Is it even cheating if she's just a toy?

I had an idea, not a good one, probably not healthy for either of us.

But it would feed into a kink I was seeing grow in her already, might avoid hurting Seb, and if I played my cards right get to keep my new friend and help her come out of her shell.

"Forget I said anything, I'm being stupid, thi-" I press my finger to her lips. She stops talking immediately, so ready to let someone control her.

I waited too long scheming poor girl's confidence was crumbling before my eyes. "You're not, don't want this to just be tonight either... There are some complications tho..."

"Complicati- wait you said something about an owner, is that it, what does that even mean?! Are you in trouble, I can help I ca-"

"Whoa girl, nothing like that, I do have an owner," I make a show of playing with my choker, "But I wanted them to be, a girl like me needs a firm hand to say the least."

I give her a meaningful look, "Like how I wanted you to make me your toy."

'Girl's sharp as a tack, barley had to lead her there.' "Yes, exactly," I run my fingers through her hair, comfort and small reward for thinking along the lines I wanted. "Just more so, they own me, train me, and use me. Sometimes even lending me out to other Dom's we trust. When I'm with them I can just turn my brain off and enjoy life. They lead I follow, they order I do. Its almost unbelievable how natural it is, he can say something and i'll be half way through doing it before I realize." My smile had to be blinding at this point.

"Wow, is that, is that what you want me to be?" I bet if I said yes she'd be my pet in a heart beat.

Too bad I wanted to take her further and that would take a bit more convincing. "Close, but there is a world of norms and rules I've kinda stepped on having you like this for the evening. I needed release, my brain is half mush any day I've not been fucked and used, its been a week and I don't know when they planned to change it, just sitting there each day and night servicing them and Liz, not allowed to do more than edge myself, trap that it is still didn't stop myself from torturing myself with it the first few days. I wasn't even allowed that after I tried to cum without permission, now they just keep me in bondage any time they want to use me, gotten to good at knowing when I'll cum too, they stop face fucking me anytime they think I might cum just from that."

"This wasn't cheating was it, I didn't make you cheat did I, there has to be a way to fix it-" I scared them a bit more than I meant to, but it was hard not to spiral into rambling about my need and denial right now.

'Head in the game Kris, she doesn't need all that right now, basics girl.' I take a breath after stopping her train of thought with a kiss. "No sweetie, This wasn't cheating, persay. Sort of-"

"Sorta?!"

"Yes, sorta, the toy you want to be is something I could bring home or even try out without my dom's permission, worst case I get 'punished' for cumming before they were ready."

"Punished?"

"Only the most fun kind, they really know how to get their point across while I enjoy ever second of them teaching me the error of my ways." *wink*

"So does that mean I can be with you, but only as a thing, a toy you can pick up and put down when ever you want?"

"Almost there cutie, not just a toy like that but one fully trained and obedient. You need to sell the role, he needs to know you're not to be treated as anything but favorite maybe even cherished sex toy. Can you do that for me, be that for me?"

I knew I had here already, I could leader her anywhere by the need to be cared for, loved. But I needed things to be as clear cut as possible. So I waited for the answer as I held her close.

"Just a thing, just a toy, always yours to use however you want....I want that... I want that so much it scares me." She was whispering more to herself than to me, but what came next broke my heart all the same. "What I want beyond that forever out of my reach and right there at the same time, Its better than someone like me deserves."

I did my best to comfort her, holding her close and running my hands through her hair and planting small kisses on her forehead, knowing I should say something but my selfish desire to 'have my cake and eat her too' stopping me. I wanted the answer, and she may change her mind if I stop her self spiral.

'Maybe I really was as bad of a person as Liz used to think I was.'

Before I could talk myself into doing the right thing the girl in my arms was near tears and clinging to me. Looking up with weak begging eyes, searching for meaning in me. Needing me to give her meaning. "p-please, Kris, make me what ever you need, I don't want to lose something this good so soon after finding it j-just because I was t-too scared. Don't leave me and I'll let you do anything you want. please please... can't lose this." Desperately holding me so tight and tears starting for real.

