Retrospection

I have to think back to how all of this started, Jenny playing with my body. Making more and more sensitive to every little touch she did in my body. Thought it was just us exploring more of, well my body. That expanded to jerking off to old videos with her and Nathanial, got so bad that the moment I saw his dark skin I would get hard. My body was so use to getting off from watching his big black cock take my girlfriend that it became a problem. Resolved by locking up my little clit. A therapy session later and I spend the weekend befriending him. Though as this weekend has progressed it has changed from just being a friend but now being a sissy dependent on his cock for sexual release.

To have him move in and be in the same room as my girlfriend while I take the pink feminine room? This should be seen as absolute madness, but is it really? I have such a small cock that she really should have a wonderful man like Nathanial with her in bed. She will still be my girlfriend, I hope. Plus I know for a fact I don’t mind sucking his cock, actually I kinda love it. So with him moving in might mean I get to have him as well. He certainly can handle the two of us.

“I… well…” I struggle to say the words so Nathanial interjects by kissing me. Sitting in his lap I am facing forward, feeling his hand on my chin I wonder what he wants. His strong masculine body towers over me even sitting here, looking up I see him lean in and we kiss. For much longer than I thought he would want to do with such a pathetic man like me. I remember what he said earlier about if a guy is feminine enough he won’t discriminate. Does him kissing me mean he sees me as a female? I sure do hope so, that is what the deep feminine voice within my head keeps telling me that I need to strive for.

“Aww, see baby. Daddy loves you and would love if you said yes. I want him to move in. He wants to move in. I can see you want him as well. Just say yes. Say yes to letting Nathanial living with us and in sleeping in my bed. We can really be a happy throuple.” Jenny reinforces what she wants and with such a long kiss that I lose much coherent thoughts because of.

I respond, “yes. Please move in with us Daddy. Take the master bedroom with Mommy and allow me to be in the girly pink room.” Turning around I face Nathanial and go in for another kiss but he stops me.

“Such a good little girl to know what she wants and to ask so nicely. But I need you to understand one thing. I control the house or apartment I live in. Anything I say you must listen to. If we are to be a throuple like Jenny wants, you better stay this sexy feminine girl I see right now. No returning to your manly clothes. On top of that I think you growing some nice tits will be in order. You need to accept and pledge yourself to me.” Nathanial is looking intensely into my eyes, I can see that there will be **** in what I can deny him. He will have my girlfriend and I will be a good obedient little sissy cuck.

Trying to turn back to see Jenny and seek her approval his strong hand stops me. I can’t look to her, I must make this decision in my own. And even with the strong aphrodisiac **** in my body right now, I know that the burning desire for Nathanial goes beyond the need to cum. He will be the source of all pleasure moving forward and I am willing to give everything to him. So much more than a friend now.

“I, Daniel, submit to you Nathanial. I want us all to be a good happy throuple. Being a feminine sissy cuck for you and Mommy is what I want more than anything.” With that he lets me come in for another kiss. The subliminal imprinting inflating my joy of this moment to smile even more once we break from the kiss.