Lisa's Memories

As Zack left the cabin just around eleven in the morning, Lisa got to her feet and walked towards the window, watching him get into the driver seat. She could vaguely make out Gavin and Victoria's heads in the back seat, but she could see clear as day Chloe's face, she looked so happy. Lisa's eyes softened, why wouldn't she, Chloe had one of the best guys taking her out on a date. Someone who knew how to love people the right way, care for them, protect them...someone she still loved. Lisa diverted her eyes and walked towards the kitchen with her head hung low, as much as she tried to deny it, Lisa Rivera was still in love with Zack.

It was only six months ago that she broke things off with him. Lisa was so angry with Zack; she didn't even know how to handle it. Lisa turned on the faucet in the kitchen, putting a glass under the running water, before squeezing her eyes shut.

"What the fuck is your problem, Zack!" Lisa screamed out as Zack hung his head, leaning his back against her bedroom door, "WILL YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME?!" She boomed out. It had been nearly a week since she caught Zack in bed with another girl, both naked with a half bottle of scotch on the bedstand. Zack had cheated on her during a summer party, Lisa was hurt, betrayed, and of course angry. Still, she tried to move past it; Zack was drunk, he didn't know what he was doing. It was Zack, however, who couldn't move past it. Instead, all he seemed to do was move away from Lisa.

"What do you want me to say?" Zack weakly asked back as Lisa clenched her fists,

"I am so fucking sick of your shit Zack!" Lisa shouted back at him, "Why are you doing this?!"

"I don't know what you mean Lisa, honest," Zack replied still not able to look her in the eye,

"This!" She exclaimed with a toss of her hands, "You don't talk to me anymore, you won't kiss me anymore! For fuck sakes Zack, I can't even get you to look at me!"

Zack shut his eyes and brought his hand up rubbing them slowly with his finger and thumb, "Lisa...I cheated on you,"

"Don't you think I remember that!" She shot back, "Of course I do, I can't get it out of my fucking head!"

"I know-" Zack tried to console her slightly,

"It's because of you!" She interrupted causing him to finally look up at her, mostly in shock, "Yeah, that's right Zack! I can't move on from this because you won't let me! It's like I completely lost you that night!" Zack pursed his lips as a few tears fell from Lisa's eyes, "Why are you acting like this?" She wept at her extremely distant boyfriend,

"Because I betrayed you, Lisa, I don't deserve you, and you need someone better than me," Zack softly replied causing Lisa to wipe her eyes quickly,

"I don't want someone else, Zack; we're supposed to be together." Lisa sniffed back. Zack lightly shook his head, diverting his gaze once again, unable to accept her words as truth. Lisa's eyes widened in hurt before quickly switching back to anger, "FINE!" She shouted out suddenly, though Zack merely looked back at her slowly, "Leave! We're done! If that's what you want, then whatever!" She cried out as Zack sighed and took hold of the doorknob pulling open the door, "You're pathetic! You fucking-you fucking weak bastard!" Lisa screamed at him as he left the room before bursting into tears completely.

Lisa suddenly felt water running over her hand as the cup filled and began to overflow with water. She blinked a few times, as she put down the glass, her heart was fluttering slightly as the emotions of that horrible night almost overtook her again. Naturally, Lisa had regretted her actions on that night, but that realization didn't come for nearly a week after the fact. Her hurt and anger at Zack had clouded her mind completely, and she cut him off, severing their relationship entirely.

Of course, when Lisa did start to come out of the breakup, she instantly knew that she still loved Zack. It was a mix of embarrassment and awkwardness that kept her from rushing back for him, adding to the fact that Zack still couldn't forgive himself, so he chose to keep his distance. It wasn't until two months back that the pair started to talk again, just small banter at first whenever they'd see each other with friends, though soon they sent texts back and forth and had regular conversations. Lisa could tell that Zack had moved on, seeing how he often eyed Victoria at school, but Lisa couldn't bring herself to do the same.

"Hey, are you okay, Lisa?" Madison's concerned voice suddenly said, breaking the complete silence Lisa stood in,

Lisa nearly jumped at the voice before glancing back with a weak smile, "Yeah," She nodded while quickly lifting her hands, wiping her eyes from the small wetness they had and sniffing slightly, "Yeah, just still tired," She lightly laughed,

"Bullshit," Madison replied while walking over, putting an arm around her shoulder, "What's going on?"

