How Do I Say Goodbye?

Why? Why would I do that? I barely even made it a month before I screwed everything up! I just licked my own brother's mouth!

We both sat completely still, you with your mouth stuck open in complete shock. Your disgusting, perverted little sister had just violated you after you had put so much effort into making her happy.

I jumped off the couch and shouted "I'm so sorry!" multiple times as I ran out the front door. Before you had any chance to process what had just happened, I was gone.

Ten minutes later, under the moonlight and the stars, I was walking through the park. Gladly, since it was so late at night, there was no one to see me cry. I had all the privacy in the world to contemplate how horrible of a person I was.

I, ostensibly, had french-kissed you without your consent. In reality I was just trying to show my submission to you, but there is no way you would realize that. After everything you had done for me, and how monumentally I had messed up, I decided that the best course of action was to leave you for good. If I couldn't just be a good dog girl for you, I needed to give you the chance to live your own life.

I pulled out my phone and started searching for phone numbers of nearby pet stores. Once I had found a place with good reviews, I made the call.

"Hello, this is Cozy Pets 24/7 phone service. What can we do for you today?... Hello? Is anyone there?"

It took me a second to get the nerves up to respond.

"H-Hi... Do you have any vacancies for a new pet?"

"Of course! Is something wrong? You sound a little upset."

I gave them a half truth. "I'm so new to this, I didn't find out I was a pet until just recently after being in college, and this is just... such a big change for me."

"Okay, don't worry, our counselors and trainers on-site will help you get ready to be a pet."

I must have missed the fact that this place is so high-end, how would I afford getting in?

"Umm, how much does it cost to be put up for adoption at your place and use those counselors?"

"The costs for the counseling and training are included in your adoption fee, so you wouldn't be paying for anything. You would spend the first 3 months being prepared for adoption before you would be listed."

"Oh, that's very nice..."

So this really was a high-end place. Whoever would adopt me would probably end up being a wealthier master than most. I started trying to reframe my mind, thinking about how it would be fun training to be a petgirl. I liked working on becoming a good and submissive dog girl, right? This could be great for me.

"We also have a pick up service, would you like us to pick you up at your home tomorrow?"

"Sure, that would help me a lot..."

"Okay, I'll just need your information so we can get you set up in our system."

I gave them my info, and we decided that they would come to our apartment in the morning for me to ride off to the next stage of my life.

Once the phone call was over, I fell over onto my side and began truly sobbing. In 3 months, I was going to be adopted by someone that I had never met before. Who knows what sort of price tag 3 months of training would put on me. I might be adopted by an older man with tons of money who only sees me as a trophy. How was I going to make it through this? Would they even let me call you?

My heart was breaking into pieces as I tried to come to terms with what tomorrow would bring. In less than 12 hours, I would see you for the last time.