Shadow of Secrets

Darklight City had always been a contradiction, a place where light and shadow danced together but never merged. The streetlamps burned with a tired orange glow, their halos bleeding weakly into the fog that rolled in from the river. For every circle of illumination there were tenfold more stretches of black, alleys where shadows huddled like conspirators, whispering secrets. Crime didn’t hide here—it strutted brazenly through the boulevards, wrapped in leather and steel, laughing with broken teeth.

It was the kind of city where a gunshot was less alarming than silence. A scream of terror from a distant street could be ignored like thunder. The laughter of gangs echoing in concrete tunnels was as ordinary as birdsong in other towns. Women unlucky enough to stumble into the wrong alley became little more than meat for the night, their cries smothered by the iron rhythm of boots and jeers. And when dawn arrived, no one asked questions. The city simply devoured, and then carried on.

This was where heroes had once patrolled, when the League still seemed larger than life. Costumed sentinels had walked these rooftops, powers flashing like divine wrath, inspiring awe and trembling fear. Now they were a dwindling memory—names crossed out in the news ticker, their capes found shredded in gutters.

Erik sat on the couch in his dim apartment, transfixed by the blue glow of the television. The room was quiet except for the news reporter’s voice, a solemn monotone struggling to sound authoritative.

“Yet another super-heroine goes missing,” she announced, her lips pinched as if she were swallowing the words. “Authorities have launched an investigation into the recent string of disappearances.”

The screen cut to shaky footage: the badge of Darklight’s Special Crimes Unit gleaming in floodlight, a line of tired cops hauling caution tape across a rain-slicked street. Then to the stony, unyielding face of Detective Thompson. His jaw was carved granite, eyes shadowed but burning with a stubborn defiance.

“Detective Thompson will be leading the case,” the reporter continued. “He has made a name for himself confronting corruption at the highest levels. Many see him as the only man capable of cutting through the rot and getting answers.”

Erik leaned closer, his fingers tightening on the couch’s threadbare fabric. The report was brief, clinical, then it was gone—replaced by sports scores and weather alerts—but the weight of it lingered.

Four heroines this month. Four women who had once flown through the sky or bent steel with their bare hands… vanished. No ransom notes, no triumphant villain monologues broadcast on hacked frequencies. Just absence.

The League’s remaining members had grown harsher in response. The news feeds showed them battering small-time thieves half to ****, cracking skulls on cracked pavement. There was desperation in their movements, frustration leaking through their supposed nobility. Heroes weren’t meant to be helpless. But they were. And that helplessness was spreading.

Erik exhaled slowly, his chest tight with unease. His mind, inevitably, went to his mother.

Eva. Working late hours now, always at that damned club. He hated it, hated Jax, hated the way the whole city seemed to swallow her in when she walked out at night. He had tried not to show his worry, but the fear clung to him like sweat. If super-heroines with godlike powers could vanish without a trace, what chance did an ordinary woman have?

He almost laughed at the irony. His mother wasn’t weak—she had grit, a presence that commanded attention even when she was just pouring coffee in the kitchen. But still, she wasn’t a hero.

He shifted uncomfortably, reminding himself of the one silver lining. As much as he despised Jax—sleazy nightclub owner, predator wrapped in silk shirts—there was some small reassurance in knowing the man had connections. Criminals respected him, feared him. If anyone could walk Eva home through Darklight’s alleys and guarantee her safety, it was him.

Still, the thought curdled in Erik’s stomach.

He tossed the remote onto the couch, the plastic clattering against cushions. The television winked into silence, leaving the apartment hushed but for the faint hum of the city outside. He looked at the clock. Late, but not late enough yet.

Plenty of time before she came home. Plenty of time to imagine scenarios he didn’t want to imagine—muggers with knives, vans with blacked-out windows, police finding her shoes in an alley. He pushed them down, tried to breathe.

He loved her. She loved him. They both worried over each other, like mirrors of the same fear. But there was always that difference—he didn’t know what she hid beneath the loose floorboards of her bedroom. The secret life she had buried deep, even from him.

He stood, restless, pacing the small living room, trying to shake the image of Detective Thompson’s grim face on the television. Outside, Darklight City pulsed and bled, neon flickering over cracked pavement, a beast that never slept. And Erik wondered if tonight, like so many nights before, it would try to swallow the only person who mattered to him.

The apartment felt emptier without her. Erik wandered from room to room, restless energy making his footsteps sound too loud in the silence. The faint hum of the refrigerator, the tick of the clock on the wall, the muffled hiss of rain against the window—every sound reminded him she wasn’t there yet.

