Elsie's Doll

"Fuck!" You bark. "That was so fucking embarrassing."

Elsie lays a hand on your shoulder, her sweet smiling face glowing with pent up energy. "Don't be embarrassed. You did really good the first time. You made it through a whole round. And you came three times! Wow. It must have taken a lot to keep going even after you came. You did so good. I'm proud of you."

"Oh Jesus, you are not helping."

"You looked so CUTE when you came. I wish...I wish...I wish I had...I didn't..." Her face flinches and she shakes some nasty thought from her head. "I'm sorry my body is like this."

"El, I don't care you're body is the way it is. I'm talking about myself here. God, I went down like a bitch."

"Jesse, I didn't ask to be like this. I don't mean to threaten your pride. I am who I am. And you are who you are. I don't care if you're smaller or cum quick. I think it's cute how you..."

"Elsie..." You sigh. "Fuck, you don't understand. I'm your big brother."

Her smile grows. "I know. I'm a lucky girl."

You don't try to explain how condescending her words felt or how bruised your masculine ego was right now. She wouldn't and couldn't understand. You look down at the triple layered mess all over your midsection and dripping down your sides. "You might as well finish up while I clean this up."

"Um...I think I'll wait." She somehow tucks her monster back into her panties, stretching them past their limits, and puts her dress back down.

"Why aren't you finishing?"

She turns to you and you could sense she is suddenly a bundle of nerves. "Jesse." She says quietly, her fingers fidgeting nervously together.

"Yeah?"

"I won."

"I know."

"You have to do what I say."

Your eyebrow raises. "I know. What..."

"Jesse." She interjects. "I just...just don't say anything for a bit okay. And...don't...look at me funny. Okay? Don't judge me...please."

"Oookay." You say with rising curiosity. "Can I at least clean up first."

"No." She shakes her head.

"But loser cleans..."

"You're not a loser Jesse. You are incredible." She places a finger over your lips. "Now...Shhhh." Taking your arm she hops down off of her stool. "Come on."

You look at your little sister, wondering what was going on behind those mysterious dark eyes of hers. She wasn't just worked up because of the jerking off. She was excited in a whole other way. Knowing you had to do whatever she said you grab the waist of your pants so they wouldn't fall and trip you and step down off your chair as well. Your shirt drops and sticks to your cum covered tummy.

"Shit." You hiss at soiling the only shirt you had access to.

"Shhh." Elsie says again. "No talking please."

You nod.

Holding your arm with both hands she gives you a gentle pull and you follow. Hugging tight to your side she lays her head against your shoulder as she leads you up to the second level to the palatial main washroom of your aunt's house. Hearing you moving from her office Peg calls out. "I'm going to be a while yet guys. Sorry."

"It's okay Aunt Peg." Elsie says back. "We'll be fine."

She guides you into the bathroom then closes and locks the door.

"Should I..."

"Shhhh." She says again. "I'm serious Jesse, you have to be quiet now." She lets out a girlish giggle. "This is like a dream come true. My very own Jesse doll."

You tilt your head and stare at her quizzically. She just giggles and kisses your cheek. Taking your right hand she says. "Let go." You let your pants slip from your grip and the slide down to pool around your feet. "Stand still." She takes your underwear and slides these too to your ankles. Standing back up she helps you step from them. She then kneels down and has you raise one foot at a time so that she might peel your socks off. She peeks up at your package, which was as tucked in as possible after the **** it had just taken. "I bet you're sore."

You nod.

She smiles and kisses your leg. Standing up she says. "Arms up, over your head." Again you follow direction and she pulls your shirt up off of your tacky skin and up over your head, having to get up on her tippy toes to get it all the way off.

Elsie steps back and looks your naked body up and down and literally quivers with happiness. She seemed ready to pop she was so happy. She looked ready to jump your bones right there, not that you'd be able to do much right now, but she holds herself back. She just...admires you. Reaching out she very gently runs her soft hand down your arm causing a shiver to run through your body.

"You're such a sexy boy. You are so beautiful...and funny and kind and...wonderful." She whispers. Looking up into your eyes she says in a voice you can barely make out. "I know you prefer Fiona. Sexually I mean. I know you want her and dream about her. I know you think about her when you...make yourself feel good." She sighs. "I can't be her. I'm sorry. But...maybe I can be a little more like her. In my own way."

You wished you could talk right now, although it was probably because you couldn't speak that let Elsie open up like this.

"I can control you and...look after you. I can tease you and say naughty things like her, things that make you hard and get you excited. You like when she teases you. I know. I can see it." She grips your arm. "But I will not hurt you. I couldn't bear to hurt you brother. If I hurt you...you may speak. Do you understand?"

You nod. Conflicting emotions swirl inside of you. Elsie spoke with such tenderness and seriousness. Things were happening right now that you didn't fully grasp.

She strokes your arm again. She goes to say something...hesitates...then blurts out. "I love you." She blinks tears from her eyes. "I love you Jesse." She says again proudly. Speaking as if this was some revelation.

You stand there confused. You knew she loved you. And you loved her. In fact there was nobody you loved more. But you had the overwhelming sense the love she was talking about wasn't the type shared by brothers and sisters.

You go to reply but she shakes her head vehemently. "No...don't talk. Please. I know you don't feel the same way. I know I can't be her." She caresses your cheek. "Just let me have you these few days. Okay? I won you. Just...let me have you for a little while. Please."

You gaze into her adoring eyes. Even if you could speak you didn't have a clue what you might say. All you can do is nod.

She lets out a great breath and her smile reappears brighter than ever. She pulls you toward the huge marble bath. "Come on now my Doll. I need to clean you up."