Concentrating On Cumming

I moan and tremble. Concentrating on my fingers. Concentrating on his cock. Concentrating on the rhythm and that pressure building up in me, I try to rush towards it, betting on a change of our circumstances.

I know that when I cum my whole body will tense and I know how he reacted when I tensed earlier. I'm betting that he's just about as close as I am, and that me cumming while I'm wrapped around his cock will be too much for him to bear.

He's strong, but he's weak in one way. Weak with his need for me and I think that me cumming on him will be enough to push him over his own edge in turn. He'll stumble and fall, spilling his warmth and sparing me all at the same time.

Because he's building now and I know what he's building to. He's going to make the offer. I'm not going to deny him. And then the last of the cards will fall and along with them my fate will be secured.

As his.

"It'll be close. It might even be good. But in the back of your mind, if you cum right now, you'll still need more.

"You've got an addiction right now, but I can solve it for you, baby. I can give you what you're looking for. I can give you the kind of climax that you'll never forget, the kind that will stand at a pinnacle.

"But only if you give me what I want. The only way I can make you cum, definitively, is with my cock in your tight little cunt. The only way I can redefine you is to break you, to pop that sweet little cherry and make you mine.

"You want to cum? You want to cum harder than you've ever cum before?"

I don't mean to. I don't intend to. I know that it's the wrong thing to do.

But still I wail, "I do!"

"You're not going to get it without my cock inside you properly. You're not going to get it until you get fucked right."

Gasping and breathing heavily I try once more. I push my fingers into me and I focus on him pulsing so deep within me. I clench my eyes shut and I play make believe, pretending that it's all the real thing.

And it's not enough.

Still my climax remains stubbornly just out of reach, and even when it comes close I can sense the width and breadth of it and I know that he's right.

It's not enough. It'll be good, maybe even great, but not enough.

Never enough.

Not without giving him everything.

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