He leaned on the windowsill, staring out into the alley below. Neon from a liquor store sign pulsed like a wounded heartbeat across the wet asphalt. A pair of men stood huddled near the dumpster, their shoulders twitching, their heads dipping back in quick spasms. Junkies. They were everywhere now, feeding off whatever new poison was being pushed on the streets. Erik closed the blinds, unwilling to keep looking.

His gaze landed on the framed photograph on the shelf by the TV. It was old, from when he was maybe ten—Eva smiling, her arm around him, both of them squinting against the sun at some long-forgotten carnival. Back then she hadn’t worked nights. Back then she’d seemed untouchable.

Now she spent her evenings in Jax’s club, a den of smoke and noise where men pawed at women in skimpy outfits while dirty money flowed like liquor. She’d never admitted much about what went on behind those doors, but Erik didn’t need details. He could imagine. And he hated it. Hated Jax more than he could put into words.

There was a time he’d tried to confront her about it. Told her he didn’t trust the man. That Jax was dangerous. She’d just smiled that weary smile of hers, the one that said she had already fought the argument in her own head a hundred times. “Don’t worry so much,” she’d told him. “I can take care of myself.”

But worry was all Erik seemed capable of these days.

He dropped back onto the couch, running a hand through his hair. His thoughts spiraled the way they always did when the night grew long. If the streets weren’t safe for heroes with powers—women who could throw cars, shatter concrete, heal bullet wounds—then what chance did Eva have? She was strong, yes, stronger than most women her age, but she wasn’t that. At least not as far as he knew.

Sometimes, late at night, Erik let himself imagine. He pictured himself different—suited in armor of his own design, wielding gadgets he could build from scratch. He’d always been good with tech, tinkering with old circuits and salvaged electronics until they obeyed him. In another life he could have been one of them, a masked crusader cutting through Darklight’s rot. Maybe then he could protect her the way she deserved.

Instead he was just… Erik. Eighteen, no powers, stuck in an apartment waiting for a mother who worked too hard and trusted the wrong man.

His eyes drifted toward her bedroom door. Closed, as always. He knew better than to go inside. She valued her privacy fiercely. But curiosity gnawed at him. Ever since he was a boy, he’d sensed something just beneath the surface with her. The way she sometimes stared out windows as if she were listening to something he couldn’t hear. The way she seemed to heal from little injuries too quickly. The way her eyes went hard when anyone mentioned the League.

And then there was the loose floorboard.

He’d discovered it years ago, chasing a dropped pen that had rolled across her room. The board near her dresser shifted under his fingers. He’d pried at it once, only a little, just enough to see darkness beneath. He hadn’t dared pull it up. He told himself it was respect. Deep down he knew it was fear.

Whatever was under there belonged to a version of his mother he didn’t understand. Maybe didn’t want to understand.

He stood again, restless, drifting to the kitchen. Opened the fridge, stared at its sparse contents—half a carton of milk, some leftovers in foil, an apple bruised on one side. He shut it with a sigh. His mother deserved better than this. She’d given him everything, and what did she have now? Late nights, a sleazy boss, exhaustion etched into her smile.

He poured himself a glass of water, staring into its rippling surface. “I can take care of myself” she always said. Maybe she could. But it didn’t stop the knot in his chest.

Erik downed the water, set the glass in the sink, and returned to the couch. He tried to distract himself with the book lying face-down on the table, a battered volume of engineering diagrams. The lines blurred together. His thoughts kept circling back, looping in the same pattern: the news report, the missing heroines, the city’s hunger, his mother walking home through streets that devoured even the mighty.

His head tilted back, eyes closing. He could almost hear the city outside—the wet slap of tires on asphalt, the wail of sirens somewhere distant, the laughter of men who had never known fear.

Would things ever go back to normal? He doubted it. Darklight had never been normal. But maybe, someday, they could at least be safe again. Maybe.

Until then, he would keep waiting for her. Waiting to hear the jingle of keys at the door. Waiting for that moment of relief when she stepped inside and the apartment stopped feeling like a tomb.

And until then, he would keep wondering what exactly she was hiding under those floorboards.

---

The bass rattled her bones. Every thud of the subwoofers pressed against her eardrums like a hammer, each note stretching and warping until it was no longer music but a roar that swallowed thought. For most of the girls here it was just noise, part of the job, but for Eva it was agony. Super-hearing had once been a gift, letting her pick out the whisper of a knife drawn in an alley half a block away, or the tremble of a terrified hostage’s breath behind a locked door. Now it was a curse. Here, in this place, every sound was magnified: the greedy chatter of men, the shrill laughter of women drunk on cheap champagne, the clatter of glasses, the wet drag of a tongue against lips.

