John returns to the doctor

John was sat in the therapist’s waiting room with his family. It felt like forever since he was here last, but it had only been a few days. He was eager to hear from the doctor this time as he had his own matters that he needed advice with. He looked up at his sister who shot him a worried expression. It seemed she also noticed how strangely their mother was acting. She hadn’t come to wake John up for their shower session that morning. In fact, the pair of them hadn’t seen anything of her at all until it was time to leave.

John couldn’t help but wonder if he had upset her in some way. She barely said a word to him and wouldn’t look him in the eye. He wondered if she remembered how he took advantage of her in the shower. He had to make sure to confront her after they got home later to find out what was wrong.

His head was still pounding from the night before, and from the looks of it so was Claire’s. Though his memories of it were washy, he still recalled parts of the party surprisingly well, including the truth and dare game, Jody’s offer to him afterwards and especially his incredible time with Riley. He felt a little guilty about Annie, but he figured he didn’t actually know if they were in a relationship yet.

He still needed time to think through everything that had happened last night, but he didn’t want to stress himself out too much right before his appointment. He didn’t remember how they got home at all. Claire had been stressing about losing her phone, and John had a very vague memory of taking it off her, but he didn’t want to be blamed for losing it in case he was mistaken, so he told her he remembered her bringing it home to calm her down.

After a short wait, the doctor finally emerged from her office. Lilith immediately rose up to face her.

“Doctor, there’s something I need to discuss with you.”

“Actually, I was hoping to speak to John first this session.” Doctor Valentine replied, studying Lilith’s face.

“But-”

“I can see you’re agitated Lilith, but these things have a proper order. I’m sure your son has his own worries that he would like to discuss with me. Don’t worry. I will get to you next.”

Defeated, Lilith returned to her seat. Claire did not seem to enjoy the prospect of sitting in silence alone with her mother but didn’t say anything. John followed the doctor into her office as she gestured him to do so. As the door closed behind them, the doctor must have noticed John’s worry as she turned to reassure him.

“Don’t worry. By the time you leave, I will have dealt with all of your mother’s anxieties. It has been some time since we last spoke, so I wanted to get updated with you first.” She waited for him to take a seat. “So have you been keeping up with your masturbation?”

“Yes, I’ve been trying to make sure I ejaculate eight times a day like you said.”

“Hm, you sound like you have something on your mind.”

“Well, actually I’ve been finding it harder to cum these last few days. This morning I couldn’t do it at all.” The doctor’s face fell on hearing him speak.

“While you were watching your mother in the shower?”

“No, actually we didn’t do that this morning. I don’t think Mom was in the mood. I tried to take care of it myself.”

The doctor looked somehow relieved at his response. “I will have to remind Lilith the importance of doing that every day.” She stepped over to a cabinet against the wall and briefly rummaged through before returning with a stack of papers in hand. As she dropped them down on the table John noticed they were porn magazines. “Show me!” she ordered.

Taking a moment to process her command, he pulled down his pants and started working his cock with one hand. At this point he was used to masturbating for the doctor and thought nothing of it. Leafing through the pages of top-heavy women getting fucked was hot but it wasn’t enough for him. He tried to imagine each of Claire’s friends in those positions, Annie’s throat convulsing around his cock and even Lilith and Claire’s bouncing tits but everything just brought him closer to the edge without sending him over. He was **** to cum.

The doctor continued talking to him while he tried in vain to cum. “Is there anything that dissatisfies you about masturbation?”

“Well as nice as it is, it just feels like a chore when I have to do it so often every day. It doesn’t help that I have to go announce that I’m doing it to Mom.”

“Look at me.” John’s eyes shot up in response to the doctor’s voice. She had unbuttoned her blouse and as he watched her, she let her boobs bounce free. Suddenly he felt himself tipping over the edge and he found himself cumming, spraying thick ropes of seed over the doctor, table and magazine. The doctor seemed delighted as she chuckled quietly to herself.

“What was that?” John asked, after recovering from the exertion. Just a moment ago it felt like it was never going to happen.

“I believe your body has progressed to a stage where regular masturbation and pornography is simply not enough for you anymore. Your mind now requires sexual stimulation from a real woman.”

“Wait, that’s not good. You mean I can’t masturbate anymore?”

