Emotions Abound

Leaving the mountain and the monster behind, you make your way back down towards your side of the river and into the encampment set up by the Sicilian Syndicate. As you do your mind can't help but think about what you just came from and the words that were shared to you by the master of war himself, Commander Rixx. Many of your warriors try to talk with you but without a second thought you give them a grin but don't share many words, only nodding at them as you walk by.

You basically make a bee-line straight towards the giant carriage that Ashe, Felix and Sylvius surprised you with as you only wanted to get inside and get away from all the warriors and friends that could potentially not be there by the end of the day tomorrow. As you do, you open the door of the carriage, step inside and shut it behind you.

Taking a few steps in you immediately start to take off your sabre-tooth armor. Your body felt hot, you were sweating and were rather uncomfortable for reasons unknown to you so the instant you were out of vision from your warriors, you peel that shirt off over your body, taking the fur-lined armor off your top, leaving you only in a light cloth shirt that had a little sheen of darkness all around the chest from where you were perspiring. Shortly after you undo your trousers and lay them across the table, right next to your shirt, leaving you in very similar light cloth trousers.

With a giant exhale you move over to the nearest wall, place your back against it and slowly slide down the wall as you continue to blow air out of your body. Lower and lower you go until your butt hits the ground and then you bring your knees up and lower your head down into them, wrapping your arms around your head as you almost curl up on the ground to bask yourself in your own thoughts.

You were hoping to sit there alone for a few moments and really contemplate the situation you just came from but the moment your forehead hit your knees and you closed your eyes, the front door to the carriage opens up and the noise of the Syndicate outside burst through while footsteps walk up inside.

"Darien?" Ashe's voice asks as she closes the door and looks around the carriage, "Are you..." she starts as she notices you sitting on the floor with your head wrapped in your arms, "Darien, what's the matter?!" she immediately asks as she moves over in your direction.

You swallow hard, taking a few seconds before you lift your head and look at your High Commander, "Nothing Ashe." you fake a grin, trying to show her all is well, "Thinking, that's all. I'm okay." you give her a nod.

"I'm not an idiot..." she retorts as she turns around, brings her back to the very same wall and begins to lower herself the same exact way you did. Once her tush hits the ground, she goes to almost exactly the same position you are in, her butt on the ground, her back against the wall and her knees brought up as she sits next to you, "What's on your mind?" she asks genuinely concerned.

You take a deep breath before you angle your head back into your hands and knees, burying your face from her, "Nothing Ashe..." you grumble out, "I'm thinking..."

"What did he say to you?" she responds instantly noticing the sadness in your voice, "Darien, talk to me." her left hand reaches around your back and softly rubs between your shoulder blades, "Please." her voice whispers out as you still only take a few breaths but don't respond, "Did he say something about the war? The Syndicate? Your sister?"

It caught you off guard slightly but you still kept your head buried in your hands and knees. Ashe has been here for such a long time, from when you first got to the Syndicate, from rescuing her when she was trapped in the Rathkin dungeon and even spending the night with her down in the barracks in the Slums when you were hiding out after your castle escape with Claire. She fought with you and your sister on that final day and when she got injured extremely bad, Claire ordered her to run.

After that, even though Lexie took complete care of you and really started to be there for you emotionally, Ashe was always another person in your life that you knew you could count on. She was that assertive, aggressive but generally always right women in your life. Whether she was being blunt with facts, telling people off, sticking up for you or being the voice of reason, that red head, for the past half a year or so has been one of your most trusted allies..., one of your most trusted friends.

And thinking of that. Thinking that Ashe could die tomorrow in war and you would lose that friend, it made you lose control. Your body began to succumb with emotions as your eyes fill with water and your heart felt heavy. You release a huge puff of air as your eyes clench shut, forcing the coating liquid to dribble out from the corners, dropping down onto your covered thighs.

"Oh my God, Darien." Ashe stops massaging between your shoulders and wraps her hand around your body, pulling her side into yours, "Talk to me..." she asks again.

