An awkward dinner with Millie

I go to my room, and part of me is thinking that maybe I should just pretend to be sick so that I don't have to go outside and sit across the table from her over dinner, but I dismiss this idea as that will just make it worse as I am here for the rest of the summer and I cannot hide from her for all that time.

A little over an hour passes, and then I hear a knock on my door and Millie's voice saying:

"Dinner."

I stall for about a minute, and it is with a lot of apprehension I walk down the hallway towards the living room area.

Millie has set the kitchen table quite simply, and dinner looks to be a simple beef and vegetable stew with potatoes. She tries to smile and keep a straight face, but I can sense that she is feeling awkward as well.

We sit down, start to eat, and have a strained conversation about the cabin and the area. Millie has poured herself some white wine, but does not offer me any, being a bit strict since I am 18 now, so almost 21 I think to myself.

We finish dinner, and Millie looks like she is thinking about something, so for a few seconds she sits there, gently biting her lips, then she says:

"Matt, do you have fantasies about me?"

An awkward second ticks by, then she says:

"I mean, the type of fantasies where you are fucking me."

Millie is looking straight in my eyes and takes a sip of wine, waiting for me to reply.