(im)plausible deniability

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SP had changed me. Of course it had, that's what it does. But it had changed me more than I expected, more than I realised, more than I was and still am willing to accept.

I have this amazing group of friends and before SP I was fwb with two of the girls in that group. I was still very attracted to them after SP was done with me. I thought I was 100% lesbian after SP. Every person I was attracted to and every person I hooked up with was a beautiful woman. But as time went on it started to become harder and harder for me to climax while having sex with a woman. Which surprised, confused and frustrated me. I slowly became a more grumpy person and got a shorter fuse. One thing I had not noticed myself is that in porn and even in threesomes I was paying more attention to the cocks than I used to. A lot more attention. I didn't feel attracted to men, but I sure did desire dicks.

My fwb's did notice all of this much sooner than I did. They subtly teased me with aspects of my new self I did not yet know or accept and would watch porn with me that had one or more big thick beautiful cocks in it that got more than a little focus from the camera and make sure that I saw them. Then one day after I'd been complaining about not being able to cum with them and other women, they arranged a surprise for me.

I was blindfolded and had earplug put in. I was told they woul doubleteam me with their strapons. Instead they tricked me and sent two guys from our friendgroup in to fuck me, telling them to stay quiet unless they were 127% certain I had figured out I was being dicked down by real dicks and not strapons.
Having their thick throbbing cocks inside my hungry holes was a mind shattering eye opening experience of unimaginable pleasure. I orgasmed harder than ever before and cummed my brains out. I should have figured the trick out immediately and some deep buried part of me probably did, but my conscious mind did not. I thanked the girls for helping me and a few weeks later asked them to set up the same thing again, which they did after smirking at me and giggling between them. That time I very much suspected what was going on but did not want to accept that this felt so so so much better to me than sex with women and suppressed that thought. The third time I was fucked like this I could no longer pretend that I was not having sex with men and enjoying it. But I loved the whole setup and scenario so I pretended that I was still being tricked. I would rather have my friends think that I am oddly oblivious and enjoy their dicks than fully accept that I'm into men now and have everyone know that.