"I want to be obedient and submissive."

You've always wanted to take orders from others, haven't you?

You've always wanted to be submissive and let others who are more confident and in control tell you what to do, isn't that right?

You think of being in that sub space, where you are the helper, the servant, the maid, the one who is always serving others who know what they want and know how to take it.

And you feel that's what you deserve, isn't it? That their confidence gives them the right to tell you what to do. That your place is under them.

Isn't this why you're a paralegal, after all, and not an actual lawyer? It's because you realize that all of those self-confident, law-degree lawyers... they really are better than you, aren't they? They deserve to have someone like you to serve them, don't they?

You are humble and submissive. You are a good, obedient woman who lives to take orders and to serve others.