"It's nothing," Lisa replied with a shake of her head,

"Lisa..." Madison dismissively replied, "Come on, talk to me, what's going through your head?"

Lisa sighed and took Madison's hand leading her to the sliding door, slipping onto the deck before shutting it behind them for privacy, "It's Zack, It's Zack and Chloe," She nearly whimpered,

"What'd they do?" Madison tentatively asked,

"No, they didn't do anything," Lisa replied with a shake of her head, "It's like you said, I-I can't get over him. Maddie, I still love him, and I...I can't deal with seeing them." Lisa said started to sniffle,

"Well...then fight for him," Madison replied, unsure what to say for her heartbroken friend, "If you love him, then you need to tell him that!"

"No," Lisa abruptly replied, nearly sounding angry, "I can't do that to Chloe! She's been put through hell just trying to hang onto him. They love each other...oh fucking god...they love each other," She whimpered out while burying her face in her hands,

"Lisa..." Madison whispered back while pulling her friend into a tight hug, "I know you don't want to hurt Chloe. You'd never do something like Ashley did; I know that for a fact, but...are you sure you can't? Lisa, the only way you can ever get closure, peace, whatever the fuck you want to call it, is by telling Zack how you feel."

"But what if he feels the same way?" Lisa asked almost in fear,

"Then...wouldn't that be great," Madison simply replied, slightly confused by the question,

"N-No, because then he'd leave Chloe...he'd have to break her heart...I c-couldn't live with that," Lisa sniffled back,

"So you don't want Zack to love you back, but you don't want to see him with anyone else?" Madison asked back trying to understand her friends, broken, confused thoughts,

"I want Zack to love me back; I want him to be with me, I just...I just don't want anyone to get hurt." Lisa explained while wiping her face off and pulling away from Madison, "Especially after what they've been put through this week,"

"Well, sweetie, I'm sorry," Madison softly replied while putting a hand on her shoulder. "Right now, it can only go two ways, either you tell Zack and have a chance for him to come back to you, or you say nothing, and just...just deal with what's going on inside you," Madison explained, now sympathetic to Lisa's situation.

Silence lingered between them for minutes, Lisa stared at the deck floor, unsure of how to respond to that. She knew Madison was right with the ultimatum, but Lisa couldn't stand either choice. How could she pick between doing something that would destroy either herself or Chloe? She clearly knew that if she chose to try and get Zack back, it'd be selfish, if not cruel to poor Chloe but wouldn't it be fairer too? Hypothetically speaking, if Zack did love her back, shouldn't he be with her instead of stringing Chloe along?

On the other hand, Lisa could be selfless, leaving the pair alone wholly, letting them work through the traumatic experiences of the weak and restore any issues they have. This would keep Chloe safe and happy, but it very well may kill Lisa on the inside. She'd have to just silently wait and see if the friends ever break up before finding out if the man she loved would come back to her on his own time.

"Are you letting them stay in your cabin?" Madison asked snapping Lisa out of her thoughts,

"I don't know..." Lisa mumbled back, "I'm-I'm gonna go and grab a change of clothes from there, right now." She added on while turning back, nearly dazed from her emotions,

"You want me to come with you?" Madison asked with a tilt of her head,

"No...I need some time...I need to think," Lisa muttered back, "You want me to bring your stuff here?"

"You don't have to do that, Lisa, I can have Brandon take me there, and I do it myself," Madison assured her, not wanting to trouble her with anything at this moment,

"No, it's fine, I need to do something, anything." Lisa weakly replied, knowing that if she merely sat with her thoughts, she would go crazy, "I'll be back in a while." Madison let out a small nod as Lisa opened the sliding glass door and headed back inside, moving towards the front door, heading to her car. She quickly drove out of the cabin's driveway and made a right, making it to her cabin in just about twenty minutes.

Her mind was blank during the ride, simply paying attention to driving and the dirt roads in front of her. However, when Lisa turned off the car in her cabin's driveway, a flood of emotions came rushing back. She shook her head quickly, not letting them take over, as she got out of the car and made her way inside. "I should let them stay here, it's...they need somewhere where they can feel safe." Lisa told herself as she walked inside, heading towards her room, "It's unfair to make Chloe suffer because I can't get over her boyfriend." She continued as she walked into her room.

