[Side Story] Alesia’s Opportunity

After Earnest-in-Rosalind left the room, Alesia was left alone with Coltia. Even though she got to know her in the past few days, she still felt like a kitten sitting next to a tiger. Alesia didn’t know what it was, but she got some sort of feeling from Coltia, like she was hiding some very sharp claws from them. With the departure of Earnest, at least his mind, Alesia’s wariness for Coltia was particularly sensitive.

Coltia got up off of the bed, and gave Alesia a sideways glance with a slight smile. She started to speak as she left the room.

“These doors lock from the inside. You’d better stay with Earnest’s body, just to keep it safe~”

Coltia exited the room and closed the door behind her, leaving Alesia alone. Well, she wasn’t completely alone. Sure, she didn’t have anyone to talk to, but Earnest’s **** body was alive and well right behind her. She turned around as she sat on the bed, looking at his face. It looked just like he was sleeping, but she knew that there was no chance of him waking up anytime soon.

Alesia felt the pull of her desires, and was fully aware that she was going to have to make a moral decision for herself. She looked over Earnest, from the tranquil expression on his face to the rise and fall of his chest as he slowly breathed. His muscular, thick arms were laid next to his chest. Her gaze wandered downwards as she looked at the spot between his legs. Alesia swallowed audibly. She didn’t realize that she was practically watering at the mouth. She pushed her large round glasses back into place as she made her decision. It wasn’t like she was hurting anyone right? This was her chance to satisfy some of her curiosities and some of her fantasies. She could play with Earnest all she wanted tonight. Alesia got up off of the bed, walked to the door, and locked it.

She turned back and looked at the helpless hunk laying in the bed. Her eyes were fixated on Earnest, like a cat getting ready to pounce on a mouse. In her overly focused state, she neglected to pay attention to her feet, which caught an uneven floorboard. She tripped forwards, stumbling but managing to keep herself from falling flat on her face. The sudden feeling of falling instantly sobered her up, yanking her out of her almost **** state. She stood up straight and pushed her glasses up again as her heart pounded hard in her chest from both her previous excitement and her recent shock. She took a few moments standing still to recompose herself.

Was she really going to take advantage of Earnest like this? She was starting to have doubts now. Just earlier, when she was more… excited she didn’t think much about it, but now that she had a chance to think more, she wasn’t sure of herself. She felt like taking advantage of Earnest would feel… bad once it was over. Maybe she could have done it when they first met, when she only wanted him for his body, but they had gotten to know each other on a more personal level. If she let herself loose on him, once the heat died down and she had satisfied her own desires, she was sure that guilt would start creeping in. She was sure that every time she looked at Earnest afterwards, she would remember her sin. Sure, that might excite her lower half, but it would certainly pain her heart to know that she betrayed him like this.

Alesia’s resolve had faltered, and she wasn’t sure she could make her fantasies reality. She looked over Earnest again. His body was right here, this might be her only chance if he left her in the dust for Rosalind. No, while doing nothing would be a waste of this opportunity, and fulfilling her desires would be too much, there must surely be a middle path. She took some time to consider what would be acceptable, and settled on taking a good night kiss from him and sleeping next to him. That much would provide Alesia with enough, she decided.

With her mind made up, she approached Earnest and began to undress him. She reasoned for herself that this was just necessary for sleeping. No one would want to bring the day’s dust and sweat along with them to the next morning. It turned out to be a bit of a chore, since the unmoving body couldn’t help her out, but she still felt her excitement rise as she pulled at the clothing and lifted his limbs. He was covered in dust and dirt from brawling with Rosalind earlier in the day, and some of that filth had fallen upon the bed as well, but there was little Alesia could do about it, so she put it out of her mind. Right now, there was only one person she could focus on.

