Nope

"God damn" I groan as I continue stroking. The trans woman in the video is on her knees now as she alternates sucking them. I moan again as my orgasm builds, and I imagine it's me standing above her, cumming on her face, and I grin as I cum at the same time as the two men in the video.

Then the shame hits and I grimace. Getting up from my computer, disgusted with myself, I grab a bag of chips from my pantry. I walk into my living room and flop down on my couch and pull up Netflix on my TV. My disgust and shame evaporates, forgotten as I enjoy getting lost in old sitcoms.

Hours later I look at the now empty bag of chips. Maybe I shouldn't have eaten an entire family sized bag of those, I feel a little gross. Not exactly the healthiest of meals. I shrug to myself and brush crumbs off my hands as I stand up. I should probably head to bed and get some good sleep. Work starts at 8AM tomorrow, and I can't afford to fuck up at my job.

I've got a telework data entry job that I landed a few weeks ago - an absolute jackpot considering I'd nearly run out of funds. Another couple weeks without work would have seen me getting evicted from my apartment.

I sigh. Bed it is I suppose.