Coping out of his mind

During all of this time, Jia was home, worried about Kelly. He wanted to ask if she is ok, but he didn't want to interrupt her fun. After all, she was out to meet with her favorite white man and have a good time. Jia was jealous, but he knew he couldn't do anything about it, except be submissive and support his wife as she asked him to.

He also promised himself, to not jerk off while his Goddess is away, and show her that he supports her white cock cravings. But his mind started to be more and more filled with images and fantasies of Kelly with white men. He knew it was bad, but he just couldn't help it. His mind started to drift away, imagining Kelly with MC and other white men, and his tiny cock was rock hard in his pants. Jia hated how pathetic it is, and he was glad his Goddess is out, so she cannot see it.

"Oh my god, I'm actually turning into a cuck!" Jia thought with fear and shame. He tried to think about something else, but it didn't work. He gave in, and started to touch his pathetic Asian dick as the imagined Kelly with MC and other white men. "No, no! I just love Goddess so much, that I want her to be happy! Yeah, that's it!" Jia justify himself, as he stroked his Asian cock harder and faster.

"And she needs White cock! I'm just being mindful of her needs and kinks, just like how a good husband should! That's it! Nothing wrong with supporting her kinks and desires!" Jia moaned quietly, as his coping mechanism kicked in.

Jia's rationalization and coping mechanism kicked in. "This is normal, just like a supportive and loving husband should! Yes, yes, this is fine! I am a good husband, and I support my Goddess in her needs and desires! I'm such a good boy, thinking about my Goddess' needs and making her happy, by helping her! Yesss, I love her, and that's why I will put her needs first! Yess, I'm a good husband and a supporter of my wife's kinks! Helping her find white cocks isn't perverted, it's a sign of a great lover! Yeah, I'm supporting her, not a cuck or loser at all! No, nothing perverted or degrading! She's my Goddess, and I'm her supportive husband! Yeahhhh!" Jia moaned, as his pathetic Asian cock twitched in his hand.

As he jerked off to his wife and White Daddy, Jia rationalized his actions further. "Supportive husbands don't judge or shame their wives! They support them, and help them get what they need! So when she does her WMAF things, it's not cheating, it's just her natural self. It's just fun and games! I shouldn't stop her, or get angry, because it's all a game to her, and she doesn't really mean it! Just sex and fun! Yeah, I understand it now! It's totally normal and natural for her to love white cock! Why would I want to deny her that?"

Jia moaned as his thoughts overwhelmed him, and he blew his load onto the floor. "Such a perverted little man!" Jia thought to himself, as he caught his cum in his hands. He looked down at his own semen, and the reality of his actions hit him. He knew what he did was perverted, and that it was not something that he should be doing as a husband. "But Goddess likes it!" His coping mechanism kicked in again.

Jia cleaned himself and the floor, before sitting down in front of his computer to try and distract himself. "She's with MC, having the time of her life! So, I can't get jealous or mad, because that would hurt her and ruin her fun! So just don't think about it and do your job you pervert!" He said, as he stater to do some extra work at home, to not think about his wife. Making money and working seemed to help him forget about his jealous feelings. After all, he was the most useful for her wife, when he worked hard to earn money for her.

He worked till 1 in the morning, and went to sleep, tired and exhausted. He woke up at 8 in the morning, but Kelly was still not back. He ate some breakfast and went to shower. As he was naked in front of the mirror, he looked down at his small Asian cock. He remembered Kelly saying that she doesn't like it, and that white men like MC are bigger and thicker, so it doesn't work for her anymore. Jia got horny at her words, and started to jerk off, as he imagined Kelly with MC. He knew it was not healthy, but he couldn't stop himself.

Suddenly, Jia heard the door unlock, and Kelly's voice. He quickly dressed himself and went to welcome her home. But as he saw her, he noticed she was in a really good mood, and she looked well fucked and satisfied. She gave him a big hug and a kiss, and she smiled happily, as she was with her husband again. She knew that he must've been a good boy, and she loved it. Jia saw a couple of new bite marks and marks on her body, and his jealousy mixed with lust.

Written by a White Bull. If you're an Asian Boy or Girl, like this chapter and thank me in the comments.