Nicole POV - The Game so far.

Some background - the game so far.

Ever since the school had started she was feeling more and more confused about everything, high school was done, collage right around the corner, what about her future, about herself and about John. She had felt drawn again to John lately, and specially tonight when she had danced with him and felt jealous of his crush to Miranda. He was her best friend, the one person who knew her better than anyone else. The one guy who had always stood up for her ever since they were kids. She was finding it hard to imagine a life without him.

She remembered that time, in her freshman year, when a pack of stray dogs had chased after her and ran her off the road with her bicycle. John had shown up out of nowhere at the last minute to chase them off. That moment made her look at John in a different light, that was the moment she developed a crush for John, her white knight. She had tried to act on it back then, even getting an awkward first kiss from John. But that soon dissipated. At the time he had a crush on Jennifer from school, and he was too blind to see her or anyone else has anything other than a friend. John was like that at times, once something or someone caught his attention he tended to focus tunnel-vision-like on it and not see anything else. Like Sarah sometimes said, "Some guys are so blind you have to smack them up the back of their head." She thought she had gotten over it but now... had she just been fooling herself all this time? Did she still have a crush on him? Was this why she always hanged out with him, sat next to him, lean on him and basically plan her day and everything else with him? Even going to the same collage with him?

Since the game had started It seems like Miranda and Matt had teamed up against her. It had been Miranda’s idea for the game, she said that she wanted Nicole to propose it, so it wouldn't seem that she was ****. There was always something about Miranda that didn’t feel right to Nicole, something was off about her that she just couldn't pin down. She had only been putting up with her for John's sake. And maybe, she thought, this game could show John that Miranda wasn't for him and maybe see her instead.

Why did Miranda kept pushing her with all these dares!?!? and always with that asshole Tom. What was wrong with her. The same with Sarah and Matt. "I thought we were friends?" Nicole thought to herself.

At least her sweet John hadn’t been going after her, but would he help her here? He hadn't when she had to take off her pants and asked him for help, that was a letdown, but Nicole rationalized that since she was his wingman she would just take the hit for now if it let him try to score with Miranda.

Not knowing what was going to happen in the game, whose name was going to be called, what the dare was going to be and with whom but knowing it was going to be sexual raised her curiosity on what was going to happen, it really excited and scared her at the same time and it was getting to her. She could feel her heart pounding in her chest like a jack-hammer. Sometimes she had to **** herself to calm down and breath normally. Even so Nicole felt that her emotions and her body were starting to take control over her.

And then, John hadn't helped her when she was **** to make out with Tom ... that really, really hurt her, like a punch to the stomach. She felt abandoned. She hadn't expected things to get this far and not for her and definitely not with Tom. Damm it! She hated having his hands on her, to have him push his tongue past her lips made her want to gag. Good thing she managed to keep her teeth clenched even if it meant she couldn’t breathe. GOD!! she felt disgusted, dirty, she wanted to run out and shower to wash his touch off her body. "But that’s what that bitch Miranda wants and I'm not going to let her win." she reflected.

She also never thought she would have to lick Sarah! The idea was disgusting but it hadn't been... that bad. Sarah must have perfumed her pussy and put some strawberry flavored cream or lube, that made it, at least, ... passable... could she say that? Better than having Tom kiss and grope her. She really hadn't expected John to intervene with Sarah, the guys always like to see some girl-girl action and from seeing John porn stash she knew he liked it. He even used the same user and password has his e-mail.

Early on Nicole had caught Miranda hesitate every time she had to even talk with John and now the same happened with any dare to act with John. "Something feels wrong" she kept thinking, "if she really wanted him she wouldn’t hesitate. Matt and Sarah don’t hesitate with each other". A plan had started forming in her mind "I've got to push her and make her back off, then John will see that it’s all fake, she's faking it and come back to me." But it didn't work. Miranda hadn't backed down from anything she came up with.

Seeing his cock for the first time had really turned her on.... She was surprised just how excited and turned on she was to see it and when she heard Sarah say 'Not bad, John, not bad at all.' the only thing she could think was "Not bad?!?! "IT"S FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!" she remembered thinking over and over. She was confused and couldn't shake her renewed... desire... for John. She felt flushed, confused, her mind kept firmly saying "he is only my friend" while she could feel her heart sing "he's mine!". On top of all that her pussy was starting to ache and feel wet and empty.

She blushed every time she caught John looking at her or catching her looking at him. It seemed that he was surprised at her, like seeing her has a woman for the first time. She liked it. she liked that John was finally starting to look at her has a woman, to know that his eyes were looking all over her, admirering her body made her heart beat faster and made her feel warm all over. She was starting to feel jealous of Miranda. "I want him!" her heart screamed at her. "He should be mine!" but she didn’t know what to do.