Your body explodes with so many emotions and you couldn't help yourself as tears began dribbling down your face. You knew why and it was something you don't do often at all but everything was finally hitting you all at once. What could potentially be the final war of your life is coming up in only a handful of hours, after one final night of resting you would wake up and that day would begin. This final war meant that so much could end, whether that's finally getting the revenge on the person who killed your sister, or dying yourself and losing it all. It means many of your friends could be taken from you, your close ones such as Ashe, Felix or Sylvius and it pained your body to think that you could win the war but return home to the Syndicate without them by your side. Another tear rolls down your cheek before falling to the ground as your mind races between everything and everyone in your life that you have truly started to care for.

"Darien..." Ashe whispers softly again before she removes her arm from your side and inches her body around until she's in front of you. She takes her hands and places them on your knees and pushes them apart before moving her body close to yours. She's sitting in between your parted legs now as her hands reach your face and pull your head up. The instant she sees your puffy red eyes, her mouth drops open and she looks at you with the same sadness filling her face, "Talk to me, Darien..." she asks.

This normally aggressive, blunt and straight forward High Commander of yours was now between your legs, comforting you, caressing your face and generally trying to ease the pain. It made you hurt even harder though as you thought about what tomorrow may bring. You tried to talk to her, tell her your feelings but instead you could only sniffle out as you try to angle your head down towards the ground.

She didn't allow it though, as she lunged her body forward and wrapped her arms around your back, pulling herself in for a hug. Her body held yours tight as she rubbed your back over and over again, "Everything will be okay, Darien. Everything will be okay..." she kept whispering out, doing what she could to calm you down.

"I don't know, Ashe..." you eventually say to your High Commander but that doesn't stop her from holding you and rubbing your back, "Ya know, ask me six months ago and I would do whatever it takes to be in this position I'm at, going to war with Rathkin, about to finally fight against Rixx and fucking kill him for what he took from me..." you sniffle a few times as Ashe continues to comfort you, "But now..." your voice almost whimpers out. "At that time I was only fighting for one thing, I was fighting for Claire and I didn't care what happened to me or anybody around me as long as I got revenge on that piece of shit for taking my sister from me but now..." you sniffle as your mind races, "But now there are so many more people in my life that I don't want to lose..."

"Hey hey hey hey..." Ashe's voice is quiet as her hands move to now caress your cheeks. As she does, she tilts her head until her forehead touches your own and then her green eyes lock on yours and she does her best to stare straight into your soul.

"I care about Lexie and my child now...I want to return to them." a tear falls down your face, "I care about Karisi and how the Syndicate will turn out, I think about Felix and Sylvius and how much they've done for me, all for nothing in return and truly think about how great of friends they have become..." your eyes stay glued on Ashe, "And I care about you Ashe." you try to force a grin from your heavy heart, "and I'm fucking scared of what may happen tomorrow...what I may lose..." you release a few gasps of air as your body aches with sadness.

That's what broke Ashe as well. You've never seen the girl get emotional many times, only the singular time at the Turth river before when she shared her intimate details about her sister. Her eyes fill with water as she too forces a smile out of her face as she looks straight into your eyes, "Darien." her voice whimpers out, "No matter what happens tomorrow, whether we win or lose, live or die, whatever happens, I want you to know how much you mean to all of us." she pauses, taking a deep breath to control her state and caressing your cheeks even harder as she leans her forehead into your own even more, really bringing herself as close to you as possible.

"I'm ready for war..." you grumble out, "I'm ready to fight, I've always been ready to fight, that's the easy part..." you say, almost quoting Rixx's words completely as you gaze into her eyes, "It's the, losing my life and leaving my wife and child behind that scares me. It's the, not returning to Karisi to help her with the Syndicate that worries me. It's the, Felix or Sylvius being alone that causes me to be sad. And Ashe..." you pause for a few seconds, "It's the thought of you dying... Back when I only cared for one thing it didn't matter, but now, if you die, if you don't return to the Syndicate with me...how will I-I don't know how... How I'll..." you stutter out.

