Confession

Rebecca looks at me curiously. "Okay, what's up baby?"

I take a deep breath. "I...um...I read some of your emails. I went on your laptop when you left it signed in and...read some."

She is quiet for a time. I stay silent as she processes what she had just heard. If she wanted to get angry I wouldn't blame her.

"Okay." She says in an even tone. "I can't say I'm thrilled, in fact I'm pretty pissed, but...why are you telling me this?"

"I read your...um...I read..."

Her face falls and she closes her eyes. "You read my emails with Amber. Jesus Christ. You read my...reviews. How much did you read?"

"All of them."

"Oh my God. I knew I should have erased those." She looks at me again, the worry and disappointment clear in her demeanor. "Why would you do that? Once you saw what they were... Fuck. Baby, why would you do that? You were never supposed to see those."

"I don't know. I'm sorry."

"Shit. Listen, about what you read in there..." She starts mounting a defense to attempt to assuage my ego.

"You don't owe me anything. No explanation, no anything. I fucked up and I'm sorry. It won't happen again."

Rebecca looks at me crestfallen. "Listen baby, I was a stupid girl back then. The things I said...baby... I don't know what to say."

I bite my lips then **** myself to tell her the truth. "I...liked them. I loved every word."

This confuses her, her eyes narrow as she tries to read me.

"I thought they were hot. God they were so hot."

"You...you read them all? Even..."

I nod. "Even Manny, even my own, even Jamaica. All of them."

She is quiet for close to a solid minute as she studies my face. Her voice is a mixture of suspicion and disbelief. "You thought they were...hot? All of them?"

I nod. "Very hot. You may have noticed I've been, erm, quite horny lately."

Understanding lights up in her eyes. "So THAT'S what happened? I was wondering what had gotten into you lately."

"I've been, oh god, I've been thinking about the emails non-stop. I...I...I really, really, enjoyed reading them. Thinking about you." I look into her eyes and await her judgement.

"You...liked them?"

I nod.

"You liked reading about my experiences? You thought they were hot?"

I nod again.

"And you saw your, um, score and it still got you horny? You got the lowest score."

"Uh huh. It was the best part."

I watch her face slowly transform from serious to gentle amusement. "Oh my goodness. Dan, baby, you're a cuck!"

Internally I recoil at the label, even though it might have been accurate. "Well, uh, I don't know..."

She kisses me hard. "Baby, why didn't you say so earlier. I never knew." She strokes her hand over my blushing cheek. "Don't be embarrassed. I think it's cute. Hell...I think it's pretty hot actually."

"You do?"

"YES! I love you babe, more than anything, but I always thought you were rather...vanilla. I knew you must have a fetish or two locked away in that head of yours, but I could never figure them out."

"You don't think it's...weird?"

"No! Hell no." She chuckles. "You read my background, from university anyway, you know I'm pretty open minded. I've done some pretty kinky shit. I am in no position to judge you! Ha ha ha. So you're a cuckold, that's fine. It's better than fine, it's wonderful! I love knowing you have a nasty fetish. He he he he!"

I breathe a sigh of relief. Not only was she not being judgmental, she was genuinely happy about the revelation. I join her in a relieved giggle. "God I was so nervous to tell you."

She purrs seductively, that twinkle in her eye telling me we weren't done despite what she'd said earlier. "I'm glad you did! Thank you baby."

Sitting up she reaches back and unfastens her bra and tosses it toward the hamper. She lies back down, pressing her tits into my side she takes the fingers of her right hand and begins playing with the hairs on my scrotum.

"Mmm, you kinky devil. I knew there was something more to you than meets the eye."

I lean in and kiss her neck as I say my confession. "Thinking about all those men with you...it drove me wild! I could...see you. I could see them. In my imagination. I saw everything...and I liked it."

She purrs again and rubs her tits harder against me. Her had very gingerly takes my recently spent dick in her hand and teases it back and forth. "You liked they were better than you. Bigger than you. You liked the fact you got the lowest score, didn't you baby?"

"Mmmmm." God her hand felt good. I couldn't believe it...but my not even softened cock was beginning to harden again. I whisper as I stare her in her intense blue eyes. "Yes. I can't explain it. It turns me on. It really turns me on."

"He he he." Her eyes flare for a second. "Someone's getting excited again. It does turn you on." She starts to stroke my rapidly hardening manhood. I couldn't believe this was happening. Either that we were talking about this or that I was getting hard again this fast!

With the ice broken I press on. "I thought...mmmm...I though maybe we could...look at spicing things up. Try some new things."

Her hand strokes faster and her grip gradually tightens. "What are you suggesting?"

"Uhhmmm..." I hadn't even had time to form an answer when she tries to read my mind.

"You want me to sleep with other men, don't you?"

My eyes widen and my cock swells to its full "five feeble scrawny inches". Despite cumming just minutes ago I was as hard as I'd ever been in my life. That wasn't AT ALL what I had been about to suggest. I was going to say we start messing around with light bdsm and maybe some toys. Thinking about her with other men was fun and arousing but actually bringing another person into our sex life hadn't even crossed my mind. But the thought of it...

"Ohhhhhhhh!" I moan loudly.

"You want me to FUCK other men, don't you?" She prods. "Your hard little pecker tells me you do. I want to hear it."

Little pecker!? Ohhhh fuck that was hot! "Uhhhnnngg!" I groan uncontrollably.

"Say it. It's okay baby. Say it. I want to hear the words."

I had no time to think about it and at that moment my thoughts were anything but clear and rational. "I want...I want..."

"Say it baby. Tell me your heart's desire." Her hand had now settled into a firm hard rhythm up and down my cock. I wasn't going to last long if she kept this up. "Sayyy it!" She whispers in a hiss with a huge smile on her face.

"Rebeccaaaa."

"You want me to fuck other men. Like the men in those letters. Men who know how to fuck." She pauses a heartbeat before she says. "Men with BIG...HARD...COCKS fucking your wife better than you ever could."

"YESSSS!" My body writhes back and I blast a copious load of warm nut up onto my stomach. Her tightly gripped hand continues to stroke me as my dick throbs through the second orgasm in the past five minutes. "Fuuuuuck yessssss!" I growl as her hand milks me dry.