Jade says "I'll do it."

“I'll do it,” she stated firmly.

“What?”

“I'll do it.” she repeated. “If that's what it takes to repay my debt, to... to undo the damage I've done, then that's what I'll have to do.”

“Have to do?” I asked with a hint of disgust.

Jade turned towards me sympathetically. “No... I didn't mean it that way. It's what I want to do. Because I care, and because I hurt you and I was wrong. I want you to feel better about myself and I understand now that I'm the only one who can help you in that way. So... I... I want to... have... sex... with you.” She struggled to get those last words out.

“Really?”

“Really,” she assured me, nodding confidently. Then pausing, she looked away and said, “It's just... I've never... with a guy. That's just not my thing. But I'm very excited to... with you... because you're awesome and... great... and any woman would just... love to... be with you in that way.”

She was trying. She was really trying. Failing miserably, but trying.

“I don't know,” I grumbled. “It sure doesn't feel that way. I mean, whenever I have had the chance with a women, she's always so stand-offish, never taking the initiative. Which makes me feel like she doesn't really want it. Like she feels obligated. Like she doesn't really want me. Does that make sense?” I was trying to make sure Jade wasn't intending to just spread her legs and do her duty. I wanted her to be very involved.

I saw my words sinking in and Jade was considering them carefully. “Yeah, I think so. Like... you want to be pursued... like an object of desire, not... not something to just be tolerated.”

“Yeah, I guess that's it. That's what I've lost since you scared away Lynette. The feeling of a woman wanting to be with me, wanting to... to fuck me or make love to me or whatever. That's what I lost.”

“And that's what I owe you,” she murmured, slouching a little in defeat. This wasn't going to be easy for her.

After an awkward silence, Jade suddenly smiled deviously and looked across the bed at me. This whole time she had been sitting at the foot of my bed while I was sitting up at the head. Now Jade crawled onto the bed and approached me at a steady, feline crawl, wagging her rear in the air and staring at me with hungry eyes. Dear Lord, what had happened?! She was fully into the role, now.

“Well, I've got good news for you, buster,” she said as she crawled over my legs and got face-to-face with me.

“You do?” I stuttered in fake nervousness.

“Oh yeah,” she nodded. “I want so badly to fuck you good.”

I brightened up, giving what I hoped looked like a hopeful smile. “You do?”

“Yessss,” she hissed. “I am dying to know what it's like to have your hard... thing... inside me. I am excited about the thought of you rubbing your body all up against me and... and fucking me hard. Does that sound good to you?”

“Hell yes it does,” I answered, my voice cracking in excitement.

Once committed to the act, Jade did not need any further instruction. She knew that she needed to pursue me. If I had to tell her to do something, it would be a defeat. She had to be in the driver's seat. She pushed her face forward and our lips connected. Jade kissed me fiercely and passionately, her tongue seeking out mine and dueling for dominance. After a minute, we readjusted into a more comfortable position and continued making out on the bed. We paused long enough for Jade to take off my shirt and then hers. I hesitantly put my hands on her skin and rubbed the outline of her bra.

“Take it off me, please,” she asked. I found the latch and complied. Once her bra was on the floor, Jade shoved a breast in my face, and I moaned my happiness into her soft mound of flesh. My hand cupped the one I wasn't kissing, and my hips instinctively pushed forward towards the spot where our still-covered crotches met. With one arm, Jade cradled my head against her chest, urging me to switch breasts. With the other hand, she rubbed up and down my naked back.

Eventually, Jade disengaged and scooted back. Tugging at my shorts, she said. “OK, let's get your... thing... out for me.” I smiled, but partly because of the trouble she was having actually talking about my cock. While I slipped off my shorts, Jade wiggled out of her panties. For a moment her facade broke and she confessed, “Ron, I... you know I've never... with a guy... so... I don't exactly know what to do.”

“Well,” I answered, panting in excitement, “whatever you would do with a girl at this point, but just... different equipment, I guess. Like, what would you do next?”

“Well, I would probably go d-” she cut herself off when she realized what she was saying. She couldn't mask the expression of **** and maybe disgust at what she was about to do, but she quickly recovered and said, “I can't wait to put that... penis... in my mouth.”

Determined, she lowered her face to my dick and gave it a simple kiss on the tip. Then another kiss, now that she knew it wouldn't bite her. With a trembling hand, she gripped my shaft and held it still while her tongue licked around the head. I gave encouraging moans for her efforts but was losing patience. Finally, during one lick, she opened her mouth and took the whole head in past her lips, licking my tip while it was inside her mouth.

I put one hand gently on the back of her head, lacing my fingers into her soft brown hair. With very slight pressure I urged her down, then let go so she could lift up again. We went like this for long minutes, at least ten or twelve, Jade slowly going down as far as she could, my hand guiding her a little further now and then. I was holding back. But why? Why did I need to hold back? Convincing her to happily take my load down her throat would be sweet ****. And there was no need to be finished after that.