Part of Your World

Bianca lay still, her body pressed against Joey’s, her bare skin warm where it met his. His arm draped over her, heavy and possessive, his hand resting just below her navel. His skin was hot, solid, his breath slow and steady as he slept. She felt the gentle rise and fall of his chest against her back, the soft, almost comforting sound of his breathing brushing her ear. He was so close, so present, and her entire body hummed with satisfaction.

But where was Donna?

Probably already downstairs, helping out. That woman had been an angel. Bianca didn't mind having her around to lend a hand. Despite briefly joining in helping Joey use them for his sexual gratification, she had made sure the focus of the night stayed on Bianca. Tonight had been her night. Her turn. Donna had just been a very special guest.

Bianca’s lips curled in a small, contented smile as she shifted ever so slightly, pressing back against him. She felt him, all of him, against her, and her skin tingled where his touched hers. This was what she was meant for—what she had been made for. To be here. To give herself to Joey.

They weren’t supposed to fight over him. He had told them that. You’re all supposed to be on the same side.

And they were.

Joey was lucky. They were all lucky. Because they had him.

And they support each other now. Bianca felt a warmth bloom in her chest at the thought. There was no more jealousy. No more pointless competition. They had learned. Joey had seen to that. Supporting one another—that’s what mattered. They were stronger together, and he deserved nothing less than their combined devotion.

But tonight… tonight had been hers.

Her turn to satisfy him. To fulfill her purpose. And she had. She felt it in her bones, in the slight ache between her legs, in the pleasant exhaustion that weighed down her limbs. Her body was spent, but her heart was full.

Donna had told them had cool Joey's parents were, how sex positive they were. So she didn't even bother putting on clothes as she slipped out of Joey's arms and tiptoed downstairs. The A/C blew softly sending cool air all over her bare skin. It felt divine. But she knew this was just a quick trip. She wanted to grab some water and check her phone to see if Donna had left a message, but she also knew her duty. She would have to get back to Joey before he woke up. The ways she had let him use her body last night... she didn't think he would be up soon. Poor guy must be exhausted.

"Good morning." Donna said, stepping out of the kitchen with two cups of coffee. The older woman was fully dressed, something Bianca found herself slightly disappointed to see, and smiling warmly at her. "I made sure to have enough for everyone. The Grangers really have this place well stocked."

Bianca beamed at her. Donna was so considerate. She went over to give the woman a quick kiss, but didn't take the proffered cup.

"Sorry, none for me. I'm just here to see you and grab a cup of water before going back up there." Bianca said.

"Of course. How silly of me. You need to make sure that your body is ready for Joey to use whenever he wants. Besides we wouldn't want him to think this was a one night stand." Donna said, chuckling before putting the extra mug down, and taking a seat on the couch. She patted the spot next to her. Bianca looked into the kitchen for a moment, considering getting her water now. "Come on Bianca. You have plenty of time. When he was little and slept over, Nicky always complained at how late he got up."

Bianca obliged, but she couldn't relax into the couch the way Donna did. Not that she was scared of being naked on it. She and Joey had already had sex on the thing, but with the care Donna had taken to clean it, you couldn't tell. Still she remained rigid, her back ramrod straight. Donna arched an eyebrow at her.

"Why so anxious dear? Come on, spill. I only have a few minutes before I have to head home and change. Thank god it's just my mother-in-law there today. You know I was so upset when my Nicky decided to stay in the dorms and SPU. First Juniper, then my youngest... but now? Well, it certainly makes things easier. So come on, tell me before I have to trek all the way over there at back to the office before the other partners get in. What's the matter? Were you upset that I joined in for a bit last night?"

Bianca frowned. She hated to see her new friend, her new sister, upset. Then she realized that's what Donna must be feeling, and let out a sigh, blushing a bit as she readied to bear her soul to the older woman.

"I was just. I was thinking about tonight. About tomorrow. It isn't my place to want more. If Joey wants me again, I would give herself to him. Of course. But if not… if you or one of the others need him… I would step aside. That’s how it was supposed to be. No fighting. No selfishness. And I want that for you. It's just... I don't know. Am I being selfish to want more?"

Her fingers brushed against her breasts where his hands had touched her. Remembering the satisfaction, the fulfillment. Donna slid up next to her, and put a reassuring hand on her shoulder.

"Nonsense dear. No one would think you selfish for thinking that. You've found your life's purpose. You've realized, just like I have, that your body was meant for Joey. That he can touch you whenever and however he wants. It's not unreasonable to want to carry out what you were put on this earth to do. But we both still have other responsibilities. To the other girls, to Joey, as well as the ones we had before he helped us realize our life's mission." Donna said, her manicured nails felt good on Bianca's back. It wasn't unreasonable for her to not want other men to touch her, but she was welcomed this woman's carress.

"I love my job at the restaurant. I'm good at it, I love the energy, the people. But is that what I want… long term? Is that all I’m supposed to be? A waitress? Serving food and smiling politely while my mind is elsewhere—thinking of him? I can feel it, deep inside… my purpose isn’t behind a counter. It's here. With Joey." Bianca said, her muscles tightening at the stress of trying to make sense of everything.

"I understand completely. You think that I want to be at a law office, when the perfect man is right here? When I know that this body is his do with as he pleases? But I also know that I do enjoy the work. I can love both things. Joey understands that. I'm sure he does. If he doesn't he his girlfriends, Madison and Aynsley to remind him. Not to mention his new mentor, Eliza. You don't have to give up your job if you don't want to. Working there still helps Joey. Going to work, being far from Joey, knowing I won't be in his home, on campus, nowhere close to him, thinking what would happen if he wanted to touch me and I'm not around. It's scary. But I also know that he has my number, and I would drop everything for him. I trust him to let me know when he needs me. In the mean time I can enjoy work, and not just for myself. Every hour I bill to clients is more money I can use to spend on clothes that will make Joey's mouth water. More money to spend on him, on the rest of you. You know one of these days I simply must take you shopping. All of you. Especially that Indira girl. Poor thing is hiding that gorgeous body under such paltry clothes. So every tip you make, think of it as more money you can use to support us and Joey." Donna said.

Bianca thought about that and smiled.

"I like that. I think I was worrying because I don't just want to get into Joey's bed. I want to get into his life. His world. A place beside him, a real role. Something meaningful." Bianca said.

"Of course. We all have our places. You should talk to Madison and Aynsley. Maybe see if they'd be willing to help you find an expanded role in the group. You know we're always here to support you."

"Thanks Donna. You know I think I was really worrying about my job. I was ready to quit, but if it helps Joey, then I think I'll stick with it."

"And you know you can come to me if you have any more concerns."

"I do. Thank you." Bianca said, before hugging the woman.

Donna took a moment to make sure Bianca was okay, but Bianca swore she was fine. And she was. She didn't want Donna to be late for work. With her salary, she could help Joey so much more than Bianca could.

That made her think.

Maybe it was time to dream bigger.

For Joey.

She smiled and waved as Donna took her purse and walked out the door to her car. Bianca made sure the door shut quietly and tiptoed back to bed, nestling besides Joey.

There was so much in store for her. So much she was excited for. In that moment though, nestled against _her _Joey, she was too comfy to dwell on all of that. Her eyes fluttered and she went back to sleep. Dreaming of all the possibilities of things yet to come.