Further degradation

“... so first I suggest you do your business.”

No, please, no was all I could think as I watched Dot move away from the food and water bowls to the deepest part of the corner where the fence hit the building. Her breasts swayed under her and I was reminded of my own nudity that I still wasn’t used to.

She turned to face me and lifted her leg like a dog as I watched a stream of pee flow from her and she didn’t even look uncomfortable. I never wanted to feel comfortable doing something like that, it would feel like a piece of me had died. Still it was over quickly and she lowered her leg back down. when she finished Michelle took a piece of tissue from her pocket and bent down to wipe Dot’s slit. I watched Dot let out a small moan as she closed her eyes briefly while in ‘attention pose’ facing me.

Michelle then looked expectantly at me.

“Come on, Babycakes.”

I fucking hate that name but with no power I couldn’t do anything. I wanted to scream my name was Mary but I knew she would just punish Dot or myself or both. I looked towards Dot who had a face of sad resignation like she knew that I wasn’t ready to lower myself this far yet. Like she knew she was about to be punished severely. With Michelle not looking she nodded as if she was giving me permission to fight.

I felt the anger well. I couldn’t escape with all of the precautions. I couldn’t do anything accept maybe attempt to beat the shit out of Michelle. Perhaps that was enough.

“Babycakes, get to it.”

I started to rise when I saw Dot’s chest clearly. There was purple bruising around her nipples. I remembered I did that with my previous defiance and also remembered that I had made a promise. So I adjusted to make my rising look like my hands pushing off for a step on all fours and moved towards the corner where Dot was. Dot smiled with gratitude but also a little sadness as if she felt responsible for me denying my own feelings for her sake. I never realized how much just a facial expression could say until I wasn’t allowed to talk anymore.

“Very good, Babycakes, petgirls don’t get shy bladders.”

Losing my name and dignity continued to sting and she knew it. I approached the corner giving myself enough room to stay away from where Dot had peed. I tried lifting my leg like she had but ended up just losing my balance and having to hold my bladder intensely to stop from peeing all over myself as I fell to the ground.

“It’s okay Babycakes, you’re still learning. Just spread your legs a little.”

I knew she thought she was cutting me a break but I wanted to scream at her about how horrible this all was. I spread my legs to give myself enough room in case it splashed on the ground and wouldn’t hit me. Michelle stared intently into my eyes and I was actually developing a shy bladder or probably just a normal one since I couldn’t imagine anyone being able to do this under traditional circumstances.

I turned my head to face Dot and she smiled at me. That was all I needed as I felt the warm urine start to escape me. I tried to close my eyes and pretend I was in a bathroom but the sound of it hitting the ground made it clear I was not.

“Good girl, Babycakes, such a good girl.”

I ignored her praise and I finished as the last few drops dripped out. Michelle crouched down tissue in hand and I was tensed up as she prepared to wipe my slit. Dot moved her hand slightly to the right so it was now touching mine as she offered what little comfort she could. I looked to her and our eyes met as I moaned lightly while Michelle pushed the tissue into my pussy much harder than she needed to, going from bottom to clit and I moaned again as she took an extra moment on my love button before pulling the tissue away.

“See: carrot or stick.” Said Michelle as she clearly thought raising my arousal was a reward. I panicked thinking that might be the only kind of reward we get here.

I took a deep breath and made careful steps to avoid stepping into my own pee as Dot and I stepped forward back into ‘attention pose’. Making my breasts prominent felt so slutty and awkward but I knew this was all I could for now.

“Okay time for exercise!”