Making Plans

Making Plans

I awake on Saturday morning and reflect on what happened the night before. I look on my shopping app and see that all of my clothes will be delivered that day. I start thinking whether I will go back and take a pill that day or wait one more.

As I go about my day my mind starts racing on what I can do.

Should I go out? Alone? Isnt that dangerous?

Should I tell someone? If yes, who?

Do I want to find someone to have sex with? A guy? A girl? Both?

So many things going through my head. I was constantly blanking out throughout the day until I decided to make an official plan.

So I grab my phone and decide to text my best friend