She removed all the layers on his upper body, pausing to admire his bare chest and arms. She ran her hands over his muscles, enjoying the feeling as much as she could without losing control of herself. She touched, rubbed, and groped whatever caught her attention and curiosity. After she pinched his nipples and satisfied her curiosity on the difference between male and female ones, she turned her attention to his lower body which was still clothed. It wouldn’t do to stop half way, so she removed his footwear and belt. She paused once his pants were the only visible article of clothing left. She brought both hands up to her face to lightly slap her cheeks. She reminded herself of her decision. “Control. Don’t do anything you’ll regret.”

She undid his pants and slid them down his legs. As it was being revealed, Alesia couldn’t help but stare intensely at his underwear and what was giving it its shape. With less clothing, Earnest’s, uh, private area was more clearly defined, more than she had seen before. She kept her hands moving and finished removing his pants. She stood still and drank the sight in. She drank more and more, but only felt thirst growing within her. She jerked her head to the side and tore her eyes away from the marvel, knowing that any more would be dangerous to her past promise to herself. Earnest wasn’t just the most attractive man Alesia had met since she had left home, but also the first that she had seen in such an undressed state, such a **** state.

She turned her back to him, intentionally depriving herself of what she wanted. “Control. Come on Alesia, you can do this!” She started to undress herself, preparing to end the all too eventful day. She quickly disrobed herself, stopping at her own underwear. Earnest wasn’t naked, so there would still be cloth between all the important parts right? Alesia undid her underwear and dropped it in the pile of her clothes. She stood there nude, and turned around to look at Earnest once again. There he was, not having moved a single inch since she had undressed him. His body was truly in her control. She could do whatever she wanted with him, but Alesia couldn’t allow herself to do everything she wanted.

Alesia delicatedly approached Earnest, stopping at the side of the bed where his head lay. She looked at his face, but focussed especially on his lips. He still had some smudges of dirt and dust on his face. Alesia reached out with a gentle hand and wiped away what she could. She then brought her hand to the side of his face, resting her palm on his cheek. It was time to fulfill one of her wishes. She lowered herself and brought her face closer to his. Closer and closer as her heart pounded harder and harder. She was only an inch away. She closed her eyes and kept moving until she felt their soft lips touch each other. She held herself there, enjoying the soft sensation that enveloped her mind. She could perceive nothing but the feeling of Earnest’s lips upon her own. It was pure bliss, pure pleasure. Her mind was in a state of total shock as she could only process the amazing feeling that Earnest’s kiss was giving her. Even though her mind was frozen, her body seemed to know that the kiss had gone on long enough, and moved automatically. She separated herself from Earnest, pulling back and breaking contact.

She blinked a few times, almost in disbelief of what she actually did. She was surprised how much a kiss had just… impacted her. She had fantasized of going much farther with Earnest, but just this much was already… so much, almost too much. She almost felt like her early self was foolish, trying to rush things as fast as possible for the most satisfaction as quickly as she could get it. Past Alesia, pre-kiss Alesia didn’t know how a mere kiss could fill her thoughts so totally. Current Alesia, post-kiss, was almost afraid of how her past fantasies would feel now. If she got so much out of a kiss, what would the other stuff feel like? Would her mind be able to handle it?

The candle light flickered, catching Alesia’s attention. It reminded Alesia that it was indeed time to rest. The day had been long after all, not just for Earnest in both bodies, but for her as well. She used perhaps the last of her strength to roll Earnest onto his side. She went to the candle and extinguished it, leaving only the dim light of the moon in their room. She went back to Earnest’s bedside, and climbed in beside him. She positioned her own naked body like Earnest’s and fit into the space in front of him. She moved back until she felt warm skin touch her back and legs. She searched for his arm and brought it up and over her side, creating a warm embrace that surrounded her. She reveled in the feeling, enjoying the feeling of warmth that they shared. She closed her eyes and felt… peaceful. Not just peaceful, she felt safe and comfortable in the embrace. She drifted off into a pleasant sleep and dreamed of an idyllic future with Earnest.