“For now. We just need to continue with your treatment. It is still essential that you ejaculate at least eight times a day.”

“But why? Doesn’t this mean my premature ejaculation is cured?”

“Not at all. After all, you erupted at the first sight of my tits. The underlying doubts and insecurities leading to that condition are still present. Even if you’ve achieved desensitisation in your solo sessions, that does not mean your body will have a normal response when intimacy is involved. We continue your treatment until I am satisfied your issues are resolved.”

“Okay I understand, but how am I supposed to keep this going eight times a day when I can’t masturbate?”

“That is for you to figure out. All you need is a little physical stimulation. You already watch your mother in the shower on mornings. I’m sure she and your sister could help you out with this.”

“I don’t want to involve them anymore than I already do.” John hated how casually the doctor talked about him having intimacy with his family.

“You may not have a choice. It is essential that you cum a full eight times a day.”

“Uh, well… I guess they’ll understand if I explain it to them.” He still didn’t like the idea of asking his mom to make him cum, even if sanctioned by the doctor.

“No John. You absolutely cannot tell anyone.”

“Huh, what are you talking about?”

“Your body has entered a delicate state of transition while it goes through these changes. Should you legitimise this state by announcing it to others, you run a high risk of subconsciously priming your body to remain like this. You run the risk of this permanently losing the ability to masturbate.”

“Seriously? That sounds ridiculous.”

“I am absolutely certain on this. It’s simply psychology. Have I led you astray thus far?”

“I guess not. But I can’t just ask my mom to help me masturbate without an explanation. Maybe I should get Annie to help instead?”

“Annie?”

“Oh, she’s someone I met at the DVD store. She said she’s received help from you before. I guess we might be kind of a thing right now so maybe she’ll help me out a little with this.”

“Hm, could you show me a picture of this Annie?”

“Um, not really. The ones I have are kind of personal.” The photos he had taken of her were definitely not the kind a girl would want you showing around.

“I’m a doctor. There’s nothing you could show me that would bother me, and it would be entirely confidential.”

“I don’t think I should.”

“It’s very important.” The doctors steely gaze bore into John and his resolve faltered.

“I- guess.” He took out his phone, flicking through his photos to find the one least explicit. He settled on a closeup of her face licking up a wad of semen from her cheek. It would have looked like a fun, goofy picture if it didn’t depict streaks of his bodily fluid.

He guiltily turned the phone over. As the doctor took a look at it, a spark of recognition glimmered in her eyes.

“Hm, interesting. Indeed, if you are intimate with this girl, then it would be possible to make use of her. How do you think you would come across if you asked her to jack you off several times a day without reason?”

“Um, I guess that wouldn’t really look very good. I don’t want her to think I’m just using her to get off. What else could I possibly do though?”

“There is a great deal of ways to achieve erotic stimulation. Not all of them require a woman to consciously interact with you.”

“Uh, you mean like while they’re asleep?”

“Hm? Is sex with a sleeping individual something that interests you John?”

“No! That’s not-”

“You’ve made intimate contact with your mother while she slept before, haven’t you John?”

“Well… Yes.” Was that something he had told the doctor about? The doctor scratched something away on her clipboard. “Wait, I mean, that’s what you were implying right?”

“I meant simply observing a woman in a situation you deem erotic may prove sufficient.”

“Are you suggesting I spy on my family masturbating?!”

“I suggested nothing of the sort, but if that’s what you think would help.”

“But- but I don’t want to spy on my family masturbating. That’s gross.”

“I never said you needed to.”

“But that’s what you were implying!”

“I left my suggestion broadly open to interpretation. I do not presume to know what you find arousing. Perhaps you might have taken it as a striptease, an erotic massage or even just seeing women in bikinis at the beach may have gotten you sufficiently primed to ejaculate. It was your own mind that went towards sleep sex and voyeurism.”

“Hmph. Fine.” John admitted that he had made assumptions but that’s just because he knew what the doctor was like. It wasn’t in his head.

“You surprise me John.”

“Huh? How so?”

“You’ve changed a lot since you first started coming here a few weeks ago. Back then you would stutter and stammer at every question I asked of you. Now you seem a lot more confident in the process and in yourself.”

“I guess maybe meeting Annie has helped a lot with that.”

