Charity’s Choice

A moan escaped from my lips despite my best efforts to hold it back as Lilly moved the peg one notch forward and the tip of the dildo slid back into me. I struggled to remain still, and after a moment, succeeded. I was almost glad of my bonds just then, they prevented me from wiggling up and down on the shaft of the dildo, something I desperately wanted to do, to feel its huge form moving in and out of me. I felt myself wiggle again as my mind drifted back to memories of masturbating with its thick, black length as I imagined… imagined terrible things…

“You’ve lost concentration again,” Lilly’s wooden spoon came down with a wet smack, gently, over the top of my pussy. Fire roared to life and I screamed in pain and pleasure but managed to hold myself stead as my body shuddered. Then Lilly brought over a chair and sat down next to my head, staring at me intently.

“It burns…” I whimpered, “so much…”

She nodded, “tell me, Sister Charity,” she ran the tip of the spoon in slow circles around my stomach and I whimpered but still managed to hold steady. “What were you imagining, just now? Why did you lose concentration?” she pressed the tip of the spoon painfully down on my stomach for a moment. “Don’t lie, if you do I’ll know.”

I swallowed, turning away from her, unable to meet her eyes as I spoke in a very small voice, “I was remembering when I… masturbated…”

A sharp pain sting my cheek as Lilly whacked my face with the spoon. “Liar,” she said simply, “you weren’t just remembering masturbating, you wouldn’t get off on thoughts about yourself sitting in your sins. If you do you’re far too far gone to be saved I think. So,” she used the tip of the spoon to turn my head around to face her. “What fantasy had you dreamed up as you sat there, in your sin, playing with yourself like a wanton whore?”

I was silent for a long moment, tears brimming in my eyes as the shame filled me.

“Confess,” Lilly warned, and with a sense of horror I felt her loosen my bonds so I could move my arms. Now my own weight pressed me against the dildo and I had to grip the pegs my arms had been bound to in order to keep from sinking further down on its slick, black length.

“Tell me the truth, confess, Sister Charity, and let go of your hidden sins, only then can the goddess cleanse you, only then can you free yourself through her power.”

I nodded once, gritting my teeth as the dildo now moved around inside me with every breath I took, just barely twitching as I struggled to hold myself perfectly still. Then I opened my mouth and began to share my darkest secret…

“A few months ago, … I found a book, hidden in Sister Fiona’s room…” I swallowed, “it was a… romance… fantasy… but also not, it was… evil.. I… I read it… that’s when I masturbated for the first time…”

I felt Lilly begin to run the smooth end of the spoon in slow circles around my breasts and I bit my lip to keep in control of my body.

“Tell me about it, confess, Sister Charity. What was your interaction with the book? What was your sin?” Lilly smiled down at me, “what did you imagine?”