I think it is

I raised my sword up and caught Oksana's ax with it but she managed to knee me in the pussy. "Oof," I said. She's so strong, but it didn't disappoint me at all. I was rather thinking about how strong I was. The idea of showing some dumb mother fucker how much I knew was beginning to excit-

Oksana began laughing as she set her ax on the ground and crossed her legs. "You shall get your ass kicked in your first battle."

Her lack of confidence pissed me off a bit. "I think you are underestimating me."

"Not in the least," she nodded as she poured me a drink.

We clinked glasses and we both shot it down. It was funny but I could hear the amplification of the noise from us slamming our glasses on the stone floor together, meaning we did it at the same time. "Then you overestimate the type of modern men I will face."

"Oksana is aware of these... red pills. They do not change Oksana's opinion," she said pouring another glass.

"Okay, I get it. I will be careful. Okay?" I said.

"You are still not listening," she said as she held up her glass again.

After we slammed out glasses on the stone once again I stared at her. "Your making it sound like there is nothing I can possible do to prevent myself from getting my ass kicked day one!"

She wrapped her arm around me and her cheeks blushed. "Now you are listening to Oksana. Very proud of you Trish!"

I just grumbled. But before I could anything more Evelyn walked in, and I could hear that familiar tapping of her heels against the floor. "We are pride, so Trish, Satan so close to leaving Eden, becoming one of us completely. How would you know, the difference between a time your right, and a time you only think your right?"

Hmmm. "I guess. No, that wouldn't. That's not quite.... aahhhh hey!" I shouted as I leaned back and kissed Oksana who was tugging on my nipple. "You're distracting me."

Evelyn sat down. "You think angels won't distract you? The fact of the matter is, your knowledge and body are going to have an extreme disconnect. You will need time to attune to it, and even though we have both told you this. Yous till think you can handle it, right?"

I blushed. They were part of me. My own mind was telling me, but this other part of me was screaming they were wrong that I could win. "Yeah, I guess, I have to learn to get rid-"

Eve pushed me to the ground. "Rid? Don't you dare. That pride is so fucking beautiful. But don't lie about it. Don't hide it or be shameful about it. Scream about it. Wear it loudly and proudly."

"Yes, your right, but I don't want to make the mistake Oksan-"

Ah, I felt two fingers pinching my clit. Looking down I realized it was Lucy! But why! It was her I was defending!

"And I never asked to be defended cutie. Plus, yes, your right, but just means everything before but was actually a no. Yes, our pride is beautiful, and yes, Oksana could have saved them and her pride didn't, but it led to me and our fellow lords being saved. So, it was still beautiful. Right Oksana?" Lucy asked.

"One thousand fucking percent," Oksana added as she kissed me on the lips from an upside down angle as Evelyn played with my breasts. I just... felt overwhelmed.

"Yeah. Pride was beautiful," I said. I knew it must have sounded like I was being brainwashed, but I thought it was true. I thought it was true for a long time. The difference was that I was backing off because well, I didn't want to speak that truth. I didn't want to be the one to make a hard core mistake. But, how could I not just speak the truth when they were being like this?

Evelyn held a small piece of apple in her hand. "Might be the last piece. Say ah."

I almost felt a sense of sorrow at the thought. I knew so many of the Satans so well. I loved gaining that, but... if this was the last bite, then it was going to be over soon. Well, in this direction. Then on to the future. "Ah!"

Gulp

No need to bite or chew this time. I opened my eyes and... I was naked but... I felt fine. I felt... its hard to describe. Almost blank? Not quiet though, a sense of vague senses but ultimately this warmth and joy from everything around me. I realized it looked just like the normal Eden I had grown accustomed too.

Evelyn appeared, but her hair was black. "Evelyn? Wait," I paused and touched my lips. "I can speak, but this is a memory?"

"It is a memory, but I am permitting you to move freely, I am just that awesome. it comes with being the first Satan," she said as she began walking forward.

I just felt this impulsive need to follow her. "Wait, you were the first? I thought no one could remember?"

"Well, that is because I don't let anyone remember that I was the first. It is but one memory I keep to myself, so you will forget when we leave here," she said.

I paused for a second. "But why?"

She turned and her eyes were sharp. It was then I realized she had a strap on. Wait, but she usually-

"Yes, I usually do, but this is a memory, a harsh one. You are playing the role of me, and I am playing the role of another. But, to answer your question, or to show you the answer. Who is the better Satan me or you?"

"Well, obviously y-"

She slammed her hand into the tree next to me. "It was an invalid question Trish."

My heart was, racing but yet felt perfectly calm, it was such a unique feeling. It was hard to focus with this feeling. She scooped me up by my ass. "Can you reason why it is an invalid question? Or perhaps I should rephrase it. Who is the best Satan in the collective?"

My back was knocked against a tree and I wrapped my arms around her. I felt so... just content and fine but it felt fine. Should it feel fine? I-

"Answer me!" she said.

"I still think it would be y-"

She squeezed me with her big strong arms and just... how was she so strong, I just wanted to lean into her. "I love you."

"It is quite the feeling isn't it? Well, I suppose we can hold off on my question until later. Your feeling what you'd know as the original unsinned state. Though, it was more a farce. A mind that couldn't understand. One that understood all things as love. More like a toxin then anything else."

Her eyes were so beautiful. She said a lot of words and I felt they were right but it was hard to understand them. Like, all I really knew was that- ugh. She forced her knee into my stomach and I just felt myself fall into the pretty grass. All pretty and prickly and beautiful.

"I love you," she said.

"Aaaaah!" I screamed. What could be better! She didn't say anything else, so I just looked up at her seeing if she had words for me or if I should wait where she had put me. She reached down and the strap entered me. My eyes nearly burst from my head.

"Ah. Oh. Aaa. Mmmm. Mmmm. I... I feel like I'm pregnant already," I said. What.... what was this. I couldn't.... even ineffable felt worthless to describe it. Pleasure to the power of pleasure. Just.... I couldn't do anything but stare helplessly at her. My eyes beginning to cross, every other muscle frozen in this state of near fixed overwhelming pleasure.

"How can anything-"

She flexed her hips. and I just couldn't speak. I could barely breath. I felt fine. Everything was always fine but I was also being so useful and it felt so good. I loved it so much I-

She flexed again and just. I don't remember if I completed that thought I just. I just. Everything was fine. So good. So beautiful. So-

"This strap wasn't made for you, little doll. You were built to fit this strap," she whispered.

I opened my mouth. I wanted to say I loved that. I love her but- she began pumping her hips fast and I really did go blind. Deaf too. I just recall this torrent orgasms, one after the other. From every direction. I don't even know how long it lasted. All I know is eventually I fell asleep.