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and watch a lot of heterosexual porn videos. This is back when porn was much harder to come by and came on Vhs and Beta videotapes. I remember as a teenager seeing my first all-guy gay porn clip. It was at the end of another videotape, as some kind of advertisement, I guess. I remember being so turned on, watching those guys together sucking and fucking, that my little cock almost ripped through my jeans. But I was also feeling really confused and kind of guilty about enjoying it. I didn't know or even understand my reactions, but the seeds of experimentation had been sown, and they stuck with me as I grew older. Afterward, when I watched straight heterosexual porn, I realized that what I was fantasizing about, more often than not, was the woman in the scene