She had trained herself, over two years, to blur it all into a manageable haze. To focus, to dampen, to pretend she was like everyone else. But it never stopped gnawing at her. Each shift left her head pounding as if she’d fought three nights on the rooftops again. Only this time she wasn’t wearing her mask, wasn’t jumping off of rooftops, wasn’t saving lives. She was wiping tables. Smiling on cue. Bending just enough at the waist for men with wet eyes to stare.

The uniform didn’t help. Black satin clinging to her hips, white fluff of a bunny tail pinned above her ass, ears that bobbed whenever she turned too quickly. The outfit was designed to infantilize and eroticize at once, to make her a joke and an object. And it worked. Men pawed at her without shame, hands brushing her waist, her thighs, lingering too long when they pressed money into her palm. She **** smiles until her cheeks hurt.

She told herself it was survival. After leaving the League she had no résumé, no cover story beyond “single mother trying to make ends meet.” She had been The Shadow, feared across half the city’s underworld, but what employer wanted to hire a ghost? The club had been an answer, ugly as it was. Jax’s answer.

She leaned over a table, rag in hand, mopping up the trail of beer a patron had sloshed while trying to paw at the dancer beside him. The man’s hand brushed her hip, fingers squeezing. She froze, counted to three in her head, and then finished her work with a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. The man’s buddies jeered, toasting his “courage.” She moved on.

Don’t break his wrist. Don’t put him through the table. Don’t make a scene.

Her body had to obey the discipline she’d drilled into it. Strength coiled in every muscle, begging to be unleashed, but she held it in check. Always. She couldn’t afford to lose control. Not here. Not with her son waiting at home, thinking she was just another tired woman coming off a late shift.

She straightened, smoothing her outfit, tugging the neckline higher even though it always slid back down. The room reeked of sweat, cologne, perfume layered too thick, cigarette smoke curling like ghosts toward the ceiling fans. She caught snatches of conversations she didn’t want to hear—deals being struck, debts being settled, girls being sold. She turned her hearing away, narrowing her focus until the words dulled.

And then came his voice.

“Eva.”

Her name rolled from his tongue like ownership.

She stiffened before she saw him, her body already recognizing the deep, rough timbre. Jax moved through the club like a shark among minnows, parting the crowd without effort. He wore a black shirt unbuttoned at the throat, his broad chest gleaming with sweat and gold. His grin was wide, lecherous, promising and threatening all at once. The patrons either greeted him with nervous respect or looked away quickly.

He slid behind her, his presence engulfing her. One large hand swept over the curve of her waist, fingers lingering just below her breast. His thumb pressed lightly, claiming. The touch was casual enough to pass as affection to anyone else, but Eva felt the intent in it. Ownership. Domination.

She kept her face neutral, eyes focused on the table she was wiping. Inside, her stomach twisted.

“Working hard tonight?” he murmured close to her ear. His breath was hot, thick with whiskey.

She **** a smile, glancing at him briefly. “Like always.”

His hand drifted lower, cupping her hip. His thumb traced the edge of her costume, sliding dangerously close to the sensitive swell beneath. She felt the heat rise in her cheeks, not from desire but from the humiliation of being touched like this in front of so many eyes.

She wanted to shove him back, to let her strength flare for just a second, to remind him what she was beneath this mask of civility. But she didn’t. Couldn’t. The cost would be too high. Jax wasn’t just her employer. He was her shield, crude as it was. His connections kept certain wolves away from her door. His reputation meant Erik could walk the block outside their apartment without being dragged into a van.

So she let him touch her, endured the way his hand slid across her body like a brand.

Jax grinned, eyes glinting. “Good girl.”

The words dug into her skin.

She nodded, turned away to pick up a tray of empty glasses. Her pulse thundered in her ears, louder even than the music. She could hear everything—the shatter of glass at the far bar, the clink of coins at the slot machines, the squeak of cheap leather shoes on the dance floor—but none of it drowned out the memory of his hand, his claim.

Every night was the same. Every night she told herself she could endure it. For Erik. For the fragile peace they had carved in this rotten city.

Still, sometimes, she wondered how much longer before endurance turned into surrender.

---

The jingle of keys finally broke Erik’s restless silence. He was on his feet before the lock even clicked, moving toward the door with a mixture of relief and dread.

