Or elation.

I looked at the condoms blankly for a second and just couldn’t comprehend what it meant. Then it dawned on me.

“Wait, are you serious?”

Kat smiled instantly. “Yes!”

“Oh my God, yes!”

She laughed, giving my arm a playful shove. “You don’t have to sound quite so surprised.”

“Sorry. I just wasn’t expecting this.”

“Well, I wasn’t expecting to be sitting in the back of my car on our first date, either, but here we are.”

“Not that I’m complaining.”

“Good.” She leaned closer, her smile softening. “Because I’ve been thinking about this for a while.”

I looked at her. “You have?”

“Of course I have. Do you think I spent all that time getting ready tonight just because I wanted to show off my new shoes?”

“I did wonder about the shoes.”

“Idiot.” She kissed me, and whatever clever response I might have come up with disappeared. I slipped an arm around her waist, drawing her closer, and she rested a hand against my cheek.

When we finally broke apart, she was smiling. “I thought about this,” she said. “I don’t do this with just anyone. You know that, right? I don’t go on a date and decide that because a guy bought me dinner, I owe him something. That’s not what this was.”

“I know.”

“I want to now.” She looked at me then, her eyes beaming. “I want it to be with you. I’ve been so nervous about it, but I want it to be you.”

My breath caught. “Is this your first time?”

She nodded once.

I couldn’t believe she was giving me this. She’d trusted me enough to bring condoms. She’d decided she was ready. I’d make sure she didn’t regret it. “Are you sure?” I asked.

Kat gave me a look. “Don’t you dare ask me that again.”

“Sorry.”

“I’ve spent half the evening wondering whether you were going to kiss me, and now you’re making me explain myself.”

“I’m just trying to make sure.”

“I know.” Her expression softened. “And I appreciate it. But I’m sure.”

I kissed her again, gently at first, then with a little more confidence when she moved closer. She was warm against me, her fingers slipping into my hair, and I found myself wondering how I’d managed to get so lucky.

Kat. Beautiful, funny, clever Kat, who’d spent the evening laughing at my jokes and listening to my stories. Kat, who’d been excited enough about our date to plan what she wanted to wear and nervous enough to bring condoms in her purse. Kat, who wanted me.

For once, I wasn’t the guy standing on the sidelines, hoping a girl might notice him. I wasn’t the boy next door waiting for Rebecca to realise he was there. I was here, with someone who actually wanted to be with me. And I wanted her, too.

“Hey,” Kat whispered.

I opened my eyes. “What?”

“You’ve gone all serious.”

“Have I?”

“Very.” She brushed her thumb across my cheek. “What are you thinking about?”

I could have told her the truth. That for a brief, stupid moment, I’d thought about Trish. That some part of me was still trying to work out what the hell I was doing with my life.

Instead, I smiled. “I’m thinking about how much I like you.”

Her expression changed, the teasing giving way to something more vulnerable. “Good answer.”

“It’s also true.”

“I know.”

She kissed me again, and I let myself forget about everything else. For the next few minutes, there was no Rebecca, no Trish, no complicated mess waiting for me when I got home. There was only Kat, her laughter, the warmth of her hand in mine, and the intoxicating knowledge that she wanted this as much as I did.

I allowed my hands, which had stayed respectfully around Kat’s waist up until now, to start to make their way up her body. When they reached her barely covered breasts, I heard Kat gasp and take in her breath as she kissed me. I squeezed them, feeling their firmness, so full of youth and vitality. Kat responded by reaching up and pulling the shoulder straps on her pink corset down for me, exposing herself.

“I’ve been trying not to stare at these all night,” I admitted.

Kat laughed. “I noticed. Good boy. They’re all yours now.”

I dropped my head to her chest and sucked on her tits immediately. Her nipples responded by hardening instantly. I heard her moan loudly for the first time, and it made me all the more excited.

I forgot about everything else. Kat was right there, choosing to be with me, and I was determined to make the most of it. Every time we paused, she found another reason to kiss me. It was so easy. That was what surprised me most. I’d spent years thinking that being with a girl I liked meant worrying about what to say, whether I was doing the right thing, whether she was secretly wishing she were somewhere else. With Kat, I didn’t have to work at it. We could tease each other, laugh at ourselves, and then fall quiet without the silence becoming awkward. She made me feel wanted.

