Big Siscon Lust

"Um, more like love as in, 'I lust after my big sister and will do whatever she wants to have her fuck my brains out over and over again.'"

You sat there with your mouth wide open in shock. You knew that Catherine wasn't so pure as to not being willing to swear, but you'd never seen her be so vulgar. Plus, from the way she acted to you walking naked in your room, you thought that she didn't have lewd thoughts like that often.

"Ooooookay. I think that needs to be expanded upon. Care to elaborate as to how this love came to be?"

Catherine started to sniffle and looked at you with a mix of fear and love.

"Because of everyone that I've known, you've never once tried to make me feel like a nobody. I know that mom and dad love me and don't care about my-" She motion at her groin. "-physiology, but dad still acts like I'm his little princess that needs to be protected from the evil of the world, and mom has never been willing to admit how my condition goes against everything that her preacher talks about when comes to 'abominations' like me. That's actually why she's starting to be willing to mend her relationship with lately. In the preacher's last sermon, he talked about how hermaphrodites are the product of the devil and soulless nightmares that must be corrected and fixed. After mom heard that, she realized that that was the same sort of speech that she'd been giving to you when you came out of the closet. She-Nikki, your hands!!!"

You looked down and saw that your fist were clenched so hard, that you had begun to draw blood. After grabbing a towel and wrapping your hands to clean them, you went back over to the bed.

"I'm sorry. It's just the way that preacher talked about people like you. He should be glad I wasn't there. Anyways, what does all this have to do with-you know."

"Right. Mom does love me and wants to support me, but I could always tell that there was some part of her love that she wasn't able to give until now. Except, throughout our childhood, you saw the whole me and loved and cared about me. You even tried to help me to be strong like you."

"Yeah. I knew that I wouldn't always be there to protect you and neither would dad. I just wanted you to know that you were wonderful and not at all what those bullies called you."

"*blush* I know, but that's the thing. I could never see it myself. You tried to hard to help me see what you saw, but all I could see was a girl too scared to let the world know who the real her was. Not just who I was on the inside,-" She pulled down her shorts a little bit to show her cock. "-but who I was on the outside. That's why I could never gather the never to go out with any guy. I was afraid that they would look at me with disgust if they knew that I was a hermaphrodite. And I'm not actually attracted to other girls. In fact, the only girl that has ever caught my heart was you. You knew that I was a hermaphrodite, and that I was introverted, and still loved me with all your heart."

You sighed as you saw just how much Catherine's body had caused her to be afraid of the world. It would only make sense that she would lock onto the only person that never judged her or tried to isolate, while only loving, her from the world. You got off the chair and sat down beside her. When you placed a comforting hand on her shoulder, you saw her body begin to untense.

"So when do you think that you started to fall in love with me?"

"I guess that it was after you told me you were gay. When you first told me, you seemed to be afraid to be willing to admit it, but, after you told me, you gained the courage to tell the rest of the world. Seeing the unbridled courage just filled me with awe. In fact, you told me, at the time, that maybe I should tell the world about me being intersex. That way, I could be free of the fear I had. Unfortunately, I just couldn't, but the beacon you shined never dimmed for me and I've been reaching for that light since. It may have started as hero worship, but, now, I know that I'm madly in love with you. I have to be with you. That's why I applied to come study here. I hoped that somehow I could have you love me like I love you or maybe get the courage to tell you. I guess that's too late now."

"Obviously. Do mom and dad know?"

Catherine laughed and looked at you smiling.

"Are you kidding? Dad would have locked me in my room until the end of time, if he knew I had sexual thought about my big sister. And mom would have a stroke. If there's something that most people agree on, it's that **** is wrong. On a certain level, I understand why people say that. Still, I know I love you as more than my big sister and will do anything to stay by your side. So, now you know everything. As my big sister, what's you opinion on me now?"

You could see that, while she looked like she was putting on a strong front, for the first time, deep within her eyes, you could still see the scared little girl you'd protected all these years. The only difference now is that you now knew a secret that not even you knew all these years. And now, you needed to answer her question.

Honestly, how you answered her would change everything between you two. What sort of answer was the right answer? At your core, you knew what it was.