Go out

"It is up to you" I say suddenly realizing I have no idea what I am going to do. "I am pretty new at being a women I guess" I say as reality seems to catch up with me a bit. Morgan smiles at this and says "Then lets start off a new phase and your life right, we are going to go on a shopping spree and I will pay"

"Really a shopping spree, isn't that kind of.... valley girl" I say. "A bit, but it is about defining the new you, how do you want to dress and who is that person" Morgan says. "So how do you think I dress, what do you think it says" Morgan continues moving us into her closet. Looking around I don't see as many clothes I would expect. "You have a lot of small clothes in here, so you want to feel sexy?" I say taking a pretty broad guess. "Everyone wants to feel sexy Alex because everyone wants to have sex. Look deeper." She says motioning to more than just her crop tops and underwear.

Thinking back to how I thought of Morgan and how I kind of fell for her in the first place it hits me. "You want to... be in charge, you want to be close to some and above others." I say remembering how she used to seemingly tower over the old me. "Exactly, I want everyone to know that I am in control. But, I also want people to know that doesn't know I can't have a bit of fun. So.... who do you want to be?" She says again with a smile.