Louise makes a pass at me

I wake up from the worst nightmare of my life while enjoying such a relaxing massage. Louise signed me up for one since I have been so tense ever since I found Kat's body on the couch. I was having so much fun because of Alicia's masterful touches, but reality once again set in and ruined everything. Are there forces in this world that exist solely to destroy me? If such forces do exist then they are doing a great job. I wonder just what I did to deserve my whole life falling around my eyes. Now, I am lying face down on a massage table and I am wearing nothing but a towel. I am so embarrassed because I am crying my eyes out. My masseuse Alica is helplessly standing behind me because she doesn't know what to do.

"I was trying to wake you, miss, but you wouldn't wake up," Alicia explains. "I was afraid that I was going to have to call an ambulance."

"I think that the massage is over," Louise ordered to get our attendants to leave.

Louise walks over and strokes my hair while I get the table all wet. Each time that I have an attack like this, I feel another piece of myself fall away. If this keeps up for much longer, there won't be anything left of me. It seems like forever until my tears stop again. When they finally do, there is nothing else for us to do but get dressed and pay our bill so we can leave. Again I offer to pay half, but my friend will not hear of it. I am starting to get a little bit of a blush because of the attention Louise is giving to me. Of course, I am already embarrassed because of my breakdown on the massage table. I am also embarrassed because of all of the other breakdowns I have had lately. As soon as I return to my friend's car, I rest my head on the dashboard.

"What's wrong?" Louise implores while rubbing my left shoulder.

"I am so embarrassed!" I whine out.

"Why?" Louise probes me.

"I really enjoyed that massage," I explained. "But then the reality of the situation caught up with me and made me break apart in front of strangers."

"Hey, you had a terrible thing happen to you!" Louise debated. "No one would blame you for crying after what you have been through!"

"I guess," I sigh.

"Tell me about your nightmare," Louise requests.

"I can't!" I refuse. "It's too painful!"

"Do you want to know the way to heal from something like this?" my gal pal wonders.

"Sure," I relent.

"I can tell that you have so much emotion trapped inside of you," my former boss observed. "If you want to heal then it all has to come out, every last bit of it. I know that letting it out will hurt you a great deal, but it will hurt you so much more if you hold it in."

I bow my head a little so I can think. I know that Louise is not going to give up. In all the time that I have known her, she never took anything from anybody. I think that trait makes her look sexy. I know how I felt about Louise when she was wearing nothing but a towel. I definitely felt some lust for my friend. I know that these thoughts are pointless since the woman sitting next to me has a son. Women who have kids are not known to paddle their canoes into my end of the lake. But, I still know that I am still going to have to bear my soul to my stubborn friend so I might as well begin.

"My dream did not start as a nightmare," I explain.

"Really?" Louise presses.

"Kat was flying a private jet and I was the copilot," I began. "I told Kat how great it was that I was flying with her again. She put the plane on autopilot and came over to straddle me. We started kissing each other. We were even using our tongues. I told Kat that I wished we had done this a lot sooner. She told me to take off her clothes."

"Ooh, then what?" Louise questioned with a red face.

I was about to tell Louise about my nightmare when I got distracted by Louise's beauty. I think back to when she was wearing nothing but a towel and I start to get aroused. It isn't that I wasn't already aroused by telling my female friend the first part of my dream. I lose all control of myself and quickly kiss Louise on the lips. She gasps and jumps back into the car horn in shock. The sound of the horn jolts me out of my sexual stupor.

"I'm sorry," I apologize. "It's just that I find you attractive and I haven't had very much control of myself lately for the obvious reasons."

I would have never have guessed what Louis was going to do next in a million years.

"You don't have to be sorry," Louise chastised me while reaching for my left breast and fondling it which made me suck in a breath in shock. "I have always found you attractive. You have always had such a spark in your eyes that made you look like that you could do anything."

"Uh," I **** out while Louise starts rubbing my right breast as well.

"You know, Noor told me that you aren't exactly against having sex in public," Louise confessed which made my eyes bug out.

What do I say to Louise? I can't even think because of what she is doing to my breasts. I can't say that I am against having sex with Louise, but do I really want to do it it in her car where anyone might see us?