I've never felt so bad getting what I wanted. "Its ok toy, I'll make sure to take care of you. You're mine now. In every way that matters." I didn't let my guilt stop me though, all it did was make me determined to make it worth it for both of us.

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Two weeks, that's how long it took me to train her.

I'd never met anyone, even at the kink club, that was so malleable and submissive.

Even me with everything broken in me before Seb and Liz made me whole, I wasn't this easy to mold.

Something was deeply wrong with Sarah and had I been a better person I would have worked on helping.

Sadly it took me longer to start actually helping her than I like to admit.

Instead I pretended the training I was putting her though was helping.

In a way it was but really it wasn't.

Our sessions, whenever we could squeeze them in, were only treating the symptoms while the core festered.

At the time however that was good enough for me.

At the two week mark I had her get in a latex maid outfit and climb into a large trunk made for toys like her, at the **** ends of the fetish.

She was ready for me to introduce to Seb and Liz.

It did not go as planed.

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"Seb can you help me real quick, I got us a new toy and its a bit heavier than I can manage!" I shouted as I was wheeling the trunk down the hall towards our dorm. Seeing Seb just entering the dorm as I rounded to corner.

"Huh, sur- Babe what the hell did you buy? Here let me have it."

"Its always so nice to have a big strong man around, thanks baby." *Kiss*

"Welcome, pet, but what is this, a new fucking machine? I knew you were getting a bit out of sorts with me and Liz keeping you on edge but this isn't going to fix that. Liz claims to have a plan and we promised to let her have control of you for now."

"Just wait and see, you're not fully wrong but not right either. Besides I expect you and Liz to get as much use out of it as I do. When this hell you two are putting me through is over." I pout and try to guilt him into letting me cum, but I know its useless. "Its been so long since you melted my brain baby, pleeeease?"

A look is my response as he drags the trunk in.

A few minutes later and we are in the dorm excitedly opening the trunk for him.

"Meet our new toy babe."

"Kris, and I need you to be truthful, is that a person or just a really good sexy doll?"

"Sorta, yes!"

"What do you mean by sorta? and to which one? I see them breathing, what the fuck KRIS?" the last word is hissed out.

'Going to need to play this carefully or it will blow up in my face.' A deep breath and my best saleswomen smile and I start, "Please remain calm and let me explain sir, you'll scare it otherwise."

"It?!"

"Yes, it, they used to be a person but now they are nothing but a toy. Meet our new Fuckbot. I made it myself."

"I'm really trying to keep my cool here but I'm going to need all of that explained, NOW."

"Which part?"

"Wipe that cheeky smile off your face, this is serious. What do you mean made her yourself, where did you find her."

"It babe, not her, they left that type of thing behind along with lots of other things."

"Answer the question, NOW, that's an order pet, no BS JUST THE TRUTH."

I was trying to keep thing light hearted to avoid this. After all that training with Liz, and perpetually half fuck drunk brain from Seb, Orders like that were practically edicts from God.

I couldn't have lied if I wanted to, the truth started spilling out, best I could do was hide the parts I was scared of him finding out about. " I meet her at the game store, we hit it off started hanging out, found out where her kinks lied and how there was no outlet, decided after a bit of talking and flirting to train. One thing lead to another. She is now devoid of everything that would stop her from being the perfect toy. She is yours to command, more so than even I am. Fuckbot present for inspection." Christ that took a lot of effort to hide anything from him, even then there were hints in my answer he could follow to the truth, I hoped my command to fuckbot would distract him.

"Kris you only started going back to the game store two weeks ago, there is noway you trained someone in that time to-"

He was stunned when they did exactly as I commanded, "Didn't you say something similar about how fast I was trained." It is now standing hands on ankles, fuckable plugged ass pointed towards us, latex skirt to short to hide any thing, not even the caged cock. "See no shame no hesitation, just obedience, don't you just want to take it for a test ride." I take his hand in mine and run it along the toy's ass, doing plenty to make even an obedient pet like me react.

