A Life Without Regret

Cameron woke up before Felix. It was 6:00, and while they were sore, Cammy knew they weren't going to be as sore as him. The male side of Cameron felt weird, because he was experiencing sex as a woman. Girlfriends had told him about it before, but to actually be the one penetrated, to experience every sensation of a dick inside of her? That was different. Both sides of Cameron that what they done the prior night had crossed some kind of boundary, but not in a bad way. It was to the point that when they turned and saw Vizrokoth, they weren't surprised.

"I'm so proud of you Cammy," Vizrokoth said, without a single trace of irony, or falsehood. "And not just because you took Felix's virginity, but because you got Cameron to like your presence."

That statement caused Cameron to rise until they were sitting up and faced Vizrokoth, naked. They had learned the demon's true name because they had earned her trust, and also because on some level, both sides of Cameron trusted the demon. "It's easy to get someone who hates themselves to see your view of things."

The words from Cammy stung, despite not having an iota of malice. The male side of Cameron had grown to hate themselves ever since they had to deal with Austin White. His father had first told him that his success came from hardwork, but even as a child Cameron knew that was bullshit. When he got older, he thought it had been because his father could manipulate the people around him, and so chose to follow in his father's footsteps. He joined a fraternity despite hating everyone it because so many of them were rich, dated a girl he didn't even like so as to please her rich father, majored in business despite finding it a bore so as to be rich, and so on. What he had realized upon actually having to deal with his father in Harem Hotel was that he was emulating a narcissistic black hole that abused those around them. His father had shown himself to be absolutely useless and incapable of surviving when outside of the web of manipulation he had built. That realization had shattered him, on such a level, that he regretted most of his life now before being on Harem Hotel.

"Cameron, I'm going to ask you something very important," Vizrokoth said before switching to ordering the other half of Cameron. "Cammy, he needs to be present for this, so please bring him up."

That statement **** the male side of Cameron to the surface, and Cammy let him control their body long enough to be present for Vizrokoth. "Cameron, if I gave you the choice of splitting from Cammy, to be in your own body, or fusing with Cammy, to be forever joined, what would you choose?"

"I... need to know more than that." Cameron's voice came out halting, but then focused.

"Of course you do," Vizrokoth answered in a tone that continued to be sincere. "Regardless of the outcome, Cammy's memories would become the true memories, not yours. I've already worked it out with my producer."

Producer? They knew they were on a reality TV show, but if Vizrokoth had brought the term up before, neither side of Cameron remembered it. Before they could ask anything about it, the demon continued.

"In addition, regardless of what you choose, neither you or Cammy will ever have to fear aging or disease," Vizrokoth whispered while she started to stroke Cameron's hair. "Your health will be perfect until... well, if **** ever takes you, which I assure you will not be for a very long time if it ever happens. Now, with all that in mind, let me lay out the actual choice before you."

Both sides of Cameron were in awe at the prize already. Time was the most valuable resource, so not aging meant having a virtually limitless amount of the most precious thing a human could have. The thing most humans didn't have anywhere near enough of. The immunity to disease meant that in a peaceful country, they could live for eternity, and the health they would have would mean it would be a very pleasurable eternity. This was amazing already, and it sounded like there was even more on the way.

"If you choose to be split, Cammy will go on to have some benefits specific to when you're in Harem Hotel, and are with the master," Vizrokoth said. "You would be given a new body, and wouldn't be Cameron anymore, while starting with 50 VP, so you could reach 100 VP with the master in due course. I should warn you though that you wouldn't be able to gain VP from any of the activities that Cammy did with him."

"And what happens under the other option?" The male side of Cameron asked, careful to hide their intentions.

Paisley was so jealous that it become rage at what she was seeing in her while watching the latest live episode of Bunkered Together. A contestant had gotten to 100 VP, and sure, that was because Vizrokoth had inflated the usual scoring, but she couldn't blame the host for that. She had added inflated scoring to other seasons after all. This season, Bunkered Together, had in less than two weeks reached a massive milestone...

...and one that she had utterly failed to reach with any of the contestants in Bros to Babes. Paisley had hoped to cut the season short by having a contestant race to 100 VP, and in the process, lead the harem to a somewhat happy ending. She had tried everything to get it there, whether it be some inflated scoring, additional opportunities to gain VP outside of the usual ones, and even transforming the master to make it easier. Despite all of that, despite all of her experience as an assistant across dozens of seasons, and despite trying everything to get the show on course, she failed. She had to beg the producer to give the contestant closest to 100 VP the wish out of pity when they were wrapping up the season.

