Enduring the frustration

Nathanial for the rest of the morning soon made it known how much he loved playing with my body. A continual progression of homemade sex tapes with Jenny on play that made me hear all her moans of pleasure for his cock. This with another blowjob before lunch has me lost in my own pleasure. Unsure of what to do with myself from allowing all of this to happen. Why did cumming have to be so damn important right now? My body has now **** me to fully embrace the fact that Nathanial will be an integral part of my life moving forward. He owns my freedom and the absolute for me to cum. I tried to play with myself while he was away, moving the plug in and out while pinching my nipples. Nothing was just good enough to allow myself to cum.

More frustrated I sat with my bound legs until he returned. A full angel white lingerie outfit in hand as he lets me out of the bindings. Apparently pet time is over and he wants me walking around. Most likely to cook lunch and dinner but my knees didn’t complain from getting out of the restraints. Standing naked in front of Nathanial I feel embarrassed to keep my eyes on his crotch but he didn’t mind. His constant cock flexing made me know he saw me staring.

White leggings to attach to the clippings of the girder belt for my legs. A soft lace pantie for my crotch and even though I don’t have anything on my chest I put on the bra. All white to give a slight feel of innocence that I don’t have. I am doing this all to indulge the man who is slowly taking over my life and it is just the first day of this weekend. Another whole day along with some travel, it makes me excited almost to know that I will have more time with him. At the same time I hated how all of this made me feel. Being so feminine, this is not what a real man should be like. Though am I a man?

The voice from deep within comes up again to remind me that I ‘must be feminine. Be as female as possible. Accept and love being the center of attention from a man.’ This voice then goes further and tells me, ‘Jenny loves you this way. Make her happy by making him happy.’ The hypnotic imprints on my brain settling all of the internal fighting. I love being feminine and getting to know Nathanial much much more than friends.

I make Nathanial his lunch and he tells me to sit in his lap, he finished taking the photos of me in my new outfit and just sent them to Jenny. Shortly into lunch she video calls us and putting us both on screen I am in Nathanial’s lap when Jenny opens up the camera to see us. “Oh hello. Seems like you two are best of friends now! See Daniel, he is a great guy.”

I quickly speak up in a pouty feminine voice, “but he hasn’t helped me cum yet. Been teasing me all day.” To my surprise Nathanial doesn’t try refute my claim.

“Yes I have not let you cum yet but I am building it up so you can have the best orgasm of your life. You know all about it Jenny.” He gives her a wink, “speaking of which. You allowed him to wear your clothes and even let me pleasure him in exchange for some more sex with me. Wait until I make you cum as well.” Nathanial doesn’t hold back about sex, even with me in his lap he goes into detail. “I remember like it was yesterday. My cock getting squeezed by your little pussy. I wonder if his little pussy will be as tight as yours when we first fucked.”

Jenny just blushes and smiles, “goodness Nathanial. Making me blush and get wet. Thankfully I will be going in the water soon. But yes I do remember it and can’t wait for it. Though remember, Daniel must watch all of it. Even if it takes an hour, he is sitting right next to the bed with front row seats. Isn’t that right baby?” Jenny also didn’t hold back in showing how much they loved fucking each other. It didn’t matter too much at this point because everyone also knows how much I loved watching their videos.

“Yes Mommy, I will watch all of it. That was the deal and I will honor it.” I didn’t sound as sad when I agreed to it this morning, a little happy and eager actually. Jenny notices and presses.

“Aw you must really like Nathanial. So willing to give your girlfriend out to him. Hey if you are obedient to him for this whole weekend then maybe you could join in. Us both working hard to suck on his cock. It could be a good couples therapy bonding moment.” A very twisted and perverted way to put it but I could not deny how excited that made me.

“Do I not have a say in this?” Nathanial jokes around, “kidding, I would love to have the both of You sexy girls bouncing on my cock. I have no problem with fucking rocking both of your worlds. And I must say Jenny, your boyfriend can suck cock pretty well.” I interpreted that more so of a compliment for me to be proud of instead of being ashamed. And seeing Jenny’s reaction she is more happy than mad.

“That makes me so happy! Because I was wondering something and I think this is the perfect opportunity to ask. Baby you know that my lease is up soon and my roommate is moving out. What if we all move in together? Mommy can have her best boyfriend around all the time along with the best man to have fucked me. We can be a happy throuple.” Nathanial immediately says yes to the opportunity to live with both Jenny and the new feminine me. “What will it be baby? You can have my roommates room. Nathanial and I will have the Master. You will love it I promise.”