"Darien..." she interrupts you as she pulls your head again, "No matter what happens tomorrow, I don't want you to worry about me because even if I die, you won't lose me." her tone turns serious, "Because no matter what happens," her left hand breaks free from your cheek as it moves down towards your chest. Her index finger points out and taps on your sternum, directly over your heart, "I will always be here." she taps your heart a few times, "Always." a tear rolls down her cheek. "Always, Darien." the way she smiles at you is truly majestic.

It made you think of your sister. Back when you got shot by Hawk and passed out, having those visions of a desolate village and seeing her again in the pasture. She said the same thing, that even though she's gone, she's always with you, forever in your heart. That no matter what happens, if her body is no longer living, as long as your heart is still beating, she will always have a place within it.

You look at Ashe, gazing into her emerald green eyes, glad that you can have such a powerful, yet caring woman in your life. As if your body took control, your head tilts and you lean forward. You didn't know what else to do to show this girl how much she means to you but you knew this would count for something. Your lips touch her own, not in an animalistic sloppy make out but in a caring and gentle way. You pucker your lips and kiss her, peck on her a few times before she returns the kiss.

There was your High Commander, sitting between your legs on the floor of this carriage. The two of you holding each other close as you softly share intimate kisses back and forth, "Thank you Ashe." you break the kiss as your left hand reaches up and cups her cheek, "Thank you for everything..." you whisper.

She only smiles before leaning into you again, connecting her lips with yours once more. Your hands caress her face, moving around her cheeks before your left hand goes around the back of her head, gripping behind her skull as your make out turns a little more passionate. You could sit here forever and make out with this red head with yours as doing so makes you feel safe but when her hands place on your face and she pushes you away, you look back at her confused. That's when she stands herself up and holds her hand out, waiting for you to accept.

As you do, you lift yourself to your feet and she brings you over towards the bed in the room. She steps her body into it and crawls up towards the headboard before turning around and smiling at you. You quickly follow her, bringing yourself on the soft wool blanket and crawling up before throwing your arms around the girl once more and connecting your bodies as one.

There you were, making out with your High Commander on the bed inside your carriage. Through heated exchanges, she eventually rolls on top of you as the two of you continue to make out, her body straddling your own as you feel her pelvis start to grind down on top of your own growing erection. You were sad only moments ago and part of your heart still ached for what was to come, but that ache wasn't sadness or despair anymore as it was now filling with complete utter happiness and hope.

As your shirt got shed from your body, it gave you two seconds of not kissing Ashe to allow you to speak, "Ashe..." you grin at her as she brings her body up, her hands reach the hem of her shirt before she too pulls it off, revealing her smaller sized chest but still firm globes.

She bends forward as both your bare chests smash into each other. Your lips touch shortly after as you two continue to stay lip locked and caress. It's even more intimate now as your both topless and feeling the warmth of one another skin on skin contact. All the while you can't help but gently thrust your hips up, rubbing your clothed erection into her own clothed privates.

A moan escapes her mouth before you wrap your arms around her waist and roll her, forcing Ashe onto her back and eliciting a yelp of surprise out of her mouth. With a smile on your face your hands go to your waist and you shimmy out of your trousers, withdrawing all clothes from your body. "You're amazing, you're beautiful, you're perfect..." your voice trails off as your hands go to the waistband of her pants and begin to pull them down.

The scent of your high commander was intoxicating as she filled the room with her musk. Her body was leaking with arousal and it was turning you on even harder. Your cock throbs as it fills your nostrils and the instant her bottoms were removed you immediately pounce back on her, bringing your left hand up to fondle her breast, your right hand behind her back and your mouth connecting with her right nipple.

"A-Ahhh..." Ashe moans out, "Darien..." she whimpers as she grinds her hips up. As she does, her silken wet lower lips make contact with the underside of your shaft and she moans, "O-Ooohhh..."

