Emily is considering the possibilities

“Before we moved,” Emily says, “I always thought we’d end up together; and then I never thought I’d see you again. I moved on—I had to—and I’ve had boyfriends, but I never forgot you. It makes my year, finding you again.” I give her a long, lingering kiss, and then she continues. “I have a boyfriend now—we’ve been together for a few years; he went to a different school. He really wanted to make the long-distance relationship work, and I promised him I’d try.

“Having reconnected with you, though, and especially with the wonderful bouquet of orgasms you gave me, I’m going to have to think about that. I can’t just dump him, not when I agreed not to break up with him before we left for school, but I don’t know that I can say I’d rather be with him than with you. If I were single, would you be interested in going out with me?”

This is the first girl I ever fantasized about; but her question takes me by surprise. “Emily, that’s a very appealing prospect; but you understand, I wasn’t expecting any of this. It’s all taken me by surprise.”

Emily nods. “That’s fair; I understand. I won’t push you, just like I wouldn’t be ready to be pushed. Just be thinking about it, because”—she flashes me a sly grin—“I have no hesitation about asking boys out. But whatever I decide, and whatever you decide, it’s good to have you as a friend again.”

It’s very good, in fact; but it leaves me with a couple things I need to think about in case Emily decides she wants me, or someone else does. First, what about Danni? I’ve been trying to build toward a romantic relationship there. I’ve been quite hopeful about it as I’ve been getting to know her; but there are no guarantees. How much should I let that hope stand in the way of a different relationship?

Second, what about my business? If I have a girlfriend, will I have to give it up? I have to admit, if Emily (or any other girl) thought going around eating pussy for money was cheating on her, I couldn’t really argue. I don’t want to quit doing it, for a lot of reasons; but would I really value that more than having a girlfriend? Is there any chance she’ll be OK with it?