“Perhaps. You know, confidence is the most attractive trait in a man to a woman. They love men that know what they want and take it, both in life and in the bedroom. Have you noticed any differences in your behaviour the last few days?”

“Actually, there is something.” John wasn’t sure it was exactly related to what she was talking about, but he wanted to bring it up while he had the chance. “I’ve been having these… sort of urges, to do things I shouldn’t.”

“Go on.” The doctor raised a brow.

John told her about the compulsions he’d succumbed to, to take pictures of his **** mother and about the deep-throating lesson with Annie. He told her about how when these urges came on, he stopped caring about these women’s own comfort and just saw them as a means to get himself off. As he finished his explanation, the doctor smiled deeply.

“Wonderful. This is a good sign your treatment is working.”

“What do you mean? How can this be a good thing? These urges make me treat women like sex toys. I violated Annie”

“Have you considered that Annie placed herself in that position. A position demonstrating complete subservience, where she had **** but to kneel before you and bring you pleasure. She gave up complete control of her body over to you of her own volition. Do you think this girl simple enough not to realise the consequences of that?”

“Well, no.” Annie had demonstrated to him that she really was quite smart.

“In other words, she placed herself in that position intentionally to allow you to have your way with her. She might not have consciously realised it at the time, but she was simply surrendering to her feminine instincts to sexually submit to you. Have you spoken to this girl since this all took place?”

“Yes.”

“And what did she say?”

“She said… it was all her fault for putting herself in that position.” The doctor smiled smugly at his response.

“Do you see? Even Annie has realised that it is not fair to blame you for obeying your natural instincts when she also did the same.”

“What do you mean natural instincts? You make it sound like…”

“Like it’s the natural state for men to sexually dominate women? That is what your masculine instincts are trying to tell you. You enjoy being sexually dominant don’t you John? Most men do. It is a biological truth about mankind. Your instincts are trying to tell you to embrace that part of yourself. They are guiding you towards a healthy sex life.”

Doctor Valentine rose to her feet as she spoke and paced over towards where John was seated before spinning to perch on the arm of the chair beside him. She crossed her legs, causing her skirt to ride up her thighs. John was immediately captivated.

“Just as men instinctively wish to dominate women, women’s instincts are to submit to them. Even in these modern days where women are seen to be just as strong as men, the vast majority of women still prefer to be sexually submissive. It’s the natural way. Its hard coded into our DNA. They don’t want the pressures of expectations and responsibilities. They long for a strong man to take that all away from them, to give them ****, to take those decisions away from them.”

The doctor leaned in close to John until a bare breast pressed softly into his cheek. The scent of her womanly musk dominated his senses. His arm instinctively wrapped around her waist and his finger came to rest sinking into her hip. She responded with an arm around his shoulder to run her hand along his bicep. His whole body was responding to her proximity. His cock was at full mast and begging for attention. A familiar urge was growing inside him.

“It’s a biological fact that women exist to be a vessel for men’s seed. They exist to submit to men. Their minds and bodies drive them to it. Deep down all women want to be dominated. They may not even realise it, they may feign resistance when a man makes advances on them, but once a man begins to dominate them their natural instincts take hold of them. They submit completely and they enjoy every minute of it, even if they feel they cannot openly admit so to themselves. They think they need to put on a strong front in this age of feminism, but really, they all subconsciously yearn for a man to bend them over their desk.”

“Even you?”

“Even me. If a man were to bend me over that table right now, I would be **** to take it. I’d feebly resist but a meagre woman like me would have no chance against a man driven by his natural urges. I’d scream for anyone to help me, knowing the room was soundproofed and no one was going to come.”

Doctor Valentine brought he lips close to John, purring the words into his ear. John couldn’t help but picture the scene she described. He felt his body twitch as the urge to act on his arousal became almost insurmountable. His fingers pulled up her skirt of their own will and slipped under to sink to fondle her ass. He had no will to resist her seduction.

“I’d be powerless, but deep down I’d relish every moment of being dominated. They’d have me in any way you want. They’d use me like a fuck doll. They’d dump their seed inside me like I’m some filthy cum rag. As a woman that is what I am built for, and that’s what our sexual instincts are trying to tell us.”