And then Miranda called her name.

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Lust wins out scene

Her heart sank when she heard Miranda's dare. Matt AND Tom?? "I have to jack off that asshole? "

Did they think that just because she was a virgin she was a prude? Where they pushing her to chicken out so they could make fun of her latter? Did they think she didn’t have it in her?

"I can’t back down. I can't let them see I'm weak" she thought with some desperation while she looked at the floor. "but what else can I do?". she couldn’t see a way out unless someone else helped her out.

Looking out of the corner of her eyes she saw Miranda looking at her with a shit eating grin. The bitch! "I am sooo going to get you." Thought Nicole.

Nicole looked on has Tom brought his chair over to her. That disgusting smile on his face brought shiver to her. It felt like he was **** her with his eyes, she felt her stomach flip with disgust. Seeing Matt come over with an eager look on his face made her heart sink even lower. What was wrong with him? He was supposed to be her friend. She glanced at John and what she could see on his face was a mix of confusion and lust...?? and he cock was suddenly hard again. But he just came... is it because of me... or what I have to do?

She took a deep breath, better get this over with fast and steeled herself.

“Okay then, since everyone has to do it and all that.” Nicole sighs.

“Yeah Nicole, c’mon baby,” Tom teases, lazily stroking his cock. “I’ve been waiting to cum for more than a few turns now.”

"Asshole!" she thought to herself.

Kneeling before them she looked at their cocks up close. They're nice she thought but not beautiful like John's, and she felt butterflies in her stomach. Damm, what was going on with her. Was the sight of two dicks really turning her on or was it the thought of John’s cock that turned her on? Matt was about average size about 6 inches, maybe 6 1/2 inches long. Tom, Tom looked much larger, 9-10 inches long and a bit thicker. "Maybe a little bigger than John's" she thought to herself has she mentally comparing Tom with John. A warm feeling filled her when she remembered what John's cock looked like. She pushed it to back of her mind. "Not now" she thought to herself. This was confusing her even more than she already was. It was also really turning her on. She couldn't believe how just thinking about John was exciting her. She had even rubbed her pussy through her panties when Miranda sucked John's cock Imagining that it was HER sucking his cock and swallowing HIS cum and not Miranda. THAT got her juices flowing and she had felt herself get wet. Oh GOD how did I get into this?! How do I get out!?

God, she felt her stomach do back flips. She felt nervous and scared and excited all at the same time. "I can't believe this is really happening! I'm still a virgin and I'm going to jerk off two guys at the same time!". She felt her heart pounding in her chest so hard she felt surely someone would hear it.

Nicole steeled herself “If you guys want any lubrication, take care of it yourselves.” She stated. “I’m not putting your dicks in my mouth.” and a small sense of triumph filled her with hope.

She watched Sarah come over and suck Matt while Tom coated his own dick with saliva.

She took a deep breath and slowly took both cocks in her hands.

She heard the guys moan when she started to stroke them. She felt embarrassed to hear that. Nicole tried to zone out, to not pay attention to the guys but it was hard, whenever she zoned out she found herself fantasying with John again and getting excited. Every time she heard them moan or felt their cock twitch in her hands she came back to reality. She would glance at the guy to see if they were close, but it was taking too long.

“Yeah, that’s it, Nicole,” Tom taunts, grunting. “Jack me off, baby.”

"Fucking asshole!" she thought. "I wish I could just crush his balls in my hands and wipe that sick smirk off his face. but if I do that Miranda wins and I can’t let that bitch win."

She continued stroking the Tom and Matt hearing their moans, their grunts. Every time she looked at their cocks her mind would fly to John and the idea stroking John to make him cum excited her. She felt her body flush from the heat building up inside her.

"Am I really getting turned on by doing this?" she asked herself. She didn’t want to but the way her body was reacting... the fire growing in her loins... "This can’t be happening! Why couldn't it be John? Why?"

Nicole suddenly felt Tom run his fingers through her hair.

“Stop that, Tom,” Nicole said. “You’re not supposed to touch me.”

“Actually,” He shoots back, lowering his hand down her back. “That’s not specified. Matt, help me with this, will you?”

She felt them unclasp her bra and pull it off.

"John! Please help me! please stop them John!" her mind screamed but nothing happened. She waited for him to recuse her... but nothing happened.

"Maybe he didn’t notice. I've got to draw his attention." Nicole thought hopefully, and an idea came to her.