The door swung open, and there she was—Eva, her hair loose around her shoulders, coat damp from the mist outside. For a moment his chest loosened. She was home, safe.

Then he saw him.

Jax filled the doorway beside her, broad shoulders blotting out the hall light, his grin the same as it always was: hungry, amused, predatory. One thick arm was already looped around her waist, holding her close as though she were a prize he was displaying.

The warmth of Erik’s relief curdled instantly.

“Hey, Mom,” he said quickly, voice tight. “You hungry? I can make something.”

Eva smiled, tired but soft, her eyes brightening at the sight of him. She opened her mouth to answer, but Jax’s hand slid lower, cupping her ass through the coat. He squeezed with deliberate slowness, fingers digging in.

Erik’s jaw clenched. He looked away, pretending not to notice, though the heat rose up his neck.

Eva felt the blush spread across her own cheeks. She **** herself to step forward, shrugging out of her coat. Jax didn’t let go; his hand lingered, kneading even as her son stood barely three feet away.

If she wanted to, she could have broken his wrist without effort. She could have spun him to the floor, pressed his face into the wood until his grin cracked. Her strength simmered under her skin, coiled and ready, begging for release. She had to consciously hold it back, every day, in every movement—careful not to grip a glass too hard, not to pull a door too fast, not to crush instead of hold.

But she didn’t move now. Couldn’t. Jax wasn’t just muscle and menace. He was her shield, crude and ugly as it was. His reach in Darklight meant no one touched her without permission. No one touched Erik. That protection was worth enduring his hands, his dominance, even in front of her son.

“Something warm would be good,” Eva said gently, ignoring Jax’s touch, answering Erik as though nothing were happening.

Erik nodded quickly, eager to do something, anything that might distract from the scene. He turned toward the kitchen, shoulders tense.

Jax leaned close to Eva’s ear, his voice a low growl meant for her alone. “Good boy you’ve raised. Knows when to keep quiet.”

Her stomach twisted, shame burning hotter than anger.

She busied herself taking off her shoes, forcing her hands to stay steady. Her mind betrayed her, wandering to the secret she carried in her very flesh—the thing Jax knew, the thing Erik never could.

Super-hearing. Super-strength. That much she could hide. But her body’s healing? That was harder. Bruises never bloomed. Cuts sealed overnight. And deeper still, a curse that had turned intimacy into ritual humiliation.

Every night, no matter what Jax did to her, her body reset. Her flesh knitted itself back together, restoring what had been broken. She woke a virgin, over and over again, her body mocking her with its impossible purity.

At first she had hidden it. Quietly breaking herself before dates, using toys to fake what should have been natural. She’d thought Jax would leave when he found out. Instead, his eyes had lit with savage delight.

A mature woman who could be deflowered every night, endlessly. To him it wasn’t a burden—it was a sport. A fetish. He took it as a challenge, inventing new ways to claim her again and again, laughing each time she winced as her body sealed overnight only to be torn again the next evening.

She had hated it. Then, slowly, to her shame, she had started to crave the ritual too. The anticipation. The inevitability. The pain twined with a strange intimacy. It was twisted, but it had become part of them.

Now, with Jax’s hand still firm on her ass, her son moving around in the kitchen just a few feet away, she felt the weight of that secret heavier than ever. Erik could never know. If he ever discovered what she endured, what she even—God help her—sometimes enjoyed… she didn’t know if he would forgive her. Or if she would forgive herself.

Jax finally released her, stepping past into the apartment like he owned it. He brushed a hand along her lower back as he went, a touch that was both affectionate and possessive. His eyes flicked toward Erik, narrowing with that same amused smirk.

Eva swallowed, forcing her voice steady. “I’ll just… freshen up. Erik, don’t forget to eat something too.”

She slipped toward the bathroom, her heart hammering. Behind her, she could hear Jax settling into her bedroom as though it were his own. The sound of his shoes hitting the floor, the creak of the mattress under his weight.

In the kitchen, Erik busied himself at the stove, reheating leftovers with stiff movements, refusing to look at the closed door. He pretended not to notice the way Jax’s laughter rumbled from down the hall. Pretended he didn’t see the flush on his mother’s cheeks when she had walked past.

Pretended he wasn’t burning with a mixture of anger, helplessness, and something darker he didn’t dare name.

---

The hiss of oil in the pan filled the silence. Erik stood at the stove, fork in hand, stirring last night’s leftovers with jerky, impatient movements. He hadn’t even asked Jax if he wanted anything—why should he? The man had already slithered down the hall into Eva’s bedroom, like he belonged there.