So she sobbed, wailing about the unfairness of it all like a child. Paisley liked to think of herself as a woman who could control her emotions, but now she couldn't. She could only calm herself down by vowing to look for every possible reason this was done too early. Even if she was wrong, she was going to find out how this upstart freelancer had somehow pulled this off when she hadn't been able to do it herself...

Vizrokoth was overjoyed by this meeting, and every aspect of it. One of her own creations, Cammy, had excelled to the point that the human she had been fused with, Cameron, was willing to be merged with her. But, the demon had to be careful, and not get too excited. Still, it was hard to do that when her skill at transformation had succeeded on this level.

"If you choose to merge with Cammy, you won't lose yourself Cameron," Vizrokoth said. "You'll fuse with Cammy, to the point where it would be like you were never separate people. Her memories will become yours, whereas your memories will be like a dream. You'll be to recall some important ones, and the most pleasurable ones, but most, especially those that cause you regret, those will fade."

In that moment Cameron cried. A genuine sob that Vizrokoth could tell was a mixture of guilt and relief. "Please fuse me. I... I've made mistakes, with people beyond Felix. If you're going to wipe all that away, I don't want to remember them either."

"Of course dear." Vizrokoth brought Cameron into a hug that gave her the reward of 100 VP. The demon hadn't been lying, as neither Cammy or the male side of Cameron would experience this as ****, as loss, or anything like that. Human personalities were more multi-faceted than they gave themselves credit for, and often, who a person was changed radically depending on who they were with. All of it meant that Cameron and Cammy could share a personality, to be one person, without any kind of **** of consciousness or similar.

When Vizrokoth released Cameron, she could see the facial expressions of both former personalities play out on their face. And when she spoke...

"I wish I could say your name," Cameron said. "Not to harm you, but..."

"I know," Vizrokoth answered by holding Cameron again. "Don't worry about going back to your own room, you live in the master suite now. You will never be severed from Felix, not until ****, and that will be a very, very long time from now."

Cameron hugged the demon back hearing that. "For now, I'll be Cammy. Cameron will always be with me but..."

"I know," Vizrokoth said while continuing to hug her, "I know. I'll make sure to update everything. You'll find out how the merger works on your own."

There were still things to explain but Cammy could learn that later. This moment was about her victory, her overcoming of a very difficult challenge.

Felix woke up to a kiss. In that moment, he realized that his life was now very different. He could remember a life with Cammy, and it was far better. A life where he never got into a stupid fight with Hughes, where he learned how to be a much better friend to those around him, and where, when he turned 18, Cammy had raced over from college to take his virginity that day. He cried, not tears of sadness, but of joy, as for the most part, every awful thing that had happened in his life was gone.

"Cammy?" He asked, and saw her.

"Yeah," Cammy replied. "Cameron is also here but... I'll explain that later. Best part is, I don't have to leave today. Or ever again really."

Cammy brought Felix back into a kiss which he eagerly reciprocated. While they would both, at some point, have to leave the master suite, they could enjoy this moment together. They had both won a far, far better past, and that made the present so much sweeter. Even if they were still in a bunker, controlled by a demon that could warp their very bodies, minds, and souls, they could be happy. In fact in that moment, for the first time, he was glad to have his life altered. The memories of his life with Cameron were fading fast, and he would not miss them.

"Lets go see the others." Cammy said as she got out of bed.

There was a closet in the master suite again, but it only had Cammy's clothes in it. Yesterday, that would've infuriated him, as it was like the show was rubbing in that he didn't get to wear clothes anymore. But now he didn't care, he was too busy watching his girlfriend get dressed. She hummed to herself while putting on booty shorts and a small tank top that left her midriff very exposed. He knew that she hadn't even existed before this week, once, but that had all changed for the better.

"I know we have longer but I feel like I won everything I could want already." Felix said.

"Oh, don't be so quick to settle for just one woman," Cammy said while getting her shirt on. "I want to fuck you in front of other girls after all."

When she turned to face him, she had a very sultry, lustful grin, and Felix remembered another thing that was amazing about Cammy: She was a massive pervert in the best of ways. With his new memories, it was like he knew more about sex because all of her constant dirty humor, research they had done together, and the wild stuff she would do with him whenever she was home from college taught him so much.

"I just don't know how this can get better." Felix said while walking out of the master suite and to the mess hall with Cammy...