I felt the need to check on them, there was something that had gnawed at me since I left and I just needed to know everything was ok.

Having brought Liz's favorite coffee in a thermos, and a 4 pack of muffins, I hoped it would smooth any issues over.

"AHHHH!"

"Yes, scream for me, you'll love the way I break you!"

Coffee and Muffins hit the floor as I scrambled to get the spare key from the combo box Liz had hidden.