Erik focused on the food, shoulders tight. If he didn’t, he would start picturing things he didn’t want to picture.

Behind him, Eva lingered in the kitchen doorway, her coat now hung up, her hair damp where the mist had clung to it. She looked tired, her eyes shadowed, lips pressed together. She watched her son fuss over the pan and felt both warmed and crushed. He shouldn’t have to take care of her like this.

She stepped forward, forcing lightness into her voice. “You didn’t have to.”

Erik glanced back, his smile quick, defensive. “Of course I did. You never eat enough after work.”

She wanted to hug him, to bury her face in his shoulder and pretend for just one night that things were simple, that she was just a mother and he was just her boy. But she felt the heat of another presence before she could even take a step.

Jax’s shadow stretched across the hall. He didn’t enter, not fully. Instead he leaned close, lips brushing her ear, his voice a growl pitched low enough for her alone.

“I need to use you tonight,” he whispered, fingers grazing her ass as though to underline the words. “Get the brat to sleep once he’s fed you. I’ll be waiting.”

The words were like shackles snapping shut.

Her breath caught, though she tried to mask it with a nod. Erik was right there, only feet away, plating the food with a concentration that felt too deliberate. Did he hear? No, he couldn’t have. Not unless he was listening for it.

Jax’s hand gave a final squeeze, firm enough to sting, before he peeled away, his footsteps retreating toward her room. The sound of the door closing was final, like a gavel hitting wood.

Eva’s face burned. She hated that she didn’t immediately recoil. Hated that part of her had already started calculating how to handle him tonight—whether she could wear him down with her mouth, whether she could stifle her moans enough to keep Erik from hearing, whether she could make herself enjoy it so the guilt felt less sharp.

“Mom?”

Erik’s voice jolted her. He was holding out a plate, steam curling up between them. His expression was careful, eyes searching her face for cracks.

“Thanks, sweetheart,” she said quickly, forcing a smile. She took the plate, her hand trembling only slightly.

He turned back to the stove, dishing a smaller portion for himself, but his jaw was tight, his knuckles white against the fork. He hadn’t missed the way Jax had leaned in close. He hadn’t missed the blush on her cheeks. He said nothing, but his silence was heavy.

Eva sat at the table, picking at the food. Her stomach twisted too tightly to eat much. Every bite tasted of iron, as though shame had flavored the meal. She kept her gaze low, pretending not to notice Erik watching her from the corner of his eye.

After a few mouthfuls she pushed the plate away and rose abruptly. “I’m just going to take a shower.”

Erik looked up, concern flickering. “You okay?”

She nodded too quickly. “Fine. Just tired.”

She fled into the bathroom before he could ask more.

The door shut behind her with a hollow click, and she pressed her back against it, chest heaving. Steam soon filled the small room as she turned on the water, hoping the hiss would drown out her thoughts. She stripped and stepped under the spray, letting it scald her skin.

But no amount of heat could wash away the knot in her stomach.

She used to be able to stop men like Jax. She used to be able to stop worse. She had stood on rooftops, wrapped in shadow, listening for cries of help and swooping down with fists that could shatter bone. She had been someone her son could look up to.

Now she was hiding in a bathroom, heart racing at the thought of being overheard.

The walls between her room and Erik’s were thin. Too thin. She had learned to muffle herself, biting pillows, covering her mouth with trembling hands. Still, there were nights she had seen the look in his eyes the next morning, the way he couldn’t meet her gaze.

She braced her hands on the tiles, water streaming over her shoulders. How much longer could she pretend? How much longer before Erik knew?

She closed her eyes, trying to steady her breathing. For him, she told herself. Everything she endured was for him. But the words rang hollow tonight.

In the kitchen, Erik set his fork down. The apartment was too quiet now, the faint hiss of the shower carrying through the walls. He sat in silence, staring at the closed door of his mother’s room. The food sat cooling on the table, untouched.

---

The apartment felt heavy after Eva vanished into the bathroom. Erik ate in silence, chewing without tasting, each sound of his fork scraping the plate magnified by the quiet. From down the hall he heard the shower start—steady, hissing, a veil between him and her.

He tried to focus on his food. Failed. Tried to think about schoolwork, about the projects cluttering his desk, about anything but the man stretched out in his mother’s bed. Failed again.

When the water shut off, the silence that followed was unbearable.

Erik stacked the dishes in the sink, not even bothering to wash them, and drifted down the hall almost without meaning to. His hand skimmed the wall, fingertips brushing familiar grooves in the paint. He told himself he was only checking on her, only making sure she was okay.