Lisa halted completely, and she stared at the bed, her eyes starting to well up as another memory flowed into her mind.

"Okay dad, we'll just be in here!" Lisa called from her bedroom as her father and mother left to go down to the lake. She was only in the second week of her relationship with Zack, and since summer just started, Lisa thought it would be fun to bring Zack up to her cabin for the weekend, to celebrate her eighteenth birthday that passed just a few days before. The couple hadn't done much more than kiss along with a little bit of heavy petting. Both still being virgins, they were still nervous and unsure when would be the right time to move forward. "So...looks like we're alone," Lisa pointed out to Zack who was wandering around slowly,

"Yeah," Zack said with a small laugh through his nose, "I can't believe your dad left us alone. I swear to god Lisa, whenever I kiss you when he's around, I think he's gonna break my neck."

Lisa giggled at Zack and shook her head, "No, he likes you!" Lisa assured him, "He doesn't see you as some perv, creeping on his daughter."

"Well thank god," Zack chuckled back, "So, what do you want to do? Watch a movie or something?"

"Um..." Lisa replied while taking a few steps towards him, blushing very slightly, "I was...kinda thinking about..." She mumbled before lightly pressing her lips against Zack's. Zack blushed along with her and kissed back, unsure what this kiss meant. Lisa softly placed her hands on Zack's waist before lightly pulling him closer to her. Her heart was beating wildly while Zack was nearly shivering from nerves, both knew what was happening now. "You okay?" Lisa whispered at the trembling Zack,

"I...yeah, I'm just...I don't know what I'm doing," He replied with a weak laugh,

"Me either..." Lisa nodded back before pushing her lips against his again, "I'm pretty sure it's just...you just put it in me,"

Zack let out another nervous laugh, "Yeah, I know how the mechanics of it work Lisa," He replied before taking a slow breath, "I'm just...I don't want to embarrass myself,"

"It's okay, I'm the only one who'd see, and I promise, I wouldn't laugh if you did," Lisa assured him while taking a step back and flicking the lock on the door. With a deep breath, Lisa slipped her fingers into the hem of her pants and panties, sliding them down her legs, wiggling her legs either way so the fabric would slide off her impressively profound ass. Zack's eyes bugged out and instantly looked down her her pure unused pussy, "Is it...does it look weird or something?" Lisa self consciously asked while quickly blocking its sight with her leg,

"N-no!" Zack quickly exclaimed, not wanting to hurt her feelings due to own fear, "It looks, pretty? Or good...sorry, I don't know what I should say..." He said with a small smile,

Lisa bit down her lower lip, letting her body relax, as she moved her leg away, letting Zack she her again, "N-now you," She said in a shaky breath, she could see Zack's dick pressing against his jeans making a rather large bulge. Zack took a gulp and reached down undoing his pants, letting them drop to his ankles before pushing his briefs down as well, letting his cock freely stand out into the open. Lisa's eyes went wide as stared at his tool, starting to feel intimidated by the size,

"Is it bad? Too small?" Zack immediately asked her blood turning cold,

"Small?" Lisa sputtered back, "Can it-Can it even fit?"

Zack blinked a few times, an overwhelming feeling of confidence flowing into his mind, "Oh," He replied, "Yeah, it should fit."

The two teens stood unmoving for a moment before Lisa took a step towards her bed, "I'll just...get on the bed, and you can..." Lisa mumbled as she hopped up onto the bed, sitting on the edge, "Like, just stand at the edge or whatever..."

"Oh! Yeah, I-I get you," Zack nervously laughed back as Lisa propped her legs up on the bed, spreading them for Zack, "Are you sure you want to do this, Lisa?" Zack asked as he flickered his eyes away from her slightly damp lips,

Lisa bit her bottom lip hard, "Yes...I want us to lose our virginities together," She said with a warm smile, "So...let's do it." She said taking in a firm breath, "Fuck me, Zack,"

Zack nodded back and took hold of his virgin cock, bringing it to her lips. The two of them instantly closed their eyes as Zack's heads pressed against Lisa's juicy lips. His head was already being surrounded by her labia as he reached Lisa's very tight hold. Zack was confused at first as Lisa's hole refused to allow him entrance, making him think he was doing something wrong, but after a bit more pressure he felt his tip starting to slip in.