Your lips release her right nipple and you lift your head up, looking into her eyes once more for two seconds before lowering your face into her own, kissing the girl again as you lower your hips, grinding your erection across her petals, coating the underside of your cock with her juices.

"Uuhhh..." her muffles moans course through your body causing your cock to throb, "Oh yeeeessss..." she breaks the kiss to growl at you.

You move your hips back, angling yourself causing the bulbous head of your cock to point straight at her seeping hole. Slowly you push forward and her lips spread eagerly and easily, graciously accepting your member. "There's something I want you to know..." you whisper out.

"Darien..." she interrupts you as her right index finger goes up to your lips, silencing you. She smiles at you as you hold still, the head of your cock feeling the heat of her insides, "I love you too!" she bears the biggest grin you've ever seen from her as her.

"How did you..." you begin to say only to have her bring her hand around the back of your head and pull you down into her. As your lips mesh with her own again, your hips sink forward and your entire cock dives deep inside your High Commander. Her body releases the most sexual growl you've ever heard as you completely bury yourself inside her. You hold yourself deep inside this lovely woman as the two of you continue to explore each other's bodies with hands all the while continuing the elegant dance with your tongues. "I love you, Ashe." you break the kiss to finally tell the red head, "Everything you've done for me and everything you'll continue to do." you give her lips a few pecks before you once more lock lips with her.

That's when your hips start to move, you pull them back only to push yourself in, "Uhhh..." Ashe moans as your cock bottoms out in her. Again, you pull back and push in, forcing another grunt of delight out of her body. You continue to rock your hips into her, thrusting your cock deep into her hole over and over. Her warm, wet and silken insides feel absolutely blissful on your cock and it's causing every single pleasure sensation in your body to spark and pulse with complete joy.

No words had to be said as the two of you rock your bodies together. With your hips gently pushing and pulling in and out of Ashe's wet hole and your mouth constantly releasing sighs of pleasure, you both felt united as one. This sex was passionate, this intercourse was romantic, this coitus meant something and it wasn't until your balls tingled and you blew your first load deep inside your loving High Commander that you finally disconnected your lips from her own, lifted your head and smiled back at her. "Always, Darien." her voice sounding so sweet, "Always." she taps in between her bosom, right on her heart.

What followed after that moment of intimacy was hours of straight, hardcore fucking.

You took Ashe from behind, pounding her and watching her ass bounce off your pelvis. "Oh yes! Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!!!" Ashe wails out as her body succumbs to another orgasm, "A-Ahhh yesss!" her head tilts backwards, her eyes dart to the ceiling as she yells out in bliss, not caring one bit who hears her, "fuuuck Darien!!!"

Feeling her quim squeeze down hard on your cock causes you to lose it once more, blowing your second load of the night.

She rode you from above, bouncing off your cock as her tits jiggled from above. "Oh Syndicate Suns!" she squeals out as she grinds her pelvis on your cock. One hand is on your chest, allowing her better grip to rock on you while her other hand fiddles and tweaks her nipple.

You love her entire body but your hands were both gripping her ass. That was the thing that stood out about Ashe the most, her firm, bubbly and round ass and you were happy to hold onto it for as long as you could. As you ground into her, you help her out by pushing and pulling on her hips, making her grind on you harder, "God Ashe!!!" you grunt as you feast upon the glorious sight above you.

"O-Oh shit..." her eyes are clenched as she's losing herself in pleasure, "Y-Yes! Yes! Yeeesss!" she screams.

"Cum for me, Ashe!" you tell her, "Cum on my fucking cock!" you order, "Cum for me, Ashe! Cum!!"

"A-Ahhhh!!!" she rolls her hips three more times on your shaft before her entire body starts to shake. She experiences another orgasm on your cock, the third for the night. Her mouth stays open as random gibberish and moans escape her lips.

You've already cum inside of her twice and at this point, you knew you could go for a long time without busting your nut again so the instant you knew she was mostly through her orgasm you rolled your body, forcing the girl on her back before you take her legs, throw them up over your shoulders and drill yourself into Ashe.