But his heart was hammering.

Her bedroom door loomed ahead. Normally it was locked whenever Jax stayed over—always locked, a barrier that stung even though he pretended not to care. Tonight it stood closed, but as Erik reached for it, his fingers met resistance and then a soft give.

Unlocked.

A warning voice inside him told him to turn back. To walk away, to respect her privacy. He could still do it. He could still leave.

Instead he pressed. The door opened an inch, two, creaking softly.

And the sounds hit him first.

Wet, obscene sounds, the rhythm unmistakable—suction, slurp, the guttural groan of a man being serviced. Erik froze, every muscle in his body taut. He should close the door. He should run back to his room, slam his headphones on, pretend he heard nothing.

But he didn’t.

He leaned closer, eyes slipping through the narrow crack.

The sight struck him like a blow.

Jax sat naked at the edge of the bed, massive legs spread wide. Between them knelt his mother. Eva’s hair hung damp around her shoulders, drops glistening on her skin, the towel she had wrapped herself in still clinging to her back. Her head bobbed furiously in Jax’s lap, lips stretched around his thick shaft, cheeks hollowing with each pull. His hand fisted in her hair, guiding her, setting the pace with casual dominance.

Erik’s stomach lurched, nausea and heat twisting together. He couldn’t look. He couldn’t stop looking.

The contrast of their bodies was surreal—Jax’s dark skin against her pale, flushed face, his size dwarfing her delicate frame. Her towel had slipped enough to reveal the curve of her shoulder, the faint line of her collarbone. She looked small there, submissive, but also… radiant. Beautiful in a way Erik had never allowed himself to think before.

His throat went dry. His cock stirred, shame burning in equal measure.

God, no. Not her. Not my mother.

But the thought was drowned out by the image before him: her lips sliding wetly, her throat working as she tried to take him deeper, the faint sound of her breath whimpering around the intrusion.

Jax’s eyes lifted suddenly, and Erik’s heart stopped.

The man saw him.

Saw him and smiled.

Not the kind of smile you give a stranger, not even the smug grin of a man caught in pleasure. No, this was deliberate, cruel amusement. A recognition. Jax saw the hunger in Erik’s eyes, saw the shame tangled with arousal, and he savored it.

Erik’s blood went cold.

He backed away slowly, closing the door with careful quiet, praying his mother hadn’t noticed. He didn’t breathe until the latch clicked shut. Only then did he retreat down the hall, his chest tight, his legs weak.

In his room he collapsed onto the bed, staring at the ceiling. His cock strained against his pants, hot and insistent, a humiliating betrayal.

He tried to bury the memory, but it replayed in vivid detail—the way her head bobbed, the shine of spit down her chin, the guttural groan Jax had loosed, the way his hand held her hair like reins.

And the worst of it: the way he’d wished, in that single forbidden moment, that it had been him.

He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes, groaning softly. Disgust churned in his gut, aimed at Jax, at himself, at the entire twisted situation. But desire pulsed beneath it, undeniable, shameful, impossible to ignore.

He hated Jax. Hated the way the man touched her, owned her, reduced her. And yet seeing her there, lips stretched around him, had made Erik’s cock ache with a jealousy so fierce it scared him.

What’s wrong with me?

He rolled onto his side, curling inward. The sounds still echoed in his head—wet suction, muffled gag, Jax’s approving growl. He couldn’t block them out. Not with his hands. Not with the pillow pressed over his ears. They were seared into him now, part of him.

And somewhere down the hall, his mother was still on her knees, still serving, still moaning softly for another man.

The thought made his cock twitch painfully against the fabric of his pants.

Erik bit down hard on his knuckle, eyes wet with frustration. He hated himself for wanting. Hated Jax for knowing.

But he also knew he would never forget.

---

Eva wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, chest heaving. Jax leaned back against the headboard, still half-hard, the taste of him bitter in her throat. She had hoped it would be enough. That if she used her mouth, if she drained him, he would let her crawl into bed, let her sleep.

But the look in his eyes told her otherwise.

He wasn’t finished. He never was.

“Get up here,” he growled, patting the mattress beside him. His cock twitched, already swelling again, slick with her spit.

“Jax…” she murmured, voice raw. She clutched the towel tighter around her chest, still damp from the shower. “You’ve had enough for tonight.”

His grin widened. “Not nearly.”

Her pulse quickened. The thin walls pressed on her mind, Erik just down the hall. If Jax took her here, if he made her scream the way he liked to, there was no way her son wouldn’t hear.