And God, I wanted her.

“No more!” Kat panted. “I want you inside me already.”

I watched as she started hiking the sides of her tight black skirt up over her hips. As it bunched up, I saw that what I thought had just been her pink top was in fact a single-piece bodysuit. Kat pulled at the lace material where it joined between her legs, and it snapped open. Silver press studs held it together up until that point.

“It’s too hard to take off otherwise,” Kat told me. Underneath, she hadn’t been wearing any panties, and I could see she’d shaved her pubic hair into a black triangle on top of her mound.

I went to undo the button on my trousers when I suddenly stopped. “I want to try something first.”

Kat didn’t know what I had in mind until I ducked my head down between her legs and came face to face with her pussy. It looked so beautifully tight and compact with a downy pool of moisture already collecting in her crease. I took a tentative first lick of that channel and collected that slime onto my tongue, swallowing.

Kat cried from that first touch and very quickly started to moan all the while as I began to eat her pussy. Heat radiated from her cunny, and my chin was quickly bathed in moisture. I was glad Kat’s car had just enough room in the back as I half crouched in the floor wells and half the seat. Kat’s hips didn’t remain still as I pleasured her and her fingers twisted knots into my hair. I discovered a small, less than pea-sized nub at the apex of Kat’s pussy and was amazed at what it did to her when I licked it. She’d yip and buck in response, but when I started sucking on it, that’s when the real magic happened.

“I think... I think. I thi… I’m cumming!” Kat cried, and her body went haywire.

All across my face, Kat dragged her wet lips as her whole body shook and twitched uncontrollably. She cried in pleasure incessantly, and I prayed there were no passersby right now. I tried to continue licking her, but there was no way I could catch her clit again now. I gave up and started pressing my tongue into her pussy and lapping as she howled.

“No more! No more!” Kat begged as she yanked me away from down there and up to her face again.

She grabbed at the fastening of my trousers urgently, and I had to help her get them open. I found the condoms on the seat beside us and rolled one on as quickly as I could. We moved our bodies so that Kat was lying across the entire backseat and then I started to ease my cock inside her.

She groaned as I parted her pussy lips for the first time. My head slid inside her, and there was a brief resistance before I was plunging to the bottom. There may have been a brief second of pain for Kat, but she was soon groaning as she experienced my cock inside her for the first time. She was unbelievably tight, and it made my eyes water. I was thankful for all the foreplay and lead-up, as without Kat being so incredibly aroused we might have struggled.

Even as she was, her pussy gripped me so tight as I pulled back and tried for another strike. Through the condom, I could feel the heat boiling me. I went as slow as I could for her, but Kat remained very tense for a good long while. She held me tight with her arms as her hips kept me from going too fast. I never went full speed and really fucked Kat, but kept it steady for the most part.

After several minutes, Kat told me, “Do it. Go faster.”

She relaxed her hips back and spread her knees out for me to give me access. She stayed as tight as she’d always been. Cautiously, I picked up speed. I started to thrust harder and stronger. The car began to bounce on its suspension as I pushed myself onwards. With Kat’s pussy strangling me, it didn’t take much for me to feel myself reach breaking point. I started to gasp as I neared the end.

“I’m going to cum,” I told Kat, and she applauded me.

I gave her five full-strength thrusts and started cumming in fearsome intensity. With each pulse of my hard cock, I pressed deeper, burying my shaft inside Katherine. She whimpered in response but held me so tight and wouldn’t let me pull away. Partway through, I felt her grab at my head, and she forced our eyes together. Her mouth was open, and she panted rapidly. A look of exquisite wonder was on her face as her eyes were wild and crazy.

Happily completed, I pulled out, and my hands came away tinged with a little blood as I disposed of the rubber. I moved Kat’s body so I could lie down behind her, holding her. She hugged my arms tight to her body as she twisted her head back and kissed me passionately. Her lithe body shivered in my embrace, and I could feel goosebumps all over her as I stroked her.

“How was it?” I asked when she had calmed herself down as much as she could in two minutes.

“Just perfect. Thank you,” Kat told me, and she kissed me lengthily again.