New morning routine?

Alice Pov:

I was the first to wake up.

Kris next to me, one hand in her hair, having fallen asleep trying to help her relax, my other was under her shirt, somehow having migrated there from it's place on top of her over sized sleeping shirt, a modest affair compared to what I now knew Seb used to dress her in.

I must have wanted to be closer to her and took some small liberties while we laid here.

I moved my hand, aiming to reset our position, until at my hands slight brush, Kris' breathing became ragged, and a whimper excape.

That sound, that weakness for such a simple touch did something to me, I had been planning to wait to do anything until later, when Liz was happy and Kris was actually ready.

But hearing that sound, I needed to know, to explore, to taste, everything, understand what she had done to herself, I needed to make it mine, it was done for me, so I should take it as offered.

I had almost talked myself into doing just that when Liz stirred, but didn't wake, mumbling in her sleep, "I'm sorry baby, it's OK, we will take care of it in the morning, I know, I know you need it, but you need rest more, now try to ignore it and rest, for me baby?"

In her sleep, disturbed as it was, Kris still seemed to understand what Liz was after, but the noise she made had me wet.

"uunnhhh, plea-... It's too much I ca- misstress moan please whimper"

She was babbling now, in a way I would normally have to work a sub through a whole session to melt like that.

I knew though that while I was wet and she was ready, if I did something now, it would break Liz's trust me me, so I stayed still and waited.

It seemed this all wasn't an Uncommon occurrence, as Liz knew exactly what to do as the begging needy pet had woken her up fully.

She reached out a hand, cupped the poor things face and looked dead in Kris' fluttering doe eyes, "I know baby, but you need rest more, can you be a good girl and be calm for me krissy?"

At those last words, Kris went limp and her eyes closed, breathing back to normal.

I locked eyes with Liz, "All that just cause I moved my hand?"

"Yes." is her curt reply

I needed to know, "how bad is it, how often does she get like this"

"always, she doesn't 'get like this', this IS her now, when it started it was decided it was still better than the nightmares especially when they were bad enough that even Seb holding her though the night didn't help."

"Nightmares, she's getting them again?"

"Far as I can tell they never fully stopped, not until this, and it was just a convenient byproduct of What Seb was doing to 'help' her change fast as possible,"

" oh, I didn't know, I thought they stopped when we were in high school, she quit asking me to hold her when we had sleep overs freshman year, and then we had fewer of those as time went on."

The dead pan look on her face told me exactly what she thought of my cluelessness, which it's self was the clue I needed to know why Kris would hide it, "oh"

"yeah, oh, like 'he' would have admitted to any weakness at that point, head full of dumb ideas like it being something you'd lose respect for 'him' over or whatever, like weakness could have been the thing wrong with 'him'"

"I really missed everything didn't I?"

"yeah, but so did Kris, you two really are just different shades of the same brat, quite the pair indeed."

"I won't leave her again, not knowing what I do now, not feeling the guilt I do now."

" Don't say it like that to her, they begged me never to tell half the shit in that file, and I don't even want to know what crasy shit will get into her head if she knows how guilty you still feel."

"then why did you show me?"

"because what Kris wants isn't always what's the healthiest for her, normally it would be a huge breach of trust but none of us are normal, Kris will self Destruct if she thought it would help one of the people she cares about. Besides, it got you here didn't it? "

" yeah, I can keep the secret, don't like it but I get it. It'll help her and that's all I need to know right now. "

" don't worry, she'll be OK, she has me now. "

At that something tighten in my chest and I couldn't let that lie, so I grabbed her hand, and stared with the most conviction I could. "US, she has Us now."

She just smiled and pulled my hand to rest on Kris' abdomen, fingers intertwined.

Drifting off again felt like true peace for once, maybe I could have the impossible things I've always wanted, if I just trusted the two most important people in my life and was there to support them when I could.

None of us were healthy people, I'd finally figured that out, but if we tried our best and held tight to each other, maybe we could make it.

One, thought, kept me from fully drifting off, that trigger wasn't Liz's norm, so between a yawn in the early morning air, "what was that BTW, not seen you do something like that and how did it work so fast, even on a sub in Sub-space that was fast."

" I'll tell you the long of it when we wake up, the short is it makes her disassociate from the horny and able to rest, the desire still builds, now sleep, we both need yawn sleep, you've not had to deal with her like this yet."

And like that she was out and my own sleep coming soon after, not sure what I was feeling at the answer, but it was enough for now.

A hand shook me awake, Liz was standing above me holding a cup of coffee.

"Time to get up, we need to talk some more before I wake sleeping beauty."

"Thanks, surprised she's not up yet. Used to be up before me no mater what, was always ready for the morning, used to frustrate me how it was possible to be that chipper when the sun hate fucks your eyes the second you open them." I ramble as we move to the couch.

"Oh she's still like that, not the sunny disposition like she used to have apparently, but always ready to fight the world and god first thing in the morning if needed, or at least that's how it feels some days. Well unless Seb has had his way with her, that seemed to wear her out enough she only woke up at a reasonable time and more chill, still more energetic than she has any right, heh."

"Then why is she still out, we definitely didn't do any playing. She's still out like a light."

"That's part of what I want to talk to you about, you're about to experience some second hand whip lash,"

"Huh?" Is my brilliant response.

"That thing I did last night? I conditioned her to relax and disassociate from the desire, but it still builds, she won't wake till I counter command it, when I do that, she will be UP, ready to go, all that nervous energy and arousal will hit at once and we we'll have to be there for her."

" What do you need me to do?"

"Follow my lead and don't let how startled you'll be show on your face."

"I think I can manage that."

"Good, finish that coffee and follow me, you'll need it."

A/n: hope you enjoy please let me know how you feel about how everything is going also I'm currently fighting the dyslexia demons proofreading the next couple of chapters, if you would like to help me buy enough coffee to push through pop over by my patreon, the link is in my bio.