Glaring at Tom Nicole shouted, “Why did you do that?!” certain that John would hear and help her out.

Tom smirks. “First, so I could have somewhere to cum,” He answers. “And second, so I could do this.”

His hand went down to squeeze her tits. Nicole gasped in surprise. A pleasant felling started to spread from where Tom's hand touched her breast. She looked down to see his hand groping her breast and then see Matt's hand grope her other tit.

"This feels good, It can’t be real" she thought has a soft moan escaped her throat.

A few moments later she realized that John hadn't stopped them. She felt an ache in her heart, "Where was he?" she thought but just has quickly it was gone has pleasure rolled through her body coming from her tits to drown out everything. Her body was taking over, surrendering to the pleasure, numbing her mind and shutting down her feelings.

Even though the desire was growing in her Nicole felt her chest tighten and sensed a growing apprehension and sadness started to grip her heart... a silent wail "John?".

From somewhere inside she turned around to look at John and...... she saw Miranda's hand wrapped around his cock while she kissed him. Her heart sank even lower while her body continued to betray her. The shock and sorrow of John abandoning her for Miranda numbed her mind and didn’t let her react. He hadn't noticed. "This can’t be happening, No! This can’t be happening to me!" she repeated to herself like a mantra on denial "Where is John?!", her mind was almost completely detached from what was happening to her, her body continued to stroke the cocks in front of her and enjoy the feeling emanating from here tits while she felt her heart sink into a darkness of sorrow and despair.

A jostle brought her back from her daze to the world for a moment. Nicole sense that they were carrying her somewhere.

“What are you guys doing?” She asked a bit dazed “No, let me gooo” while they placed her on the table.

She felt Tom close on her nipple and pull it into his mouth. The bolt of pleasure she felt shocked her. She wanted to both to moan and scream "NO!" She took a deep breath to call for help but Matt smashed his lips on her mouth and drove his tongue in with a hard kiss that cut off her plea for help.

While Tom sucked her nipple and both her tits were being mauled by Tom and Matt. Nicole felt her body start to melt, she lost her strength to fight them off. Tom's hand went from her breast to her pussy and began to rub it from outside her panties. She realized they were wet. Nicole felt her body ache to be filled but her mind was too shocked to react. it was all happening too fast to notice, too fast to react, she was being overwhelmed with sensation coming one right after the other lightning fast. One instant she felt Tom's hand slide down her panties, the next Matt tweaked her nipple. the next Tom tongued her other nipple. She was losing it completely! Her body was on fire, her pussy ached to be filled and yet... she felt a pit of ice on the inside, a sadness she couldn't explain, a shadow filling her heart and mind. A tear started roll out the corner of her eye.

Matt pulled his mouth from hers. Nicole gasped for air, for a moment it helped clear her mind, just enough to see Matt reposition himself above her.

“What are you doing, Matt, stoHMMMPFF…” Nicole tried to protest, nut it was all in vain.

He shoved his dick into her mouth and felt it hit the back of throat. Matt grabbing her head and set his hands to **** open her mouth for his cock while Tom moved one of his hands inside her panties, his tongue still swirling around her tits. She closed her eyes not wanting to see what was happening, her mind closing itself off to what was happening, faintly hearing a voice say something to her that was lost to her. The cock in her mouth started to move faster, Her heart whimpered "nooo... John... please... help" while the shadow inside her coalesce into an ice dark pit in her heart.

The **** on her tits and panties stopped, for a moment a glimmer of hope that the horror would stop, that John had finally come to her rescue! That hope was dashed against the dark pit when she felt first the warm air on her pussy followed immediately by the urgent thrust of a tongue on her, only just few licks before leaving, the cock in her mouth continued its ****.

She was suddenly afraid, terrified has if just now she was seeing the dark abyss over which she was standing.

"NOOO!" she tried to scream but the dick pushing into the back her throat never let her plea escape.

Just now her mind became truly aware of what was going on, of what was going to happen to her, of how her body had betrayed her, of the sorrow and despair in her heart and soul. Of the cold empty pit of she was falling into.

Nicole sensed the guys moving, repositioning. She started to kick her feet, flail her arms, she tried to twist away from what she knew was coming, away from being **** by Tom and Matt yet she lacked the strength, her body still betraying her while her soul whimpered in anguish. Hands pushed her knees apart, while another pair of hands pined her arms to the table while the cock in her mouth pushed in even deeper into her throat, gaging her.

"NOO!! GOD NOO!" she pleaded and prayed "JOHN!!"

And has she felt herself fall into the dark cold abyss below her, a final prayer "GOD! JOHN!!"