Damien Wants to but can't

"Damien are you coming?'' Anne asks. Peeking her head out from behind the wall.
Damien had just put on his boxers again after he had the best (And his first) blowjob ever.
He felt dizzy, Weird and worse than all of that guilty. Did he just get a BJ because of his looks or was there more of him to love?
''I'm not Anne, I will leave my number but a family emergence just came up'' he said. Pulling his trunks up and putting a shirt on.

After leaving her apartment he walked down the street to the beach. He needed to think. What was wrong with what he did Why did he even feel guilty? He did nothing wrong! But than he heard a voice
''Be careful young one, power can be addictive. But I will reward this blowjob with some extra's. Since you liked your last upgrade I will give you something extra'' Mira spoke to him
His balls felt tingly. And so did his dick ''It may not be a huge amount of growth but the girls will love it!''
He couldn't do anything but smile. He felt powerful not sad. He had to embrace his powers. Not feel guilty because of them.
"Young one. We will start your training Tomorrow. Your live will change but for the better. Now get to the beach. Live. Just like if it was your last day!''

As he got closer and closer to the beach the salty smell started to increase. His senses felt... More real. As if he hadn't been living up until now. Why did he feel so much better? Did Mira not only change his body but also his mind? But wasn't that one of her rules?