Suddenly, the urges growing inside John reached a peak. Before he knew what he was doing he found his body moving on impulse. He pushed himself from his seat, grabbing the doctor by the waist and pushed her down over the arm of the chair.

“John! What are you-” the doctor cried out at sudden **** exerted on her, but John wasn’t listening. His need for release had overtaken him. ‘She wants this. She was begging for this. She wants me to dominate her.’ He hiked her skirt up and pulled her panties down before resuming a firm grip on her waist.

“Please John! Don’t do this.” The doctor tried to pull herself from his grasp, but he could tell she wasn’t putting her all into it. ‘She’s just putting on a show. She said so herself.’ John lined himself up as she squirmed under his grasp, then abruptly pushed himself inside her.

“Aah!” the doctor let out a breathy moan as John’s cock filled her. Her pussy didn’t offer the resistance he expected it to, and his dick slid in remarkably easily until he was completely buried inside of her. Though her pussy wasn’t as tight as he imagined, it’s warm soft embrace on his member was unlike any experience he could have imagined. Every nerve in his cock hummed with pleasure. For a moment he just stood still and savoured the feeling of finally losing his virginity. Then he started to fuck her.

John’s movements were slow at first, but with every thrust inside her he began to pick up his pace. The rhythmic clapping of his crotch against her ass turned him on and spurred him to bang her even harder until the sound of flesh on flesh filled the room. The doctor was **** to bend low to brace herself on the chair, emphasizing her ass as he watched it jiggle with every push into her.

“Stop it! Please! John, please! Someone! Help me!” the doctor’s screams filled the room, but no one came to save her. She tried to push him off her, but with just enough **** for John to effortlessly resist her attempts. Her act was almost convincing, but it was clear to John it was just that. She wanted him to dominate her. She said so herself. John’s mind was overwhelmed by primal sexual desire. Her feeble struggles just turned him on even more. As she swung her arms back at him, he caught her wrists. He pulled her arms taut using them as reins to hold her in place as he continued to plough into her. The doctor’s body was like a toy to him, existing only to pleasure his cock. It made him feel powerful and dominant.

“Aah! Oh God! John! Please John!” As time went on her screams of mock terror warped into moans of pleasure.

“You want this, don’t you?” John called out her façade.

“Yes! Oh god, fuck me, John! Fuck!” She stopped pretending to resist, allowing her body to go limp like a sex doll. John complied, bringing his hands down to her hips again to fuck her as hard and fast as he could manage. With a sudden surge of pleasure, his orgasm overtook him. He continued to thrust into her, even as he felt his entire body buckle under the most intense orgasm he had ever felt. Finally, he shoved himself as deep inside her as he could, filling the doctor with his seed.

For a while, John’s body fell limp as basked in the afterglow of his orgasm. He just stood there, leaning on the doctor as his cock slowly softened inside her. Finally, he found the strength to pull back and collapse onto the seat. The doctor soon followed. Not bothering to fix her clothes, rather she stepped out of the panties around her ankles. She stepped round and draped herself over his lap and cuddled into him, laying her head on his shoulder.

“I never thought you had it in you. I’m so proud of you John. You gave in to your natural urges and you took what you wanted. You claimed me and filled me with your load, filled my womb with your seed.” A flash of arousal went through him before he suddenly realised the implication of what she’d said. He tried to rise as a rush of panic surged through him, but the doctor pushed him back down. “Don’t worry. I’d never make you raise a baby. Just relax and enjoy this moment.” John did as she commanded, letting himself lay back and listen to the doctor. He felt so tired and just wanted to sink into the post-orgasmic bliss.

“Does that thought excite you, John? Impregnating me? Swelling me up with your baby batter? Seeing my big boobs swell up with milk and my belly fill up so the whole world knows that you fucked me and I’m all yours? Does that turn you on? Because it turns me on.” the doctor purred in his ear. Though it was too soon for his dick to react, John could almost feel it aching to grow hard again.

“You see John? You see how good it feels to submit to your natural urges? You see how they lead you to powerful, erotic encounters? How they help you claim those women you want so badly? How they help women to realise that their deepest subconscious desire is to submit to you completely and bring you both the ultimate sexual pleasure? I want you to start listening to those urges John.”

