[Pink Classic] Extracurricular Activity

This was emasculating. Here I was, on my knees, in between this man's legs, my head bobbing up and down, his cock entering and exiting my mouth. Don't get me wrong, I chose this pastime. Yes, I get paid for my services, but it by no means I'm humbling myself in the worst possible way. I enjoy what I do in my spare time. There's just one reason why if feels like I'm dreading my time in such a position. But, don't let me get ahead of myself.

My name is Charles, but that's the name I go by at my day job. While I'm in this body, manifested due to the X-Change Classic pill I take before every session, I go by the name of Charlene. I didn't decide to exchange sexual favors for money because of the money. My day job pays enough for me to live a comfortable, middle-class life. I wasn't looking for another source of income. I simply enjoy becoming Charlene from time to time for the excitement involved. I'm no virgin, but I'm no slut either. Getting paid for my services is simply a way for me to maintain a balance between work and pleasure.

If I enjoy becoming Charlene, then why am I dreading my time with this man, whose cock is currently occupying my mouth?