No

I know she isn't right in the head. She might even deserve it. It might be a mistake to play merciful type. Hell, it will probably come bite me in the ass, down the road.

And yet, i can't bring myself to end her. She just wanted to be loved. She will lose everything. humiliated and alone. It's fitting for someone who just wanted to be loved,

and lost the ability to love.

Maybe it was her way of expressing love. In her twisted way.

"No, allow the authorities do their thing. We just don't allow her to come near me or anyone close to me."

"Yeah, usually she will be prohibited from entering this town again, probably also from the nearby towns and cities as well."

The sheriff came, locked her up and that was the end of it.

Just like that. I was still numb. But I'll get over this. As if i have a choice. You get over this not because you want or that's your character. But because that's what life is. A bunch of bull shit hitting you when you least want it to. Just stand strong and let pass.

I was able to get a suit. Went back home. Abby and Eli are here. I told them about what happened. It was the end of it.

Tomorrow will be a new day.

... I wish it was that simple.

I'm not angry or ashamed. I think i no longer feel anything from what happened...

Because i realised that everyone were fine with me being kidnapped. It was the new normal. Here, in this other world. Where monster girls rule and men are nothing more than rare resources. You aren't loved. You are desired. That's the problem. I realised that im not loved. But desired. The women are ok with sharing you because they don't love them. As long as they get their piece of ass, or in their case, dick. they're content.

What did i expect. I know them for less than a few weeks.

Maybe one day I'll be able to say that I'm loved.

I guess that what shocked me isn't the realisation that here I'm just a piece of meat. I thought i liked to be desired by all the hot ass around me.

No, what shocked me is how I can't stop thinking how awful it is.

This is beyond messed up.