Not interested

He may think you are here because you are a deviant or some kind of whore or slut but you know otherwise. You are a servant of the Almighty and you are here because he commands it. You do these things because he commands it. You have to admit you're presently not doing so great in correctly performing the commandments but you are trying and you can try harder. Some part of you knows that God shall soon supply another man.

"Sorry. You seem to have misunderstood. I never said I was interested in the party. It's not for me."

You tell the man in calm and well reasoned manner, you expect some instant snap back but instead there is a long silence filled by the sounds of an actresses faux moans of joy followed by her stating she wants his cum. You look round to the screen as she tugs her hand up and down his shaft and is quickly rewarded with cum spilling over her face and down her naked chest; and you heart is filled with desire to feel that and perform the Lords work.

The screen fades to black except a unrealistic sounding name and quickly cuts to a different girl asking for absolution. You hear a change of occupant in the booth and your mind is filled with the desire to receive the mans blessing over your face and chest, your hands trail up your habit, feeling where you want it when it strikes you how messy that would be, that your clothes would be covered in it so perhaps you should remove them. But maybe the Lord wants that blessing to be evident?