But while I could tell the idea was turning him on he was focused, "You were only trainable like that because of how brokennn-"

The sudden trail off at that word makes me draw the wrong conclusion, "Don't worry babe I know how broken I was no need to dance around it."

"Not that! Something just clicked and I'm going to need another answer from you and an honest one, but first." He gets really close to me and whispers in my ear. "Time to melt Krissy, be a good girl for me."

A warmth spreads though me, this was one of the things Liz had been working on with me, it had worked like most everything she tried. My body felt gooey, like the moment after a full body orgasm but before the drop hits.

"Toy, you are mine to command right?"

"Yes sir, this unit is set to listen and obey all commands made by Master Sebastian AKA Seb, Mistress Elizabeth AKA Liz, and Miss Kris AKA Pet. Yours and Mistress's of course supersedes any non-foundational orders made by Pet."

"Good, lead Kris to the bed and help me keep an eye on her while I grab something, I want answers and don't want her interrupting, I can tell when she's hiding something, and if I've learned anything from having her as my Pet its that anything she is trying to hide is important and defiantly shouldn't be ignored."

I was barley processing anything they were saying but I knew I didn't want Seb to get the answers he was looking for, but all I could do was twitch and moan.

Next thing I knew Seb was slipping head phones over my head. Seb and Liz's voice just faint in the background of some song I could name but could float to forever. I could make out what the background vocal track was saying but I found myself unable to care as I drifted away into subspace, somehow experiencing orgasm aftershocks without any orgasms.

My last thought before I was fully lost was 'I bet I'm leaking more than ever, why do they want me so needy.'

Seb took Sarah into the bathroom to talk. I just laid there getting more and more lost.

It could have been seconds or years I was in that state, I would never be able to tell.

My body was a twitching, moaning, and whimpering mess when Seb finally took the headphones off.

It took me far to long to realize my mouth was moving without any words coming out but I could tell what I was trying to say again and again.

I was begging Seb, Liz, anyone really to fuck me, promising anything in return.

It took even longer for me to stop.

Concern and frustration in Seb's eyes and guilty down cast eyes in Sarah's.

I wish my first words out of subspace were smarter, but all that came out was, "Did I do good, will you fuck me, please?" The pleading in that last word was pitiful even to my ears.

"That was just supposed to keep you calm, not whatever this is." Exasperated as he was I didn't expect his next words. "I can't deal with you right now, not going to be able to talk while you're like this. Ya' know what, I'm tired of this shit, have what you wanted Kris. Sarah, be a good sex toy like she wanted and fuck her till she's no longer horny, use what ever other toys you need to. Krissy, play nice with Sarah she is in charge till get back. I'll see you both in the morning. I'm crashing at Liz's place."

With that he left me to the sex toy I had made Sarah into, the regret in her eyes worried me as she moved to get something from the chest we keep the toys in.

I wanted to say something, tell her to stop, but the simple words telling me to play nice had me looking towards Sarah the way I would Liz during scenes.

Only speaking when spoken to or otherwise expected by the Dom, immediate obedience in all things.

I was going to finally use our safe word when I realized I never told Sarah mine.

She used me that night, wore out every battery in every toy, never was my ass or mouth empty for longer than it took to change toy or position.

Everything ached and yet she kept going, long since running out of cum but not energy and determination.

I noticed the sun coming up as a final torturous full body orgasm was **** through me as a scream ripped from my mouth. "GOD OH GOD! AHHH!"

I finally passed out, not knowing if that would stop Sarah or not.

Hoping Seb would be back soon.

Or at least that's what I would be hoping if I had the capacity for thought at that point.

In the moment I was nothing but the sensations rocking my body the whole night.

It would forever be seared into my mind.