Miseli continues to rest as Rose gets asked the tough questions as Waya and Rose finally Have the Talk…

Next evening Luna and the pack decided to follow the leads that Miseli found out as Waya went with them for support and backup when Miseli heard a knock on the door… Come in I am up when Rose opened the door… I guess you heard about mine and Way’s past…

I did Rose…let me speak please I need this off my chest… go ahead I am not judging you dear from my time here I can tell you are so conflicted… Rose spoke back Miseli look what happen between me and him I don’t know if I can ever be forgiven for what I done…

Rose you were not yourself you were a puppet…. Used as a weapon… deep down I see you as a wonderful person and a cherished friend and things change Way told me last night during our talk how his life has changed when his mate died…

Rose began to get up… Rose Stop please…. WHY EVERYONE COMES BACK TO THAT JUDGING ME FOR SOMETHING I COULD NOT CONTROL NOW EVEN YOU ARE POINTING THE FINGER…

Rose I am not listen to me Way is still hurting within… don’t you see he never uses his hybrid form ever… it’s like it’s locked up inside of him… what can I do… I can’t change the past…but maybe you can help him regain his confidence in his hybrid form… how I don’t even know where to start…

Forgiving each other is one way to heal all wounds dear Rose… have you two really had a good sit-down talk…well no we had not every time we spoken it was like a judging game with each other even though it has been a few months since I been freed from that blasted collar and meeting this family who took me and my best friends in and I been working hard to make amends... I can see that Dear he and you both need to be in reassurance with each other…

What kind of doctor are you dear… I was a Surgeon dear friend… are you sure the way you are studying all the angles it’s like a psychologist that’s all… oh I’m so sorry Rose when I was in medical school I had to take a course in Psychology granted that I felt like I never was going to use it but now after everything I’ve been through and being blessed to be Way’s mate maybe this was fate to fix something broken between you two as they both heard Way return home…

Hey Miseli my dear are you as he smelt Rose there as well… hey Rose what are you…. oh, both of you talking did I come at a bad time… no Way we need to talk… oh we do… about the day we met… the day I destroyed your tribe and Dona… Look I don’t want to…. What Talk about it…. It eats you up inside Rose spat…

Hell, yes it does I failed her I could not stop you from killing her I just sat there and watched you ripped her lifeless body apart while my hybrid form stood frozen solid…

Way I know I cannot go back and change the past but that part of me is gone or I hope it is first off, I never asked to be used as a weapon all I wanted to do was able to serve my country and the ability to walk again and that was the gods honest truth and if I had a pulse right now I would take the lie detector test to prove how fucking sorry I am but I can’t I just wanted you to know these last few months I have changed for the better and deep down I know you can see it too…

I can Rose I see it day after day, night after night but I blame not just you I blame me for failing my tribe, my family, my friends, and my mate all in one go… it took me a year to contact Dona’s mom and make amends and make it a goal to be forgiven and she has… when Way broke down but how can I forgive my own self when I am too a large part off the blame…by seeing you have another who loves you more than you know…

I forgive you for failing in stopping me if circumstances were different and roles were reversed I would hope you would do the same…you do… Yes, Way Rose spoke this hindrance has been eating us both... but for us, it's like for eternity and I know I am undead but I tire from this too and for so long I wanted to end this and if you trust in me now I promise you by the bottom of my undead heart I will not prove you wrong…

Way began to sob I forgive you Rose I do for the longest time I been debating on how we move on from this pain my mother in law even told me that times heals all wounds even though I am stubborn… you stubborn never Way Rose chuckled… rough around the edges my dear friend but never stubborn you always have told the cold hard truths my friend and now you must look within yourself and forgive yourself while Rose and Way finally all this time finally hugged it out crying in each other’s arms when Way spoke to Rose do me a favor… Name it… if anything happens to me you protect Miseli with your life if need be… my dear friend it will not be just her I lay my life on the line for I will do so for the whole family she included… Thank you Rose… No thank you Way for freeing us from this torment I must go now daylight is coming soon and I must rest see you tomorrow evening my dear friends as she left the two alone…

Way looked at his mate Miseli I … I don’t know what to say I know I should be upset but I can’t…. you do things that makes me feel like I am alive once again that I am truly forgiven for all my sins… because my love you have to truly forgive yourself to move on and now you know the truth Rose can and will be trusted in this house and home as he began to fall asleep in her loving arms now rest my dear Kodiak for you had a very long day today and rest as he fell asleep within seconds of Miseli calm smooth voice…

As Miseli too fell asleep holding Way closer than ever…

Meanwhile, as Way slumbered his mind’s eye woke up in a dream-like world surrounded by forest…. Where am I as he heard growls surrounding him… come out and show yourself… as the rustling of the winds and branches encircling around him while he sat down in an Indian sitting pose…

Come out I mean you no harm as a Black Shadow of what could be a Bear but also a man could be outlined…. YOU CASTED ME OUT… EXILED ME… I know I am here to make amends…WHY YOU THINK WE CAUSED DONA’S DEATH… and I was wrong and I am here for I found another… I KNOW YOU HAVE I MAY HAVE BEEN EXILED BUT I STILL SEE EVERY MOMENT YOU HAD…listen to me please she has asked me to look within my own self…YOU TRYIN TO CHANGE ARE YOU A BIT TOO LATE FOR THAT IT HAS BEEN YEARS OF CONTACTING ME…

I know and I am sorry for directing all the blame on you for as I too was to blame and I hope we can move forward a bigger threat is coming and I can use all the help I can get… YOU ASKING FOR HELP HOW RICH OF YOU… they were your people too don’t you feel anything… OF COURSE I DO I RELIVE THAT DAY INSIDE YOUR MIND DAY AFTER DAY… I know and I am sorry for this I truly am for it all So I am asking you no I am Begging you Please accept my sincere apology and return home where you belong… LET ME THINK ON IT WAYA FOR I STILL HURT TOO the shadow spoke… Take your time… I WILL BUT YOU WILL GET YOUR ANSWER WHEN THE TIME COMES OLD FRIEND SEE YOU VERY SOON…

The world became dark once again as Waya lips smiled in peace as the night waivered on in peace but in the quiet skies unmanned drones buzzed to life taking pictures of their lycan town and disappeared well into the night…