"Ahhhh!!!" she has no time to recover before you're bottoming out inside her cummy walls. "FUCK!!!" she shouts as her orgasm doesn't die down, but now intensifies as you thrust into her. "Darien!!! Darien!!! Oh fuck, Darien!!!!"

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" you grunt into her as you pound your cock inside. With this angle you can thrust into her as deep as possible, delving into her depths and shoving your cock where possibly no cock has been before. With as much fluids as her quim is gushing out and as much cum as you pumped inside her, your cock slides effortlessly in and out of her now loosened lips.

With her mouth never closing and her eyes rolled back in her head, you continue your assault on her snatch as you force orgasm after orgasm out of that red head of yours. Her quim was doing everything it could to milk your cock as it was pulsing, squeezing and constricting on your member. Her body wanted more of your cum and her pussy was trying it's best to get that from you. Luckily though, as great as it felt, you believed you could go forever.

You lift yourself up, pulling your cock finally from her walls causing a little groan of disapproval from your High Commander before you grip her hips and turn her on her stomach. You straddle her behind, force her legs together with your own and line your dick up. She's flat on her stomach in the prone position as you push your cock forward, entering her from behind. The tightness of her quim at this angle feels incredible on your cock and even though you already blew twice, you knew if you went to town in this position, you wouldn't last long.

"Ahhhhh!!!" Ashe grunts as you bottom out in her from behind, "I feel so full..." her voice sounds weak as her body still shakes from the constant orgasms she's had.

You lean forward, bringing your chest to her back as your tongue dashes out and licks across her neck, tasting the salty sensation of her sweat as you trail the tip of your tongue up to her jawbone before you nibble on her earlobe, "Uuuhhhh!" as deep as you can you grunt straight into Ashe's ear, causing her to wail out from joy.

Knowing she likes that, you continue it. Thrusting hard and deep into her from behind as you grunt your masculine voice directly into her ear. "Fuck Ashe! You're so tight! You feel so good!" your words fulfill the red head with delight, "So fucking good!!" you grunt "You going to cum for me again?!" you ask even though you already know the answer to that, "Cum on my cock Ashe! Cum on my cock and that'll finish me off too!" you tell her, "You want my cum, then cum on me first!" you groan into her body.

"Oh Goddd!" Ashe wails out as between the tight fucking and the dirty talk, she loses control again.

Her quim turns into a vice in this position and even though you already came twice, there was no holding back. As her pussy spasms on your cock, your balls tingle, your cock throbs and you shoot another load deep inside Ashe. "UUHHH!!!" you grunt out as the sensation of unloading your nearly empty balls feels just as glorious as it did the first two times.

After you unload your semen inside your High Commander you finally pull your cock out and push yourself off the bed. You turn around towards the table and grip a goblet before going over to a bucket and scooping up a glass full of water. You take a hefty gulp before moving back over towards the bed. As you return, Ashe is on her back, her hair all disheveled, her legs spread and you can see your cum dripping out of her quim. Her fingers are softly playing with her labia as well as toying with her clitoris. She's spreading your seed all around her nether region, showcasing off the masterpiece you've created. "I love you, Darien." she coos out as her eyes seem to still be lost in lust.

The sight of your red head, her aroused and sweaty body, her just fucked haired sprawled out, your seed still oozing out of her sloppy hole and the desperate look for more in her eyes, you knew you couldn't resist her. With a grin on your face as your cock gave another pulse back to life, you toss the goblet of water to the side, causing it's contents to splash across the floor. You jump into bed, eliciting a squeal of joy from your Sunrider as you position yourself between Ashe's legs once more. You grip your cock with your right hand to angle it perfectly "Always, Ashe. Always." you tap your chest, right over your heart with your index finger before you lean forward, delving your shaft into her seeping hole once more..

To anybody outside this carriage, they would hear nothing but skin slapping on skin, moans of ecstasy and profanity. On the inside though, it was two people who have been there through hell and back, sharing one final night together, cherishing one another and most importantly, making love for quite possibly the last time.