She shook her head, whispering, “Please. He’ll know.”

Jax’s hand shot out, fisting her towel, yanking her forward until she toppled onto the bed. The cloth slipped, exposing her breasts, damp hair clinging to the pale skin of her shoulders. His voice dropped to a whisper against her ear.

“Then let him know. Let the brat hear what a real man does to his mommy.”

Her stomach twisted, shame like acid. “You promised—”

He cut her off with a laugh, the sound low and cruel. “I promised nothing. You think I can stay half-satisfied with you kneeling like some obedient little nun? No, Eva. You’re mine tonight. All of you.”

She tried to pull back, but he was already pushing her down, his weight pinning her against the mattress. His cock pressed hot against her thigh, throbbing, insistent. She braced her palms against his chest, muscles trembling with the effort not to shove him through the wall. One push, just one, and she could end this.

But she didn’t. She never did.

Because the truth was more complicated. She feared him, yes, but she also needed him. Needed what he gave her, even when she hated herself for it. Needed the sharp edges of his dominance, the way he **** her body past her mind’s protests, dragging pleasure out of pain.

And somewhere deep inside, buried beneath guilt and fear, she needed the release.

“Spread your legs,” he ordered, voice thick with hunger.

Her thighs clamped together instinctively. “No. Please, Jax, not tonight.”

He snarled, grabbing her by the hips, forcing her knees apart. She whimpered, twisting beneath him, but the towel slipped further, baring more of her body to his gaze. His cock slid along her slit, already slick from her unwilling arousal.

“You’re wet,” he mocked. “Begging me not to, but your pussy knows better.”

She bit her lip hard enough to taste blood.

Then, with one brutal thrust, he drove into her.

Pain shot through her belly, sharp and white-hot, her hymen tearing again. She cried out, the sound muffled by the pillow she shoved against her mouth. Her nails clawed at the sheets, every nerve screaming.

Jax groaned, savoring the tightness. “Fuck, I’ll never get tired of this. Virgin again, every damn time.”

Tears stung her eyes, but her body betrayed her, hips arching, muscles clenching around him. The mixture of pain and pleasure tangled until she couldn’t tell them apart.

He set a rhythm, brutal and relentless, each thrust driving her further into the mattress. The bed frame creaked, the headboard thudding against the wall. She panicked—Erik would hear, he had to hear—but the panic only sharpened the sensations flooding her.

“Jax, stop—” she gasped between moans.

“Stop?” He laughed darkly, slamming deeper. “When your cunt’s gripping me like it doesn’t want to let go? You love this, Eva. Don’t lie.”

She shook her head, but her cries betrayed her, rising higher with each thrust.

His hand clamped around her throat, forcing her gaze to meet his. “Say it. Say you love being my little virgin slut.”

Her lips trembled. “I… I…”

He snapped his hips hard, hitting her cervix, making her scream into the pillow.

“Say it,” he growled again.

Her defenses crumbled, pleasure and shame colliding until the words slipped out unbidden. “I love it—ahhh! I love it!”

“That’s my girl.” His grin was feral, triumphant.

Her body shook as he drove deeper, relentless, his cock hammering into her until sparks danced behind her eyes. She clutched at the sheets, at his arms, torn between pushing him away and pulling him closer.

The pressure built inside her, unbearable, unstoppable.

“Don’t,” she whimpered. “Not deep, please, not—”

But he didn’t listen. With a brutal thrust he buried himself to the hilt, slamming against her cervix. Pain seared through her, and with it, a surge of white-hot ecstasy. Her body convulsed, a gush of liquid soaking the sheets as she squirted, crying out in a raw, animal sound she didn’t recognize as her own.

“Fuck yes,” Jax groaned, holding her hips tight, grinding into her. “Scream for me, slut. Let him hear.”

Her vision blurred, tears spilling down her cheeks. The shame was unbearable—knowing Erik could hear, knowing Jax was using it, savoring it. Yet the pleasure kept crashing over her, wave after humiliating wave.

She came again, harder, her body jerking beneath him. Her screams filled the room, filled the walls, echoed down the hall.

In the haze she felt him tense, his cock throbbing. Then heat flooded her as he came, pumping deep, filling her womb.

Her body went limp, twitching with aftershocks, sweat soaking her hair. She lay gasping beneath him, her chest heaving, her throat raw from screaming.

Jax leaned down, his lips brushing her ear. “That’s what I love most. Not just fucking you. But knowing your precious boy is in the next room, hearing every sound, every cry. He’s probably jerking off right now, imagining it’s him. That’s why I keep you, Eva. Because tormenting him makes you cum harder.”

