Consoles you

You just sit on the cushion for a moment breathing heavy ragged breaths. Shivering despite the comfortable temperature. Jasmine kneels down to console you.

Jasmine : "it's going to be OK honey, let this be your first lesson in real transfiguration magic. There's no easy way to learn it. I apologize for tricking you a little bit, but it's what I would have wanted."

she's hugging you now, you think you should be mad at her. You had asked for this but she had already known the result.

Jasmine : "There's no other way to truly understand that the mind is not entirely separate from the body besides feeling it, viscerally. The real secret to our craft isn't just how to form more spectacular forms, but how to remain ourselves in them."

You were still terrified but you needed answers.

Jessica : "when I changed.. The first time from Jacub to Jessica... It wasn't like that... At least I don't think, I passed out... Who am I?"

You were terrified now that you already had truly lost yourself. That while passed out from lack of oxygen your female form had finished whatever process that male body was trying to impose on you and so completely as to erase your previous self. That you even at this very moment were a mind thief.

Jasmine looked at you seriously, she was treating this dilemma with all the gravity it felt it deserved. You don't know if anyone else within a hundred miles would understand your fears but she did.

Jasmine : "You are Jessica. You have always been Jessica. The spell you cast on yourself in the womb was a hundred cosmetic changes hacked together. Hidden breasts, a fake cock, barely functioning muscles..."

She trailed off, there was still clearly some memory of her own ailment floating to the surface in her, long dormant.

Jasmine : "Trust me, who you are now is the real you. And even if I had let you stay in that body for a while, let you undergo the process of ego **** and rebirth.. You'd still return to who you are now when your body was restored by me or any dispel. Who you are now is the most real you."

You were very glad of that.