"I want men to use me for their pleasure."

You squirm the most as you say this phrase - for it is the hardest for you to accept (even with your horniness level at {stimulation}%!!).

You floated along in college without much direction, but you always thought that someday, probably, you would eventually have some sort of career and direction and independence... right?

And the thought of you giving up your freedom, your own motivations and goals, your own future... giving up all that and devoting yourself to the pleasure of men, for them to use your body for their pleasure...

Imagine... you dress as sexy and feminine for them as you can -- to please the men.

Imagine... you make yourself available in all possible ways for their sexual pleasure...

Imagine... you broadcast to them that you are always available and will always say 'Yes'...

"Yes, please use me for your pleasure," the words go through your head, unbidden and unstoppable, "I am dressing like a slut so that you can use me like a slut, let me caress and love and suck and worship your hard cock because my entire goal in life is to be used for your pleasure... please use me... take your pleasure with me... in any way that you want..."

Oh god... what is happening to you!! How deep are you going into this? Will you ever be able to crawl back up and have a normal life again once this is over?