Hidden hotness.

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My name is Safiyya. It wasn't always, but it is now. I like my new name, I really do. The new roles I'm now expected to fill, the old roles I'm no longer allowed and the privileges I no longer have took longer to get used to. Not as long as you'd probably think though. One thing I'm not a fan of is these tits of mine. Sure, they're hot. But tits as big, round and perky as mine look fake and give people ideas about my personality and behaviour. And no, these are not silicon. My big fat tits are all natural, this is what SP gave me. Which feels a bit odd, I'm pretty sure it usually makes the infected person look somewhat like their female family members but none of mine have curves anything like I do now.

The clothes I'm supposed to wear now do cover me pretty well, which I'm happy about. If the men around me were to flirt with me or just pay a lot of attention to me that would make me feel quite awkward. I know it would arouse this body of mine and that it would make me feel shy and uncomfortable.
Another lucky thing is that my parents have given me a 'grace period'. A time in which I am allowed to get used to my new life, time to settle in to and work a different job, a time to find a partner on my own before they start to help me in that search. And no, not finding a partner at all is not an option I'm allowed.

So far the administrative job I've landed in has not been a bad time at all. The work is a bit boring but not difficult and not a bad time. The other women treat me well and the men mostly ignore me. In the evenings at home I spend an hour or two pleasuring myself with my slender fingers, exploring this new body which is so different from my old one in many ways both big and small. I've also taken to recording little videos and taking sexy pictures of myself, just for fun. I had no intention to post those online at first, but a few weeks I did start doing that. I was careful about how I posted, nothing too recognisable in the background, covering my face or having it out of frame, not posting in place where I would imagine anyone I know would browse. Then three days ago while cleaning the house I found a vibrator under the bed in one of our guest bedrooms. I am not sure who it belongs to, but I cleaned it thoroughly and then tried it out myself. And wow. I am so sorry to whoever lost that thing because she must miss it a lot. That toy made me cum harder than my fingers ever did over the almost three months I've been a woman.