The air escaped from Lisa's lungs as she felt this, it was a mixture of pain and pleasure that was completely foreign to her. "Oh wow, that's so-it feels so...Zack, ah, please be careful," Lisa whimpered as more of Zack's thick head pushed into her.

"A-are you okay?" Zack asked immediately, stopping his movement completely, "Should I stop?"

"N-No," Lisa quickly replied while rapidly shaking her head, "Just be easy, it's really big..." She sighed back.

Zack nodded again and resumed his very slow plunge, letting his cock slowly be eaten by Lisa's cunt. He let out a shaky breath, the further he got into Lisa the wetter and hotter his cock got, by the time he reached his halfway point he felt nearly numb from the heat that enveloped his cock. "Shit," He groaned out, he never thought that warmth would give this much pleasure, not to mention the feeling of Lisa's velvety folds twitching and squeezing his member. "Oh my god, that feels..." Zack moaned out, unable to even finish his sentence.

"Amazing..." Lisa finished for him while she let her eyes close, "Mmmm, your cock feels so hot, and I can feel it pulsing inside me." She murmured while Zack's cock continued to slide into her until finally stopping, she felt Zack's thighs on her ass, and she let out a small smile, "We did it, we're fucking..."

"Y-Yeah, we are," Zack hissed back as his whole shaft got worked. He slowly began to pump his length in and out causing small sighs and moans to escape Lisa's lips, "God, I don't think I've ever felt this good before,"

"Me either," Lisa moaned back, "God, I feel so full...go a little faster,"

Zack hummed back in pleasure as his speed picked up, a faint clapping of their flesh now ringing out, "Wow, you're getting so wet, it's hard to-to stop sliding out,"

"You're cock's throbbing harder," Lisa moaned back, "It's...fuck...Oh god, I like feeling that,"

"Ugh...f-fuck...Oh Lisa, I...I can't hold on much longer," Zack warned through gritted teeth, the sensation too much for his inexperienced cock,

"Pull out!" She quickly exclaimed, not wanting to get pregnant since they had no type of protection whatsoever. With a squelching sucking sound, Zack quickly pulled his cock out of her hold, firing off the millisecond Zack's head left her. Zack jerked his shaft a few times as large, thick spurts of cum plastered Lisa's pussy lips and mound, "Holy shit," Lisa marveled as she watched the torrent of while liquid pour out of Zack's cock,

"Fuck, oh fucking shit...fuuuuuuuck," Zack moaned out with each spurt that left, his mind almost overloaded with the pleasure. By the time he finished Lisa's lower half was quite a mess, her mound and stomach had puddles of spunk while strings of cum connected her lips, even her thighs had the occasion speckle of cum on them. Zack watched as a trail of his seman started to travel down between her lips, running over her tight backdoor before finally seeping into the bed sheets, "Oh, Um...sorry about that..." Zack mumbled apologetically as he looked at his mess fully,

"Is that normal for you to...make so much?" Lisa merely asked back as she wiped a bit up with her finger and inspected it, "It feels like this is a lot,"

"It is," Zack nodded back, "I don't think I've ever came that much before." Zack pointed out with a chuckle,

Lisa let out a broad smile and laughed with him, "Oh Zack, "She sighed, "That was amazing!" Lisa suddenly exclaimed, "I loved it!"

"Me too," Zack agreed while leaning down and giving her a deep kiss,

"Do you think...do you think we'll stay together? I mean past high school," Lisa asked with a slightly concerned look,

"Yeah," Zack replied with no hesitation, "I'd never see myself leaving you Lisa, ever,"

Lisa pursed her lips, smiling still, "I think...I think I love you, Zack,"

Zack's eyes widened for a moment before he smiled back at her, "I think I do too," Lisa nearly let out a cry of joy before quickly pulling his lips back to hers.

Lisa sniffled again while walking towards the bed and pulling herself onto it, "We were supposed to stay together Zack," Lisa softly whimpered out, "You and me, together...that's the way it was supposed to be," She said again while a few tears wet the bedspread. She squeezed her eyes shut and lightly shook her head, Lisa couldn't do it, she couldn't let Zack and Chloe stay at her cabin. Not where they shared their first time...not where they confessed their love for one another.