“I… I shouldn’t.” A part of John resisted what the doctor was saying. He was still thinking about the horrible experience he’d imparted on Annie. She said she’d enjoyed it, but…

The doctor lifted her head from John’s shoulders and turned to look him in the eye.

“I will make a deal with you then John. Next time you see Annie, ask her for yourself. Get the truth straight from her lips. Despite all her coughing and spluttering and attempts to remove you from her mouth at the time, I assure you she loved every moment of it, and she was glad you succumbed to your male instincts. Deep down she wanted you to strip her of all sense of control and use her like a sex doll. If she can tell you with an open heart that she does not feel that way, then I will accept that I am wrong and will help you overcome these urges of yours. However, should you find that this girl enjoyed succumbing to her feminine instincts as I said, then you must start to accept these urges of yours and allow them to guide you going forward. Is that understood?”

It was difficult to argue against. If women enjoyed submitting to these dark urges of his, then could they really be a bad thing. Above all, John couldn’t imagine going through his life without getting to feel such an intense orgasm again. If that was his reward for giving in to those urges, he couldn’t imagine managing to resist the temptation for good.

“Alright. If Annie truly does not regret what I did to her then I will accept these urges as a part of myself.”

“Thank you John. I appreciate you working with me to become the healthy, dominant man you were meant to be.” Valentine twisted her body to bring John into an embrace and kissed him deeply on the lips, her bare nipples pushing into his chest. A wave of comfort washed over him, telling him he’d made the right choice. “You can have one of those any time you want John. You’ve claimed me now after all.” She went to pull back, but John was aching for more and took her up on her word, pulling her back until their lips locked once again. She didn’t resist, allowing his tongue to invade her mouth for several minutes before his appetite was sated.

They continued to cling together until John’s post-orgasmic bliss had sated before he let her go. John felt something had changed in their dynamic in this last session. Where before, the doctor had been very much in control, pulling John reluctantly along through her suggested treatment, now he felt like there was a bond of mutual respect between them. Perhaps the sex was messing with his head, but he felt like he was really starting to trust the doctor. He felt kind of fuzzy just being near her and it wasn't just arousal.

Valentine leaned across to the table, giving John a pleasant view of the ass perched in his lap. When she returned she was holding a small packet John recognised as receiving from her before.

"Your new meds. I've doubled your dosage to help you through this crucial stage of your treatment." She placed the first pill on her tongue then leaned forward to feed it to him. John happily accepted it into his mouth and swallowed.

"You will find that your libido, sexual stamina and the quality of your orgasms increase dramatically over the next few days." John was thrilled to hear all of that and had no reservations about taking pills as the doctor directed. "As a side effect you may also find you recover incredibly quickly after orgasm. Do be aware that cumming multiple times in one sexual encounter will only count once towards your treatment."

"I understand." John wasn't going to complain. No man would ever be upset about losing their refractory period.

“Thank you for the session, John. Would you kindly send your mother in when you leave?”

John and the doctor straightened themselves up. He was about to head for the door when he suddenly remembered something. He couldn’t believe he had almost forgot to mention it.

“Doctor, before I go, there’s something I need your advice on.” Valentine immediately recognised the seriousness of his and brought him back to the seat. John felt like he was right in trusting her.

“Something happened a few days back…” John proceeded to tell the Doctor about the **** situation he had got himself in to. He was embarrassed to admit the nature of the **** material but felt like his doctor should know. He told her the demands of the blackmailer, The time they had arranged to collect was tomorrow, but he had been putting off doing anything about it.

“I see” the doctor responded once he had finished his explanation.

“What should I do?”

“I think you should go along with his demands.”

“I should just let him have his way with mom?”

“Don’t you worry about that. I have a plan to ensure everything will turn out well for you. You just focus on obtaining a video of your mother masturbating tonight, and I promise you that man will leave you alone.” The doctor had a very stern look in her eyes. John could tell she meant what she said. It really helped him feel better. Once again he was glad he placed his trust in her.

He still felt a little embarrassed about videoing his mother masturbating, but it wasn’t like he hadn’t seen that before. He just hoped his sister’s phone wasn’t really lost because he needed that as well.

“Alright John. Is that all you wanted to speak to me about.”

“Yes Doctor. Thank you so much.” Valentine smiled at his expressed gratitude.

“Alright, then I will see you in a little while.”