Her heart shattered at the words. She wanted to deny it, to scream that it wasn’t true. But her body betrayed her again, shuddering with another small climax just from the taunt.

Her eyes rolled back, and darkness swallowed her as she passed out against the pillows, spent and ruined.

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The room reeked of sweat and sex. Sheets clung damp to Eva’s skin, her hair plastered to her cheeks. Every muscle in her body trembled, her thighs slick, her chest heaving as she fought to catch her breath.

Jax sprawled beside her, one arm draped lazily across the headboard, cock still wet and glistening from their brutal joining. He was grinning, satisfied in the way predators grin when the prey finally lies still.

Eva curled onto her side, pulling the sheet up over her breasts. Her body still pulsed with aftershocks, nerves twitching with pleasure she hadn’t wanted to feel. Shame weighed heavier than his body had moments ago. She had screamed. She had squirted. She had given him everything. And the worst part—the part she couldn’t shove from her mind—was that Jax was right.

Her orgasms had been sharper, deeper, because Erik was there. Because she knew her son was only a wall away, because she knew he could hear every broken cry spilling from her lips. The humiliation had become fuel, her body translating shame into ecstasy.

She squeezed her eyes shut, bile rising in her throat. She should hate herself. She did hate herself. But even through the disgust, she felt her cunt still clenching faintly around nothing, aching for more.

“You see it now, don’t you?” Jax murmured, rolling onto his side to face her. His hand slid up her thigh possessively, fingers tracing the slick mess he’d left inside her. “You finally understand why I keep coming back. Why I don’t waste time with anyone else.”

Her lips trembled, but no words came.

“It’s not just you, Eva,” he went on, voice low, almost tender. “It’s him. That boy. The way he looks at you, the way he looks at me when I take you. He’s the best part of all this. Making you cum while your son listens in the dark, hearing what kind of slut his mother really is.”

Her heart clenched. “Don’t… don’t say that.”

But even as she whispered the protest, another tremor of guilty arousal rippled through her. Jax chuckled, pressing a kiss to her damp temple.

“Face it, baby. You love it. And the sooner you stop lying to yourself, the sweeter it’ll get.”

She turned away, burying her face in the pillow, tears stinging her eyes. She wanted to scream that he was wrong, that she was only enduring him for Erik’s safety, for the fragile shelter Jax’s power provided. But her body, still quivering with the remnants of orgasm, betrayed her.

She hated him. She needed him. She hated herself more.

In the next room, Erik lay rigid in bed, headphones clamped over his ears, volume blasting. It hadn’t mattered. Her screams had cut through anyway, raw and primal, searing into him like knives.

He had tried to block them out. Tried to tell himself it wasn’t what he thought, that the sounds didn’t mean what they so obviously did. But each moan, each **** cry, each shuddering wail carved deeper into him.

He had imagined Jax inside her, pounding her, making her scream like that. He had imagined his mother writhing under him, her voice cracking with pleasure and pain. He had imagined, worst of all, being in Jax’s place himself.

His cock strained against his pants, aching with a need that disgusted him. He gripped himself through the fabric, hating every second of it, hating the way his body refused to obey his mind. Tears streaked his cheeks, hot and shameful.

Every sound from her room lacerated him, but the worst was how they also aroused him. He had never felt more like a monster.

When the final scream came—louder than the rest, ragged with climax—he broke. His hips jerked helplessly, spilling into his pants, body convulsing with shameful release.

He lay there afterward, empty, disgusted, staring at the ceiling as tears slid into his hair.

Through the wall, he could still hear faint murmurs—Jax’s deep chuckle, his mother’s ragged breathing. The sound of the bed creaking as they shifted.

He bit his lip until it bled, willing himself not to cry out.

He loved her. He hated Jax. He hated himself more than both.

Back in her room, Eva drifted in and out of consciousness, her body sore, her mind a storm. Jax pulled her closer, his hand heavy on her hip, his words a murmur in the dark.

“Sleep, baby. Tomorrow we’ll play again. And next time… maybe we’ll leave the door open.”

Her eyes flew open, fear and shame colliding in her chest. But Jax only laughed, closing his eyes, already half-asleep.

Eva lay awake, staring into the darkness, her son’s face burning in her mind.

And in the next room, Erik stared at the ceiling, his fists clenched, his heart broken, his cock still twitching in shame.

Both of them trapped. Both of them drowning. Neither ready to admit how deep they had already sunk.

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To be continued ......