Daily desperations

I had spent a few days wondering if I really should sign us up for a vacation with Candice. If I did there would be no way my girlfriend wasn't getting fucked. I guess I was alright with her getting fucked, but I wasn't interested in being a cuck. Or at least shamed as one.

After three days of worrying about it I got a message from my girlfriend. Apparently she had a party to attend this weekend for her work.

I hesitated. Should I go? I wondered if this was some kind of sex party... Then I shook my head, I was too lost in my thoughts. She said it was for work, there was no way they would throw a party like that. So I accepted feeling foolish for my initial thoughts.

My roommate had caught me sleeping naked on the couch after fingering myself that night. I could tell she thought of me as a total slut now, the way she treated me showed that. I woke up to her slapping me with her cock. Which I realized was incredibly dirty from use. Lipstick in rings around the cock at various depths, different colors indicating different people. She never did say what her job was, but I am starting to suspect she does a lot of fucking.

Then once I was awake she **** it down my throat. I could actually taste the other girls on it mixed with cum. She didn't even ask permission... Not that hated that. Only once my body was convulsing as my body gagged did she speak.

"Its so nice to have a cock cleaner at home now to clean up after work." Relegated to cock cleaner I had set myself to the job. It was so arousing and humiliating I didn't even need to touch myself to orgasm.

But then she was gone, she didn't even give me cum to enjoy just had me clean up and left. She had actually used me for cleaning her cock and nothing else. It was hot and I had enjoyed the neglecting treatment more then I realized I could.

The very next day though I was woken up in my own room with the very same thing. This time though her cock was even dirtier like she didn't clean herself at all. It smelled so gross, the mess of hours old cum and girl juices had woke me up from the smell before she had even slapped me with it. She didn't give me an option like before just shoving it into my mouth. She only spoke when I had her balls dragging over my chin.

"Since I now have a dedicated cock cleaner I don't have to use the others letting me shoot my cum into them more." So she didn't stop to have them clean up after each one, just left the mess and moved onto fucking the next girl.

But this was the next day, I wasn't expecting her to show up again. However she had and I was now surprisingly willing to be her cock cleaner. Not to mention the absolutely degrading feeling I had at the fact she was treating me like this was making me love every second. I was even moaning around the cock in my throat. I didn't even think about how strange that was or think of wanting her to do more to me. I was cuming my brains out with her just fucking my throat on my bed.

That day I tried to get Stacy to fuck me, bending over in front of her without panties pretending to be searching in my bag... Sadly she didn't take it. She did fuck my face harder than normal though. And she came so much that I wasn't able to swallow it all, I had to work with cum dangling from my chin she said.

That became my pattern, every morning my roommate would fuck my throat with her filthy cock. I knew my room now smelled of that scent but I was used to it by now and didn't smell it anymore. I was working on my technique, trying to get her to cum at least once one of these mornings. No matter how I did though she would always pull out when her cock was clean and leave me alone.

I was getting very frustrated, no amount of masturbation was satisfying the deep ache in me. I needed to get fucked, and that ache in me was deeper than my boyfriend's dick could reach. Then I remembered my encounter on the subway, I decided to let her fuck me on the way to the new year gym party telling her the times I would be on the subway, for thrill I invited Jack so he would be on the subway with me when I was getting ****.

Ok, maybe I was just too horny for my own good. But it had been weeks since I've had a cock of any size in me. I needed this.

I would have to think of ways to get Stacy to fuck me. She was surprisingly not pushing for it despite all the openings I've left her and she's made. Especially when you consider the fact she fucks all the other girls who work there and most of the customers.

Right now I lay on my bed thinking of these things as I listen to my roommate leave for work. I start to wonder if Jack had signed us up for the Candice thing yet, my body practically begging for anyone to fuck me at this point. My pussy just wont stop drooling hungry for any kind of action... Maybe I should get some dildos, that could be a fun date with Jack. I could have him pick out a dildo then pick up a giant bitch breaker and be all: 'What about this one?' Then see his expression as he realizes how big it is.